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the absolute struggle of knowing the exact plot of your fic, what the characters facial expressions will look like, what sounds will happen, the emotions, the lighting, everything….

OH MY GOD HOLY FUCK AKI PERFUME AKI PERFUME REAL AKI SMELL!!!!!!!!

There's a very specific version of Aki that I have in my head, and it's very hard to describe. It's more of a feeling, a vibe, if you will. He's kind of an asshole– anti-social, doesn't smile much, rarely cracks jokes or seems to enjoy himself, even in the company of those he's closest to. He usually seems bored or simply apathetic about what's going on around him. He smokes, he observes, he might carry on a quiet sidebar conversation with an acquaintance, but he otherwise looks just....disinterested. And it isn't because he doesn't care, necessarily– it's because he's quietly fascinated with the way others interact with each other, and because he's afraid to form any sort of close connections with anyone because he knows his days are numbered.