polaviia

I don't think I'll make it out of this year

How do I stop existing without kms

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

loneliness will be the death of me

I keep telling myself today will be different and it never is.

The feminine urge to slit your wrists and bleed out

Please leave me the fuck alone I’m not meant for this world.

I need to be shot in the head

maybe in another universe, i can set the blade down

im gonna block everyone and shoot myself in the head

"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die

in another life i’m normal. in another life i don’t hurt the people i love the most.