i wish i was a small animal being taken care of and treated so sweetly in someone's home And then napping there all curled up and comfortable and safe and warm and happy

and it's like. i am hiding a big thing too. but i am too scared and nervous to tell either of them. funny how that works.

😐

oh yes. also im logging off for a week. goodbye ^_^

ok im not gonna lie im alittle freaked out cause i looked at my notes and realised that i didn't say a bunch of stuff but it's FINE it's fine it's fine it's done it's over i cannot overtbink it anymore i am free and happy. good. ok.

waking up tomorrow is going to feel so good. i think im going to put a book by my bed ^_^

2026is my year 💯

you know when you can just tell that some people are incredibly racist but are restraining themselves from saying anything in front of u because they think they're from polite society but they're gonna shit talk you when you're out of earshot. you know that kind of white person.

oh my god im going to get myself flowers today

everything Is awesome