oh yes. also im logging off for a week. goodbye ^_^

ok im not gonna lie im alittle freaked out cause i looked at my notes and realised that i didn't say a bunch of stuff but it's FINE it's fine it's fine it's done it's over i cannot overtbink it anymore i am free and happy. good. ok.

waking up tomorrow is going to feel so good. i think im going to put a book by my bed ^_^

2026is my year 💯

you know when you can just tell that some people are incredibly racist but are restraining themselves from saying anything in front of u because they think they're from polite society but they're gonna shit talk you when you're out of earshot. you know that kind of white person.

oh my god im going to get myself flowers today

everything Is awesome

rn im using a whiteboard pen that i stole from school 4 years ago and i would be lying if i said i didn't still feel guilty about it. or at least. consciously aware of it.

i put automatic night light on my laptop and i noticed it starting to kick in at 9pm and it got progressively more orange and it was like when you put birds in the dark they think its night it felt like that. like a blanket :)

i like when you see big panes of glass that are completely shattered but holding on its very evocative. makes me want to push it over the edge. i think it would make a nice sound and a lot of mess