im gay and confused

I DONT WANNA PAY BILLS I WANNA USE MY MONEY FOR FOOD AND LIL GIFTS FOR MYSELF AND MY LOVED ONES

Thanks to @raindropwindow and a handful of articles, it’s called snow albedo, skyglow, snowglow, or just light scattering! It’s the result of moon- or artificial light reflecting off ground snow, low clouds, or ice crystals.

so much of orv changed my brain chemistry but the first scene that changed me as a person was when kdj was trying to restore his mom's soul & was telling every story he remembered abt her (bc souls r made of stories) & realizing it wasn't ENOUGH, and then all of her jailmates came into her soul and began painting the cracks with their stories about her, and he realized that he was never gonna be able to heal her by himself bc one person could never encompass the whole of the story of someone else. everyone's made of stories but vitally everyone is made of MORE THAN ONE STORY. they're the accumulation of every tale that someone u touched tells abt you. in most other stories kdj would've been the hero that saved her but orv lets him be just one part of the whole of her.

orv and its core message being: live, even if you must claw your way out of the grave and even if you must burn every page of this book to keep you warm. you can consume us to sustain you through the winter and we will still be there when spring arrives.