plural pond

You can survive your childhood and escape the horror of your parents by creating and existing solely in a rich inner world in which you contain all your thoughts and feelings and this will not have any effect on your relationships as an adult

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hey thanks, I heard you uttered my name while I wasn't around thus making me real.

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im actually someone’s oc but we don’t have to talk about that

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T-shirt that says "I fronted to be here"

I think I've lived more inside my head than I've ever lived outside of it ..

Imagine if you could separate your conscious mind from your body to go chill somewhere else for a while without having to exist in your body all the time, but it turns out that your body can have separation anxiety and once you go back into your body you're suddenly slammed with feeling like pure shit because the whole time you spent fucking off somewhere else, your body has been in a state of nonstop panic attacks out of fear that you might not come back.

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Wait hang on... was I traumatized as a teenager? *thinks about it for a bit* Well I can't remember anything traumatic so it's probably fine.

Trauma didn't make me nice, I consciously made me nice because I don't want anyone else to suffer like I did. Trauma didn't make me strong, I made me strong. Don't you dare ever tell me my trauma made me anything but scared, broken, and confused. Don't give credit to the abusers for me being a good person. They didn't make me good, I made myself good.

i don't even write. i just vibe until a character shows up and yells at me.

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I had a bad day but then I watched 5 hours of television and absorbed the personalities & problems of television characters so I am doing good now

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