☽as eternal as longing☾

Heronstairs as a concept goes so hard. Like imagine you're cursed so that anyone who loves you dies and you meet someone who will die soon and you make them love you because "no one can live with nothing" and then you find out the curse wasn't real but the person who loves you still dies

was it casual when he was your greatest sin

My WIFE (ao3) has been SHOT (is down for maintenance) and is DEAD FOREVER (probably will be back up in a few hours)

thank you ao3 for being an archive and not an algorithm. thank you for letting me like things without consequences, thank you for being free with no ads, thank you for having lawyers to defend our freedom of speech. thank you tag wranglers. thank you to all authors and thank you ao3

you're withholding giving kudos on a fic until it's fully completed because you're terrified it might update and include something "problematic" that your "friends" will find using a kudos tracker. I'm withholding kudos on a fic because I thought I gave it already 13 chapters ago. we are not the same.

"do it scared" this "do it tired" that. well no one ever talks about the fucking insurmountable "do it with greasy hair"

okay, I’ll bite. (Lunges for the hand that feeds)

I love thinking I'm a hater and then meeting a real hater and going wow that does not look fun actually. Going back to my lukewarm hater ways. Performative haterdom. I couldn't name five hater bands.

you relapsed on yearning again didn’t you

i think humans are meant to lay in bed with the love of their life all winter.

SLUT WORLD IS UNDER ATTACK