ALEX GOMEZ

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Since time along i have a lot of feelings inside my heart that probably even myself doesn’t know completely. It came a moment of my life where I felt that i was doing all wrong, i started losing friends which Is a very important part of my life, anyway, i stayed strong, and continued being myself which i think that in the majority of time a happy person at least that is how i look, but then i did something huge on my life, a very huge decision which is came out, i Think that the good feed back that i had from my friends and family, also that freedom and sensation of safe that i gained made me felt just happy again, i always said to myself that i will never tell anyone about that until i had a reason for, i mean a person to fight for, and i had someone that i met long time ago, and was a person who i really trust on, and my first love ,But then An apocalyptic event in which i got apart of him because homophobic reasons coming from his parents, and then they accused me for things that i had never done, i felt terrible because for some reason I thought that good feelings always win, maybe i was to innocent, and then in the looking for a new reason to fight for, i lost my best friend, and gained even more pain, now i have some very good friends, and someone that i am in love, i just want to recover everything i lost in battle of searching for happiness. Maybe this story is not a new York times best seller, that’s not my intention of me writing this, the reason is somehow put my feelings out in the world. But now i know that i have more then one reason to fight for, i have myself, my feelings, and more important i have my dreams to fight for.