destroying and betraying yourself for nothing all by yourself, handsome?

imagine hating me and im just in my room straight up sobbing

I bet for like a fraction of a second getting hit by a bus would feel really good

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

they hate me because the years of memory loss has purified my mind

“nobody wants to work anymore” yeah because everyone wants to kill themselves

i know i’ve talked about this before but it’s really insane when you were passively suicidal for two decades and out of the blue you catch yourself saying shit like “i’ve been trying to eat a lot of fibre because i don’t want to risk colorectal cancer in my 40s” like okay … 40s are part of the plan now?

crazy how the printer is the only piece of tech that acts up like that almost every day of its life. and we just accept it

i don't think i've ever met a printer that actually wanted to be a printer. i think most printers have dreams of being on the stage

hey i’m going to the bottom of the lake to ponder my life and let the algae consume me, do you want anything?

some sand or dirt pls and thanks

i love sluts i love perverts i love dykes i love faggots i love aromantics i love freaks i love librarians i love ibuprofen