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INTRO POST (3 Years Late)
This is my one and only blog designated for my interests and experiences
Name: Finn (He/Him)
Age: 16 (02/25)
Gender Identity: Male (trans)
Sexual Orientation: Aromantic & Questioning
Height: 5'5" on a good day
Location: Ohio
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i got REALLY into elliott smith on my trip
literally the only thing in my headphones for 4 days straight was him and on occasion jeff buckley's grace. only 3 albums i listened to though. Either/Or, Figure 8, and XO.
Alameda, L.A., Tomorrow Tomorrow, Waltz #2, Stupidity Tries, Son of Sam, Pictures of Me, and Ballad of Big Nothing are my favorites.
i LOVE his songwriting and guitar work. and the weather and the atmosphere, and the lake and everything made the weekend really cool with the music playing.
im home. rock and roll hall of fame was really cool
won't be online until monday night. going on a weekend trip and no internet :(
they fucking catched me in the rye fuck fuck shit shit shit how can i catch any of this rye now
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"What did London do to deserve Jack the Ripper" <- newspaper headline from 1888
gold medalist fr
actually i'm gonna call all of my friend groups platonic polycules from now on because it's so much funnier and gayer
bro ffvii is super on sale
i should convince my dad to buy it (the original) he got super excited seeing it
i genuinely feel like i'm going crazy. i can't control myself and i'm terrified of my therapy session next tuesday because what if it really is bad enough to make her want me to go get a diagnosis and then what if my parents think i'm faking this too like i don't know what to do oh my god. like i just want to be normal so badly and ever since being off my meds it's made relatively unproblematic symptoms 100% worse. people already think i'm weird and i talk funny and shit but like if they can literally SEE me being weird next school year i'm gonna cry. i would love a lobotomy right now (/hj)
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Going to the bathroom when you have skin picking disorder is kinda like an adventure. Will I go pee or will I enter a fugue state and rip all my skin off bc I felt a small blackhead on my shoulder. The possibilities are endless.
Twins at the carousel 🎠
What in the ACTUAL FUCK DID LONDON DO TO DESERVE THIS
Genuinely not okay because WHAT THE FUCK
After 16 years of life, I think I can ride a bike now
a common misconception of aphantasia is that's it's like having your eyes closed
it isn't, it's like having no eyes. no concept of vision
huge tangent but like I don't like how people who can visualize describe ahoantasia like having your eyes closed
because people are too used to having something to fill space
I don't have a black void because that is something I have nothing at all
it's hard to understand NOTHING unless you have NOTHING
Yeppp. It’s like trying to see through your elbow. There are pinpricks of light on the back of the eyelids but no visualization at all. I’ve heard it described like others see projections on a tv screen, and aphantasics are completely missing the tv. Fun facts for anyone reading this: aphantasia can completely fuck up memory. I have no memories, and remember things by lists of facts. This also lead me to struggle severely with geometry because I couldn’t move shapes in my head, and with art because I have to rely entirely on muscle memory or references.
YESSS
I struggled so much in geometry this year because of aphantasia. Hearing my teacher literally everyday ask us if we could picture that was sooo annoying. Like no I can't actually.
Even the most traumatic day of my life I can't actually picture. Am I still scared and nervous when I think about it?--Yes. But I can only tell you what happened. I can't relive it
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a common misconception of aphantasia is that's it's like having your eyes closed
it isn't, it's like having no eyes. no concept of vision
huge tangent but like I don't like how people who can visualize describe ahoantasia like having your eyes closed
because people are too used to having something to fill space
I don't have a black void because that is something I have nothing at all
it's hard to understand NOTHING unless you have NOTHING
I have an easier time "picturing" with my eyes open. Because I can see the colors in front of me and actual objects. I can *think* about what an object looks like. I can feel it in my head, but it sure ain't there. I truly don't get forgetting someone's face BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING TO REMEMBER IN THE FIRST PLACE????? Like just think of the person, you're gonna be fine not remembering the details omg. When I zone out--I'm not daydreaming in the typical sense. I'm LITERALLY zoned out but still completely present. I didn't understand as a kid when my parents told me it's okay if I went to bed scared after a horror movie. Why would I still be scared? Until I realized most people can still picture the movie afterwards. Like I'll be on edge but I'm not picturing murder scenes or anything. There isn't anything up there.
weirdly enough though--I can just BARELY visualize (completely black though if that makes sense) right after waking up--kind of still dreaming. Unrelated: I have an internal monologue and right before falling asleep I get these extremely hyperelastic noises too. Like who is making that sound???? It's intelligible
My favorite X-Files Episodes (up to season 7 ep 6--where I am)
It's also taken me 5 years to get to season 7, so I can't remember most episodes before season 4--so they've got to be memorable
s1e8 Ice
s1e21 Tooms
s1ep24 Erlenmeyer Flask
s2ep1 Little Green Men
e2ep6 Ascension
s2ep20 Humbug
ep2ep23 Soft Light
ep2ep24 Our Town (I STILL REMEMBER THE ENDING, MY MOM KEEPS REMINDING ME)
s3ep10 731
s3ep20 Jose Chung from Outer Space
s3ep21 Avatar
s3ep24 Talitha Cumi
s4ep2 Home
s4ep7 Musings of a Cigarette-Smoking Man (this episode fucked me up in 8th grade)
s4ep9 Terma
s4ep10 Paper Hearts (I LOVE this episode)
s4ep12 Leonard Betts
s4ep14 Memento Mori
s4ep24 Gethsemane
s5ep3 Unusual Suspects
s5ep4 Detour
s5ep5 The Post-Modern Prometheus
s5ep7 Emily
s5ep10 Chinga
s5ep15 Travelers
s5ep19 Folie a Deux
s5ep20 The End
and then like all of season 6 omg except for Terms of Endearment
genuinely what kind of crack was txf on for season 6
i can't pick favorites for season 6
s7e1&2 The Sixth Extinction
also kind of a hot take: I didn't really like Bad Blood... it's okay--it just isn't a masterpiece that everyone makes it out to be. IT'S FUN DON'T GET ME WRONG
