I thought I had too many things in my queue to be posted that I think maybe I hit my post limit .. But smh we are unfortunately in a situation what the fuck else is new. . The people upstairs from me apparently started a fire in their apartment which caused smoke and water damage in mines . Everyone is now outside of the building while the firefighters do what they do but we can't go back into our apartment at the moment they kicked out our windows as well. We have been told that we have to wait for someone from the landlord office to direct up to temporary accommodations but that won't be until morning hopefully cause no one can give us a actual time. The whole building isnt effected just mines , theirs and the one on top of them. We need to get a room for the night . We were able to get my son's wheelchair out but my charger was left inside and they're saying I can't go back inside.
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It's pretty cold out here and we have no jacked or anything just our pj's . Please someone please help us get shelter for the night. And hopefully I can find a charger because I need to be contacted by the landlord office to let me know where we will be going until the apartment is repaired
The people next door that I know aren't here and I asked two people that I've at least said hi to if it was possible if we could sleep on their couch til morning but they said they have no room for us. So I just want me and kids out of the cold
Everything is left in my apartment so we don't even have shoes on we are in our slippers . I'm doing my best to try to keep my babies warm with my body heat but there's only 1 of me and 2 of them . Oh boy ...
I have now hit my post limit and my phone is on 18 percent
I know it's late at night And most people won't see this but we need help sooner than later . More less my kids . My son is shaking from the cold I'm trying my best to keep him warm my daughter is cold as well but she walking around in a circle and other random movements to bring up her body heat. My son doesn't have that option cause he's in a wheelchair.
Im on 17 percent now I don't want my phone to die cause me and mines will be assed out even more than we are now
Please anyone my son is still in the healing process from his coma he's immune system ain't as good good as it could be so I really don't want him To get sick . I'm tired of fucking hospitals
Was just informed that landlord will contact people on Tuesday because it is a Holiday
We are still seeking help badly.
We are cold and tired please we need somewhere to rest and get warm and to find food and a charger
It's now 5am and we are still on the street mostly everyone has gone back inside now. We are just here
Now my kids are hungry and we can't go inside the house where the fucking food is to eat. This is turning into a nightmare we are literally sleeping on building steps right now cause we can't go inside our apartment
The firefighters won't let me go in the apartment because they said it isn't structurally sound at the moment because of the fire & water damage upstairs. They don't wanna risk the ceiling falling on me . I wanted to at least grab some food , jackets and my charger but no I was denied
The kids are awake now so I wanted to go to target to get us some fake crocs and some sweat clothes and sweaters or light jackets for them and also food for tonight . Target is the closest open place to go .
They are supposed to place us in a new apartment tomorrow til they are repairing our apartment. I asked if we could get some things out of it and the super said he doesn't know so I rather be safe than sorry and to be honest we walking around in these damn slippers feet hurt bad and wanna shower . Ohh yeah toiletries cause we need deodorant and toothpaste and stuff to clean ourselves
We have an hour and half and we stink honestly from sweating and what not . Especially my son because of him peeing in his pull ups. I need to get him a pair of underwear. I don't want him to get a diaper rash or infection
So my landlord contacted me. And apparently the ceiling ended up collapsing so it's gonna take some time before we can go back to our apartment. We are going to an apartment in Manhattan cause that's the only 2 bedroom he has available right now. And we can't go back into the apartment until it's renovated. So we only have the fake Crocks , pjs the ones we had on , slippers , 3 sweatpants, 2 sweatshirts , 3 pairs of underwear, 2 sweaters , and 4 pairs of socks each. Since I don't know when we will be able to go back home I just wanted to possibly get a bit more clothing for us. Like actual footwear I thought we would be able to go back into the apartment sooner than later and I also thought we would be moved into a apartment in the building or in the area so I figured we could wear those for a couple days but it seems like it will more than a couple days so I think it's best I get us some cheap sneakers at least. In case it rains or something u can't wear those fake Crocks everywhere ya know. And get me a shirt or two cause I just have my pj top I had work today but I explained what happened and sent her the email my landlord sent me to confirm what I'm saying . I will be going in tomorrow afternoon though after I take my son to physical therapy. And also some detergent and stuff to walk our clothes since we have very few articles of clothing I'll have to wash them every couple days so we can have clean clothes . It's weird literally having the bare minimums when our clothes are sitting under a ceiling 🥹
$150 for clothes, detergent, a king size blow up bed & food
Also need a cab to get to the apartment in Manhattan cause of my son in the wheelchair. I was told that we would get help with transportation but they changed their minds now smh
So the landlord just called me and told me that the super will have the keys for me til 5pm today that's what time he gets off. So I hopefully we get the cab fare so we can go there . I brought the kids some cloth items cause they told me at first that they would cover transport and we have to leave this room by 3pm I don't have anything to pay for another night. So im kinda in a lil weird situation now cause I took the landlords word when he said he will cover transport I was just waiting for the kids to get up. So yeah we need to be outta here by 3pm if anyone can help by then
If we gotta sleep on the floor I guess so be it it sucks but at least we got each other . The kids could use their sweaters as pillows to make it not that uncomfortable. I wanted to get the king size for mattress so we could all sleep on it but in case I can't. I'll take a ful size one and I'll sleep on the floor so the kids can have something to lay on. but I at least wanna have somewhere to sleep ya know.
We have to leave the room in an hour so we really need help getting the new place so we aren't just standing in the street if anyone can .
We also have to get to the apartment by 5pm so that we can get the key to get in. I don't want us sleeping on the street tonight please
I just have 10 bucks left the kids are hungry so I'll feed them and I'll just wait to eat. At least they have some clean underwear and tee shirts .
We have to leave in 12 minutes 😕
They just called to say check out is in 10 minutes 😞
I really don't want my son to have to sleep in a wheelchair tonight . That's gonna cause problems for his legs .
So we are making our way out of the room now I pray that we won't be homeless tonight. I trusted the landlords word and now I may have caused my kids to not have a place to sleep tonight 😔
So we are sitting in a park by the hotel now. Got them some pizza and some sodas . I don't know how I'm gonna feed them later but I'm trying to keep the faith
We have an hour and a half to get to the new apartment or we will be homeless tonight 😕😔. I'm praying so fucking hard right now. I can't look then in the face and tell them that we won't have anywhere to sleep night or anywhere to use the bathroom. I don't want the kids to sleep in the street tonight I beg anyone someone please help us . This is the lowest I've felt with them I really let them down this time 😔
The super leaves at 5pm after that we can't get in so it's extremely important that we get there before 5 it's 3:33 now
Please it's gonna take us about 45 minutes to get to the new place. Please I'm begging man I don't want my family to be on the street tonight 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿 . It's 3:43 now
I'm genuinely worried that we won't have anywhere to sleep for real. Like I dead told the kids that we came to the park to enjoy the day not cause we have nowhere to go. It's just trauma after trauma for them and situations like this just pile on. This shit legit hurts my heart . I'm a horrible parent they deserve way better than me . I can't even get us home . I hate myslef
I think the universe just hates me . I've never fought anyone , I try to be the best person I can be and in sensitive as fuck and yet bad things follow me like a shadow. They shouldn't have to pay for my shortcomings. They deserve a safe place to sleep . I wish I knew someone close I could take them to and I'll sleep in the street. But it's just us we have no one else . I miss my mom so much she would've knew what to do . I feel like a lost kid. I just wanna protect them....
UPDATE : So we were able to get 60 dollars but it wasn't enough from where we are at to where we have to go . The cab ride would have cost 80 dollars so we have to sleep in a crackhead park tonight cause I can't even afford a over night in a hotel just 4 hours in a motel smh . Im scared and I won't be able to sleep tonight cause I have to keep an eye on the kids and protect them . I typed in the zip code to the sex offender list just to see what we're up against and this zip code has a lil over a hundred mostly pedos so I definitely can't sleep tonight. Im gonna use the cans one if the kids were drinking out of as a makeshift weapon for the night . My son will unfortunately have to sleep in his wheelchair and my daughter is gonna lay on the bench with her head on my lap. I guess I have nothing else to say I'm so fucking depressed.....
I'm exhausted from begging for help my mind is emptied out 😔. That's why I didn't even bother trying to ask for hotel for the night for us. Fuck it I'm tired life keeps kicking me in my ass. And I gotta go to work in the morning. Then Thursday, Friday and Saturday I have to go to physical therapy with my son . Before work I'm gonna pass right the fuck out somewhere . I hope I don't nod out at work tomorrow or at the physical therapy I don't want anyone to think I'm on drugs or something smh damn...
We are gonna try to find some other park to sleep in or at least some kinda bench long enough for my daughter to lay on. Cause this chick decided to sit right next to us and light her crack pipe we sitting at the bus stop while I wait for the update to finish so I can use the map so we can try and find a park hopefully not too far 😞
Me or my son don't even have our meds . His seizure meds and my HIV meds are under a ceiling right now. I miss my ceiling. I miss our home I wish we were in that apartment in Manhattan right now safe and not walking around trying to find somewhere that doesn't have crackheads or methheads or alcoholics chillin in. And I know that's gonna be a bit hard because it's a nice night out. I feel so bad for having my daughter walk all over the damn place . I really hate myself I wish a bus would hit me right now and then a family that's financially stable and that loves them could raise them so they don't ever have to worry about being homeless every again...... They deserve so much better than me . I love them to death but love isn't gonna give us a safe place to sleep tonight ... Welp they're hungry so gotta break that 60 bucks so my babies can eat.... Being a single poor mother is hard . I have so much respect for the women that do this and manage to always make everything ok
I can't do this to my daughter her feet are killing her . I can't stand to see her in pain like this the next park is 8 blocks from us and from reading about the park it's no better then the one we just left . This shit is really making me wanna give up I can't she's in pain cause of me . Cause I'm a poor piece of shit and can't provide her with a safe place to sleep tonight . Fuck me and I hope I fucking die. I don't wanna be a fucking begging piece of shit again but I will beg for my kids . I would die for them . Does any fucking body have anything they can spare so we can get a room tonight my daughters feet are in pain and she had a damn blister on one of them now . I'm stopping to feed them and to think if I have to fuck someone to get my kids a bed to sleep into tonight so be it but I refuse to put my daughter in anymore pain. I am trying to do the right thing before I have to do what I have to do for my kids. I don't want them to see me in that light but I love them and I want them to feel safe and protected. Also we need to try again to get to our new apartment in the morning so my kids don't have to go through this madness again the can is $80. I need to get a air mattress for us to sleep on, and some sheets and some food for us .I feel like a shit mother
The cheapest room in the area that's available is $150 for the night . The $80 will get us home tomorrow. But I can't find an available room for that much please 😞 it's 1am my head is killing and honestly I'm feeling light headed from lack of food and sleep . My daughter is tired she's falling asleep on me we are sitting on the ground in front of a closed store
My daughter has her slippers off giving her foot some air. I'm doing my best to massage my son's legs while he's in the wheelchair chair. He's not supposed to be in the wheelchair chair for this long 😞 he literally been in it since yesterday at 3pm smh.
I dozed off unintentionally while sleeping on the ground and someone stole our bags of clothes . So we have nothing theonly reason they didn't get my phone is cause I had it in my bra. Fucking God that's what I get for being a poor broke fuck . One night sleeping on the street and we already got our stuff took 😕 these assholes also stole my daughters fake Crocs that she set next to her cause her feet were hurting. So now she doesn't have jack shit to put on her feet 🤬
This has been the worse fuckinf night ever. I feel like we're cursed . My fucking daughter is literally in socks and our sweatsuits , slippers, pjs , and toiletries are fucking gone. I'm supposed to have My first day today after having to call out yesterday because of having to move around for the fire and not having work appropriate clothes . Tomorrow my son is supposed to have his physical therapy. What am I gonna do .... I just got this job and now this bullshit happens I pray she understands the situation and gives me a couple days to try my best to sort everything out. This is a fucking nightmare. Every fucking time this year that I've tried to level up I get kicked back down. Now I gotta wait til this store opens to get my babies something to eat I don't wanna walk any further then where we're sitting because my daughter don't have an any shoes . What the fuck are they gonna do with fake crocks
I hit my post limit so I hope we can get to the apartment today and also get the basic necessities we need cause we have to start from scratch 😔
Some cock sucking motherfucker came on my daughter's thigh while we were sleepy I just seen that shit when she stood up to stretch 🤬🤬🤬 . Fucking wow how much worse is it shit gonna. Nah man fuck fuck all that . We gotta get the fuck out the street 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
My daughter basically got sexually assaulted by some dude coming on her thigh while we were sleep. She doesn't deserve that expensive she is 10 years old . Come on now God why did u have to take it there . Wtf is this life . I couldn't protect her cause I couldn't stay away smh . I didn't protect her .... I let her. Down😞
Since we got everything stolen I'm just gonna reask for the original amount of possible. I don't know if it's enough but I figure I can do my best to make it work. Im gonna use some of what I got to feed the kids and try to see if this discount store next door had some cheap shoes I can get her and some cleaning stuff turn the clock back again cause we have nothing
$200 cause someone stole our clothes, toiletries and my daughter footwear . And and some fuck face came on my baby while we were sleep so I need something to have her change into and showered.
We made it to the apartment. I need to get my kids some clothes for a couple days especially my daughter with whoever's bodily fluid on her pants I wanna throw them away but she doesn't have anything else to change into . I got her some flip flops to put on for now but I wanted to get them some cheap sneakers and 1 or 2 blow up beds for us to sleep on while we are at the apartment. And we need to get soap, toothpaste, etc toiletries cause they stole everything
My daughter literally doesn't have pants to put on I want to throw away these sweats because whoever came on them while we were sleep I don't want that nasty shit around us. Please someone can u help us so I can put clothes on my baby back please 🙏🏿
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