I never got the $28 so I couldn't get the blender to liquify my daughter's food . The hospital said I could've provided her with sufficient care because I didn't have the proper tools to feed her and they called acs and they took my child away from me.....
I'm so depressed, lost & empty . I'm trying to blog to ease my mind for a moment. Every horrible thing ever is just running through it .My babygirl is fully disabled and now she's wherever God knows how they are treating her. Ive heard, read & seen more than enough stories about how they treat people in those disabled homes. I know she's scared . I can feel her spirit. I spent the night eating pizza and wings cause that was the last thing me and my kids had together. While watching videos of them on my tv. It was my son's birthday as well so that made it extra depressing for me. I'll be getting a puppy tomorrow so I have at least that to look forward to . I need the emotional support of another living thing. She licked my tears off my face earlier when I was allowed to hold her and knew she was the one for me. I can't describe how much of a void I feel in my life right now . Without that puppy I don't think I'll be able to survive . Because I felt like I had nothing to live for. Now at least I'll have her. I'm gonna fight to get my baby back. I can't sleep cause I keep thinking about her . She didn't even get to make it home π . I hate my life & myself. I'm being punished for being poor







