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finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

Update 2pm :

Well I am doing worse since yesterday had blood work which I have to get first so she can see what my numbers are before we can get to the picking new meds part so I have to go back on friday. So still will be needing assistance for the girls please I don't want them going without because I'm suffering

6:56 pm

Need assistance with getting to my appointment on Friday . So I can find out if I could start new HIV meds or not . My 16 year old will help me get there

$45

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally draining.

My head hurts so bad that my eyes are crossing but I gotta see if I'll be able to go to my doctors . I'm literally putting myself in even more pain cause this is the most important thing ever . I find out Friday if I can get fighting for my life or give up and prepare for the other side. I'm scared I'm anxious I'm worried .

My niece will be taking over my phone to see if we get the help for the appointment for a while I feel physically sick I gotta go throw up

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

Well I'm getting sleepy so I'll stay here til 11 then leave . Hope we get something to help us for the week . My auntie mama is sleeping now I don't wanna wake her . So I'll try a lil longer for us 🥲

Honestly we need at least $200 to be ok this week because of getting my auntie mama back and forth in a cab and take out food. That ride to the bronx is $80 one way so just for that it's $160 dollars . I don't know why she said $45 I guess she didn't wanna ask for more cause she was scared we wouldn't get help. She doesn't know that I'm being honest right now she'll see it when she wakes up but I'm tired of her being sad about having to ask for help instead of just getting what we need for the week so she doesn't have to ask for the rest of the week

Well all my auntie mama has for her appointment is 25 dollars she can't even get to the Bronx in a cab with that we appreciate it but it's not enough to even get us there 1 way 🤷🏿‍♀️

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

Update:

Well I am doing worse since yesterday had blood work which I have to get first so she can see what my numbers are before we can get to the picking new meds part so I have to go back on friday. So still will be needing assistance for the girls please I don't want them going without because I'm suffering

6:56 pm

Need assistance with getting to my appointment on Friday . So I can find out if I could start new HIV meds or not . My 16 year old will help me get there

$45

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

My head hurts so bad that my eyes are crossing but I gotta see if I'll be able to go to my doctors . I'm literally putting myself in even more pain cause this is the most important thing ever . I find out Friday if I can get fighting for my life or give up and prepare for the other side. I'm scared I'm anxious I'm worried .

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

Well I'm getting sleepy so I'll stay here til 11 then leave . Hope we get something to help us for the week . My auntie mama is sleeping now I don't wanna wake her . So I'll try a lil longer for us 🥲

Honestly we need at least $200 to be ok this week because of getting my auntie mama back and forth in a cab and take out food. That ride to the bronx is $80 one way so just for that it's $160 dollars . I don't know why she said $45 I guess she didn't wanna ask for more cause she was scared we wouldn't get help. She doesn't know that I'm being honest right now she'll see it when she wakes up but I'm tired of her being sad about having to ask for help instead of just getting what we need for the week so she doesn't have to ask for the rest of the week

Well all my auntie mama has for her appointment is 25 dollars she can't even get to the Bronx in a cab with that we appreciate it but it's not enough to even get us there 1 way 🤷🏿‍♀️

I wasn't even able to help her get to her appointment 1 way I feel like I failed her I'm crying thinking about how much she does for us and I couldn't even get her to her appointment God didn't answer my prayers

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

6:56 pm

Need assistance with getting to my appointment on Friday . So I can find out if I could start new HIV meds or not . My 16 year old will help me get there

$45

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

Hi I'm here taking over for my auntie mama to see if we get some help for her to get to her appointment on Friday. We love her and want her to get the opportunity to see if she will see us grow up . 💓 She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us try to save her. We would lost if we lost her 😔

She saved me after I got gang raped. She's the only adult I have in my corner. She's all I got the only person to ever love me unconditionally. Please help us . I have to be the woman of the house until she gets better . We don't have money like that and we have to take cabs to her appointments cause she can barely walk. She's really bad off and lost some weight too. I don't know how to cook so I need to get us takeout til she's better and other stuff . Y'all seem like nice people so I have faith that y'all will help us. She's the best auntie mama ever . She's like a big sister to me too . We just trying to survive while she sick

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

It's quite stressful wondering if I'll be here this time next year or not. It's stressful waiting til Friday. I'm scared and anxious and in pain. Stressing about making sure the girls are ok and if I'll be able to get to my appointment gave me a migraine headache. So I can't sleep cause the pain is too intense. Took some Tylenol I hope that helps. All this stress ain't good for my immune system but I can't help it I'm a worry wart . I hope things work out for me and my girls . All this is mentally and physically draining.

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

My head hurts so bad that my eyes are crossing but I gotta see if I'll be able to go to my doctors . I'm literally putting myself in even more pain cause this is the most important thing ever . I find out Friday if I can get fighting for my life or give up and prepare for the other side. I'm scared I'm anxious I'm worried .

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

PayPal: Victoriagrant704

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

Update 6/23 :

finally opened up my Mychart I don't know why I been avoiding it and also avoiding my doctors offices calls and not listening to the voicemails 🫩. Apparently the meds aren't doing the job anymore and my viral load as gone up a lot I'm also at the AIDS threshold.... Well I can understand now why I haven't been feeling the best along with everything else Ive been going though they wanna try a new regime. Having a duel infection is not making life easier for me at all. And now to now if I don't at least agree to try out some other options I'll just have full blown AIDS. I need to come in to discuss some new options so I wanted to go in the morning as a walk in to see what my options are. I don't want an AIDS diagnosis so I'm gonna give it a try for the girls sake ..... Sorry to be bothering ya people again my clinic is in the bronx I'm here in Brooklyn I just needed car fare for me and my girls to go and if they may need something to drink or snack while we are up there .

$45 to get to my clinic to discuss new hiv medication options & drinks and snacks for the girls while we are up there

I've been having a lot of diarrhea and night sweats lately and a nasty cough and now knowing what my numbers are I know now why those things are happening 😞

I hope we can get it right I have so much life I wanna live I don't wanna die and certainly not an aids death . .... Please God please don't let me waste away and die ... God please I'm praying so hard right now . I want to live to see my life get better I don't wanna suffer and then fucking die

THE LONGER I WAIT THE LESS OPTIONS I HAVE FOR MEDICATIONS I Should've WENT A WHOLE 2 WEEKS AGO BUR I LET MY DEPRESSION DETERMINE MY LIFE. BUT I WANNA FIGHT TO STAY ALIVE THOSE 2 WEEKS MIGHT HAVE CAUSED ME TO FUCK MYSELF ON THE OPTIONS I HAVE. 2 Weeks IS LIKE A DAMN LIFETIME FOR THE HIV VIRUS DO U Know HOW MANY TIMES IT COULD'VE ALREADY MADE COPIES IF ITSELF IN MY BODY!!!! MY LIFE IS LITERALLY ON THE LINE

I was dealing with my son just dying and it made me feel like I wanted to die too .... But I gotta live for the girls. And now I fear I messed up . So I'm trying to see if I could fix thing way sooner than later . Cause I might not have too much laters . I can't see myself falling apart because iof aids I don't wanna go out like that the girls have no one but me

I had a friend that died of AIDS when I was 22 he didn't like the med so he didn't take them he got really sick went to the doctor's office and he viral load was so high and t cell count so low that there literally wasn't anything they could do for him he died in his couch a week later alone. Well I've been taking mines for the most part but my body isn't responding to them anymore. My viral load is up and my t cell count is down according to those numbers in my my chart and all I can think about is my dead friend and how there was no hope for him....

I'm begging my life is on the line. plz

My heart feels like I'm not gonna get the help.... Like the time when it's literally life or death circumstances would be the time it goes on deaf ears.... It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten raped and then I would t have this and I would have to beg strangers to help save my life ..... Not even 1 towards getting me there .....

I'm starting to train my brain to accept that no one cares and maybe I should just quietly accept my fate . If I can accept death now it will make it easier . Why stress myself out about living. Fuck it it's fine. I don't wanna get worse so I have to make arrangements for my girls to go into foster care . Better to do that sooner than later. I'm tired bro . I'm sitting here coughing up phlegm my chest hurts from coughing and crying . I can't I got too much stress. I'm going back to being ready to go. At least I won't have to beg people no more and I'll be at peace finally .... I don't deserve to be saved

That shit hurts more than anything to know that my life doesn't matter . It hurts and it reinforces the feeling of worthlessness. At the end of the day me begging for my life doesn't matter to the world

I'm tired I'm sick physically. I'm tired so tired I'm ready for God to take me away maybe this is how he does it if I can't get there I can't move forward with my health options so maybe it's part of his plan for me to die

I got the help but Fucking Amazon took it as soon as I transferred it smh so now I'm right back in the same place ... 😞😞 I hope someone can help me I'ma put it in my cash app if they do and not in my bank I shouldve changed the location of it. So please can someone help me so I can send it to cash app instead of my bank so no one else takes it ...

Please I'm begging I need to try to save my life...... Please I don't wanna die

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