I'm upstate dealing with the situation with my daughter death . We need to stay up here for a couple days . My neighbor's daughter and her husband paid for my room in the motel for the night . I needed to pay for the room tomorrow if anyone can help me
$100 for a motel room
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I need to pay for the room at 3 if I want to keep it for tomorrow so please can I get help by 3 I'mam
Please I gotta pay for the room by 3am anyone please ππΏππΏππΏ I need to pay for the room so I have somewhere to stay up here. I don't wanna pay double tomorrow in order for me to keep the room plz I need to get it by 3am
It's 2:21 am plz I need it by 3am to get it for $100
It's 2:30 plz I need it by 3am plz ππΏππΏππΏππΏ
Since I wasn't able to book it at 3 the room has doubled to $200 for me to stay if I can't make that by 3pm I'm gonna have to vacate the room . This is only 1 of 2 places that was available to stay and the other one is already fully booked
$0/$200
since I wasn't able to rebook the room by 3am it's gonna be double and I have to rebook it by 3pm or vacate the room
I got a lot of running around to do up here between the hospital, the group home, the police station s , etc
Please reblog i hit my post limit ππΏππΏππΏππΏ I need to do everything I can for my baby . Her death will not be in vain π‘ππ
I just keep thinking about my daughter thinking about what she felt , what she was doing, what she was thinking.... She probably felt all alone and scared with these people that didn't give a fuck about her. I hate them all. I can't sleep I'm worried, scared, anxious, angry and depressed all at the same time . They took her away from me ....
First thing I have to do is go to the hospital morgue , closest funeral home so they can pick her up get the cremation process started, then group home , and then police station , and then acs and then whatever else we have to do depending on what information we get from these places. Is it possible to get food? and what not. I brought clothes with me cause I didn't know what the situation was gonna be. My food stamp card is coming today but I'm not at home to retrieve it. So I don't have access to food . The people in here with don't have much and they are borrowing from family in order to be a support system for me up here . So money is extremely tight all around. They paid for my first night but they can't afford to pay for 2 rooms again and also eat so I need help to pay for my room and to get food. I'm getting driven around in their car and they borrowed a wheelchair from their kids school that they use for stage plays for me to use while we are up here
$0/$200 motel room
And also if anyone can donate so I can have food while I'm up here
I haven't gotten any help for my motel room or for food yet while I'm upstate. Please i need to have somewhere to stay while I'm dealing with my daughter's death . She is my first priority. I love and miss her so fucking much I won't let this shit go. I will fight for her with my last breath
Please ππΏ I need to be here to make sure things get done cause I'm all she had in life and I'm all she has in death . Please I'm begging you to please help me
I didn't sleep at all cried most of the night missing her . And feeling like shit that I wasn't there . None of this would've happened if she was with me .I was worried I won't have a place to sleep tonight as well . That's the last thing I wanna worry about I got soo fucking much on my plate to deal with dealing with my babies death . I just wanna make sure that my motel situation is settled so that I can focus on the important things having to do with my daughter. This shit is fucking stressful. I still have to get my meds when I get back to NYC . All this stuff is on me to take care of no family to lean on to help with this
They've changed shift and the actual manager told me that person they had here overnight was new and they gave me the wrong information. I'm need to pay for the room by 8am if I wanna rebook it . They clean the rooms and make them. Available again at 3pm
So I have an hour and a half to rebook the room or I'll have to wait til 3pm that's only if someone doesn't book the room online before then
Please I don't wanna give anyone a chance to take the room. Please I don't wanna stress about this . I need to put my energy into handling my daughters death
Please I have an hour left ππΏππΏππΏ
I'm begging plz I have so many serious things to worry about plz anyone help me aliveiate some of this stress . I need to be focusing on my daughter plz I can't deal with all this worrying about a place to rest my head especially when I dont have my medication
I have a little over 30 minutes left !!!
I still haven't gotten help for the room and I have 30 minutes left to book it or else I leave it open for someone else to book the roomπππΏππΏππΏππΏ please God I wanna just focus on my daughter please. I'm going through way too much to have to have this added to my plate I don't want my mind to break I need to keep it together for my daughters sake
I have 20 minutes left
Please I don't wanna sleep on the people I came up here with floor please . They are married and need their privacy . They had to borrow from family to get their room for another day . I don't have any family to ask for help . Please I have 15 minutes. I don't wanna sleep on the floor like a dog please ππΏππΏππΏππΏππΏππΏ
I have 10 minutes
Omg please anyone please I need to pay for this room in less then 10 minutes please I just wanna make sure I have a place to rest my head I have so much to do today concerning my daughter affairs. Please please please
3 minutes please I don't wanna. Get kicked out of the room
I don't have any family please I have no one to help me so I can focus on the important things please I'm. Begging I have 2 minutes for the room please I'm gonna have to get the hell out of it if I don't pay for it in the next est 2 minutes
They called up to my room and told me I have to check out now π.....
I don't have anywhere to stay now while I'm up here ..... Damn I have to much stuff that I'm already stressed out about now I gotta deal with this .... Fuck man my brain is gonna break from all this pressure
I have to hope no one books the room by 3pm that's the last hope I have please my room isn't mines anymore. It's up for grabs I need somewhere to lay my head while I'm here please I beg you please
I wish someone would understand the stress and how emotionally overwhelmed I am dealing my daughter's death and then have more stress dumped on me. I really just need to help to take some of the stress off of me. My brain is going crazy I have a bad headache . I'm crying cause I'm hurt , tired and frustrated with everything. I don't get a break from life's bullshit . I'm begging people to help me so I can stabilize my mental health since I don't have my meds everything is magnified to feel 59 times worse . Please I'm asking for help , please I don't wanna crash out I wanna stay focused for .my daughter please. I can't handle these things and talk to these people and get information I need if I'm already overwhelmed. I cant think straight
Please Lord I need this help please ππΏππΏππΏππΏππΏ isn't the fact that I have to deal my child's death enough for one person please why can't I have somewhere to stay . Please someone anyone please I don't have any ore options please omg please I can't take this stress I can't deal all of this shit
I let them know I don't have a room right now and knocked on their door no one answered the phone or the door my assumption is them at they are still asleep. We were talking about death last night and that started drinking so I think I'll just sit here on the chair in the hallway. Nowhere else I can go
$100/$200
I still need $100 more to book the room for tonight by 3pm if anyone can help me before 3pm so I have somewhere to lay my head tonight
I have 2 hours left to book the room before someone else had a chance to ππΏππΏππΏ please I need $100 more so I can book the room. I'm an emotional wreck right now I want to go back to my room for the rest of the day after seeing my daughter like that I honestly can't deal for the rest of the day everytime I see a lil girl I start crying and thinking about my baby . Please I just need to book the room so I can have some time to myself to grieve. This is all too much for me
I have an hour and 20 minutes to book the room before someone else does please the last $100
I have an hour to book the room
I have 30 minutes I'm in the lobby of the motel I'm gonna check now to see if it's still available to make sure no one booked it online
$200/$200 I got the room I'm ok thank you so much
Spent the afternoon crying and laughing at videos of my kids on my phone remembering the good days like movie nights with pizza and scary movies . Then took a nap just woke up . Just gonna relax blog a little and listen to some gospel music . Getting prepared for tomorrow another day of handling the business of death. I miss my kids i wish i could turn back time and none if these things happened . Im so mentally exhausted π©. I gotta unplug my mind for a lil minute
