Im. In the hospital with a tube in my throat . Apparently there was pieces of small lil shards of glass in there and also getting treatment for parasite . It cut up my throat , vocal cords and stomach lining
My neighbor's daughter and her boyfriend bring me here to the er . They just went home . I just woke fully woke up
I was in amd out of it
If I would've kept eating it i would've died cause i was drowning in my own blood from my throat
I cant speak or breathe on my own thank god i still got the use of my 1 arm cause if that didnt kill me i would've died of boredom
I shouldve just starved for the night instead of going in the garbage to eat.... i was so fucking hungry though like my growling was loud as fuck . I just wanted to stop my stomach pain and now ill have to use a voice box . The plus is im on so much morphine right now i dont feel shit
When I try to solve my own problems when I don't get any help I seem to make things worse 😭
I have a permanent Tracheostomy now becauee of this ..... all i wanted to do was eat and my night ended with a hole in my throat ....damn . What a damn series of events . Shit got worse times a million
I don't have an aide cause I'm in the hospital. .... I don't know how long I'm gonna be here . I don't have any clean clothes or underwear. I can't even hand wash my shit cause I have 1 damn hand 😞. I know I don't smell as good as I'm supposed to cause I don't have help . They just wheel me in and I try to do my best . I don't have anything here. I was hoping that I would still have the aide cause I could've asked her omto bring some things I need from my house but I don't .
