Sorry just need to get food for this morning and afternoon cause I won't be going back down to nyc till later on tonight . Got a couple more things to do then Everything else I'll be able to handle down there they are transporting my daughter down in the morning to the funeral home.
$40 for food tomorrow til I got back down to NYC
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$0/$40
Please refrain from being verbally abusive to me. I'm dealing with a lot of don't wanna help that's fine there no need to be nasty towards me. I'm extremely sensitive and with my daughters death I can't really take the negativity. So please if u wanna call me names or leave nasty messages I'll just block you I'm not gonna respond. I don't have the energy in me to respond.
I hit my post limit so can I get some reblogs guys so i can get some food for today ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฟ๐ค๐ฟ๐ค๐ฟ
If it's possible to get some food sooner than later would be very much appreciated I've been trying to go back to sleep all night and it's not really happened cause my stomach hurts pretty bad . I have a hunger headache as well . They have a McDonald's that delivers it's a lil bit of ways from here so it's a kinda high delivery fee but they start breakfast at 5am . I have ate a thing since 4pm yesterday. So it's been like 12 hours since I've eaten anything . I drank water when I was hungry but that just seem to make my stomach mad ..... So hey if anyone sees this and u can help me get some 5am food in my belly I would be super duper happy about that. I'm figuring that since I'm going through a depression my appetite isn't as large as it was before cause I couldn't deal with going 12 hours without food before . My daughter used to love the steak egg and cheese on a bagel and an orange juice ....my son would love the egg McMuffin with an orange juice and my niece would like the hash browns and plain ice coffee. I miss my lil rascals..... ๐๐. Damn here I go crying again..... Good morning
14 hours since I was able to eat. Please can I get help with food ๐๐ฟ
15 hours now been waiting to get some food in my body . I'm desperate as hell for any type of food shit I'll eat fried rat at this point
Please anyone I just want to eat just that natural human need to consume food . Any food . I feel crazy I'm so damn hungry
I can't take care of my business dealing with my daughter which is why I'm up here without the energy to do so. I feel weak as all hell and I keep wanting to fall asleep . I can't do that cause I have to be up at these places at certain times. I don't have unlimited time up here cause they have to go back down to nyc for their kids. So I'm working on their time they are my ride .
I need to go to the funeral home before they transport my daughter down to handle some paperwork at 9am and then I have to go that fuck head ass group home and get the answers I came here for and to collect her things and then to the police station or court house up here to file wrongful death paperwork . I have to do all these things before 6pm cause we are driving back down to nyc by 8pm . And I don't even have the energy to wheel myself to the bathroom cause I'm so damn hungry
I have to be at the funeral home in 40 minutes I don't want them thinking I'm a dope fiend cause I can't keep my eyes open and keep nodding off cause I don't have any energy cause I haven't ate in almost 20 hours
These people up here already treat us weird I just wanna finish what I have to do up here and go back home. I don't want issues up here because of my nodding off every 15 damn minutes cause I hungry . I don't want anyone to assume the wirng thing about me me
What I feared happening is fucking happing fucking wow ๐๐ I fucking knew it . I'm in the bathroom and the police are knocking at the bathroom door . Telling me I have 5 minutes to come out or they are coming in and not to flush the toilet. Because of me nodding off I peeped when I opened my eyes back up the guy looked at me and the. Walked to the back
Fuck up update :
So the support I thought I had was a lie apparently cause they just dropped me off at the metro north and said they aren't going back down tonight cause they have something they have to do and they can't bring me back. I wasn't able to do anything but go to the funeral home and that's it because whatever they have to do I gotta leave . I was able to eat but I'm stranded upstate NY now I need a ticket and can money to get back home . They dead just left with no way to get back home
$80 stranded upstate
The next train down is at 12:35 after that its 3:20
I got it. Am on the train now . What a nightmare ๐ซฉ
