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Tous les signes Γ©taient lΓ , mais j'ai tellement essayΓ© de trouver d'autres explications que je me suis peut-Γͺtre trompΓ©eβ¦ Et maintenant, je suis terrifiΓ©e Γ l'idΓ©e de ce qui pourrait arriver.
The worst part is I feel like I have to withdraw for weeks or months until Iβm desirable again
ocd type journal
july 10 4:20 am
i sometimes believe i was put on this earth to suffer
my phone is too small and hard to look at
tomorrow:
call doctor, ask for note to excuse 2(?) days off work + mental health week, assessment or something
write everything thats wrong for Z therapy apt monday 2 pm - mainly if i can have a mental health week or something
in morning ask work for 1 hr break at 2 pm monday
idk i kinda wanna die again but also just wan tto feel peace for one second
i wish i lived alone
and had some peace and quiet
It does something to my self-esteem when only creepy men hit on me (or worse, harass me) in public, and when only people on Hinge seem to find me attractive. Hinge is weird cuz itβs like ok I donβt actually want to invest this much time talking to random people actually. Not saying nothing will ever come from it but you gotta admit itβs exhausting and not always worth it!
And then the crushes I have every now and then IRL havenβt worked out in [redacted amount of time]. Real Life has more potential for me because I can see how someone thinks and ticks in real time. And how they interact with me and the world and whether I think itβs hot or not. I think Iβm somewhat attractive and worthy of love, but one canβt help feeling a bit unloveable because of a consistent lack of mutual attraction!

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I love treating each stage of my life with care and respect even if I donβt like it at the time. So I can look back later and know I didnβt take it for granted. And refusing to be jealous of where others are at. Itβs a self-respect thing
Summer Essentials
body neutrality
some good literature ( think classics not beach reads)
a few goals that fit into the bigger picture
a beloved tv series or two to pass the time
lots of hydration
a diet rich in lovely summer produce
some cool research topics
a signature bikini that goes everywhere with you
a fun new hobby
sunscreen
all i crave is a peaceful life. no chaos, no drama, no gossip. safe friendships. devotion. sunlight. early nights. nervous system regulation. deep conversations about energy + purpose. intuition over logic. alignment over achievement.
I genuinely don't have words to explain what I'm going through and I'm gonna be misunderstood either way so I'm just going to follow my heart
Kirsten Dunst wearing Phoebe Philo

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βYou write the beginning and then you go back and rewrite the beginning, and you never got off page one. Itβs kind of a syndrome, and I have a rash piece of advice which is β Go on, page two, page three, and never look back. Get something finished, no matter how lousy it is. [β¦] Perfectionists cannot get going unless they kind of do violence to their own instincts, and just blast ahead.β
β Ursula K. Le Guin, The Last Interview and Other Conversations
wishing you a safe return back to yourself
refusal to participate due to self consciousness is actually more embarrassing than participating. it took me a very long time to figure that out. abject fear of embarrassment is actually causing you to do things that are more embarrassing than what you fear. you are gonna be embarrassed anyway. let go and be free
the art of not being ready and doing it anyway will take you far

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John Steinbeck, East of Eden
the problem is I want to be a force