Outsider Thoughts

Now fear comes crawling throught the back of my neck, every now and then. I don’t know when it’ll stop, will it ever? This could ruin my life forever.

A million things running through my head. One constant though: I’ve changed.

This time will be different, I’ll be different.

Always ready to be amazed 🤍

If my weekend mornings are not like this,

Then I don’t want it.

“These feet are meant for walking...”

Soon I’ll leave, am I ready for it?

😋 Gimme gimme gimme 😋

• all is well •

Long time, no see 🎶

From time to time I feel so at home - so loved, cared for, accomapnied - that I cannot imagine that I’ll have to go in a month time.

From time to time I wish I was already there, having the adventures I was supposed to have, living to the fullest, expiriencing new things.

From time to time I’m happy, everyhting is familiar. From time to time I’m scared, maybe it won’t be like I expect.

I guess that’s life, right? From time to time...

I think I finally came to realise, I might be over it already.

No me rompas las pelotas 🤐

Sweat and tears,

“It hurts, I’m tired” - no.

“I can do it, I’m better than I was yeasterday”

Feels like I’m running around in circles,

Feels like I’m never gonna get there

Hot mess darling, that’s us

You have to walk in the dark to learn how to appreciate the light 💡

“I’m over it”,

I say

as I get a twitch of jelousy,

every time

I’m not there

“I need to get over it soon”

no question there

Sushiiii 😍

How it used to be (2019)