where: outside azukar coffee
when:Â early sunday afternoon, ambiguous date ( whenever works )
who: open; @phxstartersâ
It was the sort of day where he woke up at seven am then proceeded to stay in his own head âtil noon. It was easy to do, really; sprawled out on the couch or sat on the floor, eyes caught on the wall covered in scribbles and sketches, the television playing quietly in the other room, accompanied only by Sunny, her snout on her paws, eyes closed. He really wondered what went on in her head sometimes, what she dreamed about. Chew toys, long walks, maybe images of the beach sheâs never been to ( heâs going to take her one day he swears, he just needs to find time for a vacation ). He hoped so, something good, all good. At least one of them needed to be at peace around here.
When he finally shook out of his long-drawn daze, all glazed eyes and unlinked thoughts he took her for a good walk around the complex, only smoking one cigarette ( okay, maybe two ) before returning home again.
His hands hovered over the coffee machine for a moment. A stretch of near extraneous thought over something that required no such thing â to make or to buy? Scratch that, more fittingly, to stay home staring at a wall for the rest of his day off or to get out and do something? A difficult decision, really, ultimately he figured that it was probably better to at least try and be a real person. Itâd been difficult since landing himself across the country from the only people heâd know his whole life, he spent a lot more time inside. A blessing and a curse, considering what he tended to get up to back home. It wasnât healthy, though. He knew that.Â
Work, smoke, eat, sleep, take care of Sunny, smoke, work, eat, drive to get cigarettes. Jesus, was this living or just survival?
So he got in his truck, a roar of an engine, one hand on the steering wheel, some shitty faux-indie on the radio that he found himself kinda bobbing his head to ( not that he would ever admit to it ) and he was there, new coffee in hand, half smoked cigarette in the other, and sort of lost as to what else he was planning to do with his day now that he was out. Grocery shop, maybe? The only things in his fridge were ranch and diet coke, but he was the sort of cook the made everything a flambĂŠ. Maybe heâd stick to takeout.
Luckily life offered him something in the form of someone looking a little extra lost, neck swiveling this way and that; looking for something, maybe?
He steps out of his comfort zone a bit, speaking up with just a touch of his lively north Jersey accent when he says, âHey, you need help looking for somethinâ?â