PhoenixRising Writing

So I’ve decided to start writing again, this one is going to be a roller coaster go over to my wattpad to read the first chapter. 

Dear TK, 

I can feel the frustration, the anger, the pain. I want to fix all of it but you don’t want it to be fixed, I understand why because for so long you have felt the way you have. You once told me you have an addiction to feeling emotional pain, because you truly believe that happiness is ever so fleeting  but that isn’t the truth I’ve told you it isn’t the truth but I’m afraid you still don’t believe me so now I have to write this instead . . . Now I know you will never probably see these words but I really don’t care. These words I’m typing are forever going to be the history and the truth of the words I speak. 

So this a preview of a fan fiction I am working on 

The silence within the study was deafening, but it was also beautiful the sound of turning pages and crackling fire from the fireplace.  Sitting within a large comfortable looking arm chair, with a very large book and a piece of parchment within the book is a young man with grey hair and purple eyes. His name is Jax Adonna and he is sitting within his own personal study, pondering over the book with the title Ancient Magically Combat Tactics of the old royal families, it's a book that Jax decided to start doing research in  due in fact of what ended up happening at the end of the year last year. 

As Jax's mind begins to wonder, he hears the kettle he put on the oven begin to whistle signaling that his tea is done. As he makes his way into the kitchen he starts pouring his tea when all of the sudden the wards around his home goes off, Jax sets his tea down and grabs his wand making his way to the front door. Jax slowly opens the door with his wand at eye level point

“Jax,  dear boy it's good to see you are making sure you are safe”

“Dumbledore, what are you doing here? You interrupted my tea and me reading”

“I do apologize but the reason why I came here is because the Triwizard tournament is arriving at Hogwarts this year” 

“It's been years since the last time you even faced Edgarus” 

“I know, it's hard to believe that he has returned of all times to return now”

“So who is this Edgarus and what is his problem with you?” asked Dormal puzzled 

“Dormal, Edgarus was a mage that ended up becoming obsessed with becoming a god”

“So let me get this straight he became obsessed with being a god”

“He just wasn’t obsessed with being a god, he formed the Sanctum and started worshiping Sinatoria”

As the name comes out of Jax's mouth he notices that Saravaxth shivids from the name of the goddess he cut a deal with to keep his friends alive. 

“ Edgarus is a psycho, who enjoys tormenting those he pleases to gain attention from the gods” 

“He was at one time in control of the kingdom in which Jax ended up destroying it years ago”

“So besides that, what is his deal with you?” asked Saravexth 

“He is highly upset that I am the Ash Walker, it makes me in favor with almost all the gods”

As soon as Jax says in favor with almost all the gods, he looks over at Sarvaxth and is almost teleported into the mind of the rougeish half elf. Jax sees it for the first time in his life the face of the Death Goddess, 

“Sinatoria it’s a pleasure to meet you finally, I’ve read so much about you”

“Jaraxl, The Ash Walker. It's a pleasure, please tell me why you are in the mind of my champion?”

“ Jax, what are you doing?“ 

“I’m trying to not lose control Saravexth!”

“Would that be such a bad thing if you lost control?” Saravexth replied mischievously. 

“Yes, it would end up opening a gateway to the  9 layers of hell...”

Jax feels the fires of hell begin to rise up amongst his skin, he tastes the iron taste of blood inside his mouth from him biting his tongue.  Memories of what happened all those years ago when he was younger begin to fill his head, the screams of those he ended up gutting like a fish. 

“Why, why did it have to be those memories?”

“What are you talking about Jax?” Saravexth asked worriedly 

“It’s nothing, just memories of a past life.” 

Again, Jax feels the fire of the nine hells begin to flare up again from within. The flashes of his past sins when he was within the order. The deaths of many by his hands, the beheading of a man just trying to survive, the gutting of a woman who had stolen a magical artifact from the order. 

“Jax, now isn’t the time to be pondering on the past!”

“I know Ark, but it’s hard not to ponder. What if I end up that way?”

“You won’t Jax I’ll make sure of it. Besides, you have someone to keep you grounded.” 

“But do you think that they can stop me?”

“I don’t think they can stop you, yet I know you won’t hurt her”

“Maybe you’re right Ark, but I will have to let him out eventually”

“Jax I know you will be able to control him, I trust you”

As the words leave Ark’s mouth, A sad look comes across Jax’s face and the remembrance of the last person to say they trusted him. He remembers the moment he left Sarvaxth  and Saravexth when they were all kids, the moment he had a chance to finally contact his sister when he was younger. 

“Are we not preparing for a war against a goddess? “

“Yes but what does that have to do anything?”

“You’ll have to let me take control, I mean look at them, you want to protect them?”

“I am protecting them I’m protecting them from myself”

“But, how long do you really think you can hold me at bay? Until you really need me to remember, Edgarus?” 

“So, you finally have arrived? It took you long enough Jax.” a voice called to me, a tone of malice was laced within its words.

“Edgarus, what a surprise. Still doing the dirty work for a god that doesn't appreciate the work?” I replied back in a mocking way.

“That is where you are wrong young Jarxal I am a god!”

“Edgarus, how many damn times must we go through this? You are just a damn mad man!”

“ Oh young Jax, why don’t I show you instead of talking to you?”

“By all means please do, I’ve grown bored of you already.”

Jax, knowing that the group is just outside the magical wall that Edgarus set up. Jax knows that he has the upper hand due to the fact Edgarus is just too busy going on and on about how he has finally became a god,  but also Jax knowing his sister and Ark are currently working on a way to dispel the magic. 

“Edgarus, really does talk a lot. We should show him what a real god looks like. Come on Jax, let me take over.”

“No! If I let you take over I risk everyone's life just not my own”

“Whats, wrong young Jax? Are you worried about what is going to happen to your beautiful sister and your friend there after you die? Don’t worry, I’ll take care of them.”

“What are you speaking of Edgarus?”

“Jax my dear boy, do you actually think i’m that stupid? I mean you and I both know you won’t allow The Ash Walker out.”

“You are right I won’t bring him out! It’d be a waste to allow him to finish someone so weak.”

“We both know it’s because you are scared. You are scared of what you will become! Let me tell you some Jax, your people screamed in pain as they all slowly died.”

Another little piece of a piece of work i am working on.

“So this is the land of your people”  

“ It was the land of my people”

“ Jax, we need to find father” 

“Kramia, we need to find anyone at this point”

As Jax and the make their way through the land of the Almori, Jax looks around keeping an eye out for any sign of moment. Any sign of life but as they continue through what looks to be a camp ground that is when Jax sees it the gruesome image of bloody bodies, some of them having their throats cut open a lot of the bodies being burned. 

“ It was a damned brutal massacre” 

“ How could our people have fallen like this didn’t they have a patrol?”

“ Of course they had a patrol Karmia but it didn’t matter to  the person or thing that did this “ 

“ What do you mean by that brother, do you know something we don’t?” 

As Jax's sister asks the question to her brother that is  when the color  of red flashes within his eyes, he continues to look over the bodies when he notices the markings upon one of the bodies. 

The marking of the Sanctum. 

“Ark! You need to come check this out just make sure we are looking at this correctly” 

“Oh gods, Jax is that?” 

“Yeah Ark its the mark of the Sanctum, it’s his mark” 

“You mean him, don't you?”

“Yeah Ark I mean him The Mad Magister”

“But that can only mean?”

“Edgarus has opened The void, which would explain the dragons among the many other things”

As the realization hits Jax, the anger boils up and he sees nothing but the rage for his people. That is when Jax feels it the surge of power and old magic begins  boiling up among him he feels it The Ash Walker wanting to lash out, to destroy everything. 

“Edgarus,”

“Who the hell is Edgarus?”

“Edgarus, is a brutally violent evil bastard known as The Mad Magister of the Sanctum of the seven”

“The Sanctum of The Seven?”

“It's a cult of disturbed creatures, that worships the goddess of death”

 As soon as the words leave Jax's mouth he looks over and looks at his sister and to Sarvaxth, again a flash of anger in the eyes of Jax. Seeing  the pain on his sister's face and the realization of what is going to happen to Saravaxth, even if he hasn’t known the half elf - rogue he knows the rogue means alot to his sister. Again  Jax hears the voice, a voice he hasn’t heard in a while the voice of The Ash Walker. 

“ Jaraxl, allow me  to take over” 

“Not yet Ash walker, in due time we will have our vengeance”

“We shall have The entire Sanctum, Edgarus and A god bowing before us!”

“Yes old friend we shall have them bow before us” 

So this is going to be near the end but in the middle to set up the bigger picture

“ You know, I can allow you to have what you want”

“And, what is it that I want?” 

“You want her love but yet... she loves another. I can make her heart fully yours” 

As the words leave the mouth of the demon that lives within the weapon, the thought whether it be fleeting or whether it something that Jax has thought about he knows that if he goes down this path there will be no turning back. 

“No demon you will not be able to pry into my mind.”

“But, Jaraxl of the Amori Elves, you can have your heart desires.”

“Well, it's too damn bad that she already has my heart's desire.“

Jax looks down to the bracelet that Sarvethia has around her right wrist, Jax for the first time in a while smiles an actual happy smile. He looks at his sister and Sarvaxth, for the first time in Jax's life he has something worth fighting for. He knows that the darkness in his heart shall forever be there. Jax is alright with the fact darkness will always be a part of him, but no one not even his sister knows what charm is on that bracelet. Sarvethia actually holds his heart 

“So after all this time you decide to use an old magic?” 

“Can you get the fuck out of my head! You veil creature.”

“No, for I am the darkness in your heart! And you shall bow!”

After the Demon within Jax's head screams those words it seems as if the voice fades, Jax’s eyes for the first time match those of his sister. He feels it for the first time since passing his trials The Ash Walkers protection on his mind, and finally Jax has left the darkness in his heart within the darkness of his soul. And finally, he has allowed and accepted the gifts given to him by the order of Ash. 

“Congratulations, Jax you finally did it  you  understand what the order was trying to teach”

“Life, is to short Ark and let’s  admit it we all might not be here tomorrow or the next dawn”

No one else knows it, except for Jax. He knows that the deal Sarvaxth cut with the goddess of death. Jax will have to be the one that breaks it. Jax knows that when the time ends he must be the one that makes the ultimate Sacrifice. He just hopes everyone forgives him for what must be done, but yet Jax has a little bit of hope that maybe just maybe he’ll finally be able to pull off The Ash Walker's wake. 

“ Ark, you know it's the only way right?”

“Do you mean . . . The Wake?”

“Yes, The Wake it’s the only thing that I can think that will fix everything”

“ Jax, You’ve tried  The Wake many times before it hasn’t worked . . . Why now?” 

Jax, 

I am sorry son, this is just how your life must go. Son, go forth and become the Ash Walker, 

the clan and I must prepare your sister to become the new leader of this clan. Ever since the disappearance and failure of your mother during her trial I feel as if both you children must begin on different paths within this world.  When the time is right, I believe you will find your sister and the both of you will eventually change the world.

                                                               Sincerely, 

                                                         Alacor 

This was the last letter Jax ever received from his father and his clan. It had been years since he had contact with any of them, and now here he is about ready to head to the land of the Almori Elves. 

“Have you heard of the adventures of your sister and the group of people she is with?” 

“Of course I have Ark and it doesn’t surprise me much it seems like my sister is favored by everyone including my own clan” 

“Jax, I understand that you don’t like what happened when you were younger. But, you can not let the hatred you have influence you.” Ark said in a wearily tone.

“Ark they threw me away, they allowed my life to be run by the order of Ash instead of being there with the clan!  I’ve been looking for my mother for the past five years!” I snapped back, I couldn’t swallow the fury that bursted from my throat.

“Listen Jax I need to know… Are you going to be okay?” 

“Yes Ark I’ll be alright, why do you ask?”

 “Because if we find your sister and the rest of her traveling party I want to know.”

“Ark do you really believe that I would just walk up to my sister and her party to kill them?”

“Jax I am just wanting to make sure you have him under control” “You mean the Ash Walker, of course I have him under control trust me Ark it isn’t going to be like the last time” 

“

So this is a twilight fan fiction, with my own characters but all rights go to Stephanie Myers 

Chapter 1 - Remembrance under the moon 

I don’t remember when I went to sleep outside, as a matter of fact I don’t even remember getting outside in the first place . . . It’s been years since I last step foot on these grounds, what has brought me back here? More importantly why has it brought me back here. 

Last night I arrived for the first time since I was younger . Forks Washington I swear this town has gotten smaller since the last time I was here, I was taken away from this place by my father a few days after my mom died. And it wasn’t until a few months ago that I decided to return here I remember when I decided to tell my father that I was leaving he was so damn happy  for me to final  be out of his hair. See when I was younger after the death of my mother I found out I had uh hell how do I put this special abilities, after my father found out he shipped me away to a private school for young children that had special abilities. Around the time I was in my Special school  I kept having these dreams, these dreams of moonlight, as well as Golden eyes also believe me or not the smell of the moon and lavender. It wasn’t until last night that I remembered the letter I got from my childhood friend Bella Swan about a group of people that she had met, the Cullen's I believe that was their name.   “ Jax hey are you awake?” “Yeah Bells I am awake” “Good because we need to get ready” “Oh yeah shit I forgot that we have to go to school” “Hey uh Bella did you happen to see just how did I end up outside last night?” “ No I didn’t even hear you leave the house, anyways come on breakfast is ready and there are a few people I want you to meet before we leave”  “Wait who am I meeting?” The Cullen’s ... “Oh great”. 

“The deal you ended up cutting with her?”

“It was to return here to this mortal plain to aid you guys in his destruction”

“There has got to be a way to break it?!”

“There is but none of the options I really want to try”

As the two of them are sitting there in a dimly lit room on the bed, Their conversation was cut short, and there standing there in the door way is Jax giving them for the very first time since they met him. He looks extremely sad, but determined look on his face. 

“You mentioned something about another way to break the deal you made with her?”

“Yes but there are many ways none I want to try why do you ask Jax?”

“Because I have a way to break it. Its known as the Ash Walkers wake”

“What does it do?”

“It will allow you to stay here on this plain of mortality, I will give you a piece of my powers you will become the Ash Walkers Champion and. In return you will become a member of the order of Ash.”

So you want to know my story? You want to know why I am the way I am? Well it was a few years ago,it was right after my mothers death my father decided to move the family to the ash void. Shortly after moving to the void my sister Judas went missing. . . I was in the middle of my Ash Walker studies I began to miss my mother so I attempted the Ash Walkers wake  but I failed in bringing my mother back. After the failed attempt I tried for five years to try and locate Judas that ended up being a fail as well. So I decided to leave the Ash void I left those . . . People in the void. 

I awaken with a drop of water hitting me in the head, the dimly lit room just now coming into my line of sight, as I try to move I realize that I have been chained to a wall. 

“Um, it's a good thing you are finally awake. I was worried that they may have killed you  before we got the information out of you.” 

“You truly believe that I have the information of where the location of The Order of Ash is?”

“According to our reports, yes you should know where the Order would be after all you are a student of Ash?”

“Just because I am a student of Ash doesn’t mean I know where the hell the Order of Ash is at.”

All of the sudden after I finish my sentence I feel an extreme burning pain running through my veins as if someone is trying to set my whole insides on fire. 

“What kind of magic is this?”

“Oh you mean the burning of your insides?”

“Yes, what kind of magic is this?”

“Just the magic of the Pain Ash, why don’t you like the feeling of you slowly dying from the inside out?”

“Now tell me Jax Adonna where is The Order of Ash!?”

“Hahahah! You actually think that I am Jax Adonna? Boy the usefulness of shifting magic,”

“What excuse me shifting magic!?”

“Yes I am Joshua Becks, you weren’t wrong I am a student of Ash but I am not the magic you are looking for I am not a Grim Reaper but I am Angel”

And now you die! I yell as the chains break and they become my holy weapons. 

As the chains of the holy divine makes contact with skin the grunt of the Seventh Sanctum 

I hear him laugh as if something is going his way. 

“What are these chains going to do to a Son of Sanctum?”

“Haha you truly believe that these are just normal chains well watch this”