phillip famous...

lots of blunts too on my birthday

I just got done smoking so I feel like I can open up to tall now. you know, I've always been the type that if I didn't like it.. I will no longer pursue it. relationships, friendships, career/job choice, shit like that. what I've realized is that I need people's help. I'm not as independent as I thought. there's a bunch of shit I want in life and I have to change enough (notice how I didn't say change alot) to get the stuff I want. I'm highkey lazy cuz I have nothing to do, me noticing that I've been out here looking for work. things are gonna change. just turned 24 on Friday. so that's why I've been thinking more about my future, reminiscing on my past. like I know I'm young, but a nigga has been through alot in my life to know what a struggle is... shits crazy man. my homie TJ, lil homie.. smart as fuck, nigga wants to be a mogul. I hope he gets that break or step in the door because he told me personally he wanted me apart of his entertainment group. he's working with pookie f'n rude (big tim LA/IE promoter) as his assistant so he's gaining info and connections, so thats good.. my nigga TJ has been through alot too.. that's the lil bro. well... that I wish I had more for y'all but, my life's boring rn. check in with the boy in like 3 months.. I'll be good

I think I'm ready for a relationship. with a hottie. well, with someone I think is a hottie. do things with, share things with... sing songs to. mainly NERD- run to the sun, and other mushy songs nshit. the past was filled with girls that didn't mean 98% of what they said, game playing, yadda yadda blah blah. let her keep my sweaters, write her stuff.. I'm old school as hell I know but whatevs..someone I can be on the phone with and have complete comfortability without speaking.. I have alot of love for my next girlfriend and I'd want it to be long term. I've done some "fuckboy" stuff in the past and I realized it, I'm waaaay past that and I know I have some cute shit to do with my future boo, I really know I can be a great guy for whoever it is that's out there for me... I'll definitely be waiting.

a simple shrug. nothing too much going on in my life for me to say "its going terrible". shrugging alot of shit off is a coping mechanism because I have mentally gone through it since July 3rd... the day I got fired on my day off. I'm still working with my uncle but I'm literally shoveling shit for pennies. well not pennies but you get the sitch. I need someone to talk to.. cuz man. I don't wanna leak shit but its really confusing, frustrating, up and down but nigga.. whatever. lately I've been questioning, why am I the way I am... but I still don't have an answer. honestly my vice is, I'm too nice. may not seem like it to me, everyone thinks I'm a good guy, cool, respectable, loving guy. I'm fucking flawed from the heels of my feet to the crown of my head man, but no one sees what's on the inside. I get questioned and belittled when I show a little piece of what people do to me but when roles are reversed I should take it. just going through some little shit that's piling up to a big slab of shit... trying to get it together

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA! 68 years of being the most loving, caring, beautiful, strong black woman in america! I love you grandma, and you always say I'm your favorite grandson.. you're my favorite grandma! lol she's literally the definition of cool to me and I think that's where I get it from. I pray that the lord blesses you and gramps with many more beautiful years for you. #loveyougrandma

No fucking chill and doesn't give a fuck about that: Scorpio, Capricorn, Pisces, Aries, Virgo

sup y'all. I'm good. now that's out of the way.. I just wanna talk right now. living with my grandparents and mom is really raising my stress level. daily. not even on no haha, tongue and cheek shit. literally, I feel depressed. boxed in daily, nowhere to really relax. that's why I'm on my shit looking for steady pay. something needs to happen. nobody seems to understand or can't help to ask "what's wrong", "how ya feeling", ...they don't hear what they want they tend to tune you the fuck out. I miss my independence. whatever. on a new topic... I'm getting curved on hookup sites. that sucks. I need some new friends, 3 quarters of the old ones don't hit me at all when I hit them ever. no gas, don't talk to me. shoutout to the bro Bryan for really hangin with me. I need a girlfriend man. this is really wack, I want a girl to just hang with me, talk, smoke with me.. if she doesn't smoke just keep me company. I miss it, all the shit that comes with a relationship. I'm done. hmu on here. I'm on here tonight

philip famous (daz me)- what is time.. debut mixtape (diz summer) no official date yet

nigga idk if i posted on here for da new year, if i didnt... happy new year to yall. the place i was at with my cousins and brother; the house got sold. so, we all moved. as i type this on my moms floor because i have no room, i have a sense of "nigga you're either gonna stay broke forever or apply yourself". for like 3 weeks now, i've been going through it with myself. lord knows its tough to find a job, but it takes more than one job. alot of people have big plans, i just want my own room.. and to be able to smoke freely. i cant even go outside. well, the patio but not like outside this building. been talking to my homegirl and she said think of this as temporary... it is. my grandparents lease for their senior apartment will be up in june. so im in a predicament. but no worries on my end (little to none), pressure turns coals into diamonds. ill get through this part of my life with ease. no sense of stressing. if you're reading this.. you're cool as fuck my nigga. i fuck with you. if you're a single girl and you're reading this... whats crackin boo

hard times

I was a selfie at my Halloween party! and @cheybeshameless was Pocahontas! I love these pictures and she's not to bad herself.