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Six Sentence Sunday
I have been writing a bit more this week, yay
This first extract is from a fic that has been inspired to me by a random tweet I saw and the desire to make Simon and Baz suffer from the heatwave that is currently beating my ass
Baz
He worries his bottom lip and swiftly swims to the edge of the pool. āIām sorry. Iā Thanks for not calling the cops,ā he says, as he pushes himself up and out of the water. Very handsomely, putting those strong arms to good use.Ā
Baz, donāt be horny for some guy whoās guilty of breaking and entering your home, you stupid homosexual.Ā
Does it count as breaking and entering if he didnāt go into the house? Iām sure my parents wouldnāt care much about the nuance.
And this second one is from a texting fic I started working on to procratinate writing my master's dissertation. the dissertation is finished but not the fic. oops
Simon: Yk what, youāre being bitchy for no reason right now and thatās not fair to me. I donāt want to deal with you in that mood. Iāll talk to you later
Baz: Fucking grand! Bye!
ā¦
Sun 15 Feb at 7:05 PM
Simon: Still in a mood?
Baz: You didnāt fuck off for very long. Miss me already?
Simon: Goodbye
Baz: Are you serious right now?
āif you love this character then you must make him happy in your fics, right?ā wrong. the horror. suffering. internal hemorrhage. hospital. immediately
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24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
Hour 17 + 18 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio and Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
4.5 stars
What happened with the murder wasn't all that surprising, but I really loved seeing how the characters behaved in the last act, especially Oliver and James. Obsessed with their relationship. I think | would need to reread to take it all in
I wish Wren and Alexander had been more developed. I felt like they weren't given much attention, especially Wren. Her character was so heavily centered on Richard, I wish I knew who she was besides his cousin
Overall, this is a 4.5/5 which could easily turn into a 5/5 upon rereading. I'm missing that little something that makes me give books 5 stars, even though this book checked a loooooot of my boxes
Page count: 80/351
So far I like the style. I already liked Isherwood's writing in Goodbye to Berlin, though, so that's not a surprise. I really like reading about the queer life in 1930s Berlin that Isherwood describes. He's so open about what he writes, it's really enjoyable. I always generally like reading other queer people's perpective on sexuality, so thatās always fun
Hour 19 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
Not much to say about this bit. Iām curious to say how things will change now that the nazis are in power
Hour 20 + 21 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood and Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
3 stars
I really enjoyed the book at the beginning, I like Isherwoodās style āespecially the humour here and thereā but I got bored by the end. I liked his tales of the vibrant queer life he lived in Berlin, but I didnāt care as much about his travels. I also really liked some of the bits when he discussed writing, itās always cool to get some meta stuff from authors
(Ebook) Page count: 25/402
The narrator is so ridiculous. Canāt wait to read more
Hour 22 - Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
Page count: 95/402
Projecting, projecting, projecting, this woman keeps projecting
Hour 23 - Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
Page count: 168/402
Oooh the performance
I feel a little sad for her, as rotten as her mindset is. All her instincts and desires go against those values she seems so sure of having and likes to preachā¦
Hour 24 - Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
Page count: 251/422
The book is getting a bit repetitive and heavy-handed with its themes ā get it, she only values all that traditional stuff on paper, she doesn't like to actually have it applied to her lifeā but I'm still interested to see where this is going
⦠And thatās the end of the challenge!
It was fun to time myself to see how much I could actually read in 24 hours aha. Maybe one day Iāll do it in 24 consecutive hours, who knows
I wish I could have finished a book at the end of the 24th hour, it's a bit frustrating that I'm ending the countdown halfway through a book, but oh well, it's my fault for not picking a shorter last book lol
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
Hour 17 + 18 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio and Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
4.5 stars
What happened with the murder wasn't all that surprising, but I really loved seeing how the characters behaved in the last act, especially Oliver and James. Obsessed with their relationship. I think | would need to reread to take it all in
I wish Wren and Alexander had been more developed. I felt like they weren't given much attention, especially Wren. Her character was so heavily centered on Richard, I wish I knew who she was besides his cousin
Overall, this is a 4.5/5 which could easily turn into a 5/5 upon rereading. I'm missing that little something that makes me give books 5 stars, even though this book checked a loooooot of my boxes
Page count: 80/351
So far I like the style. I already liked Isherwood's writing in Goodbye to Berlin, though, so that's not a surprise. I really like reading about the queer life in 1930s Berlin that Isherwood describes. He's so open about what he writes, it's really enjoyable. I always generally like reading other queer people's perpective on sexuality, so thatās always fun
Hour 19 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
Not much to say about this bit. Iām curious to say how things will change now that the nazis are in power
Hour 20 + 21 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood and Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
3 stars
I really enjoyed the book at the beginning, I like Isherwoodās style āespecially the humour here and thereā but I got bored by the end. I liked his tales of the vibrant queer life he lived in Berlin, but I didnāt care as much about his travels. I also really liked some of the bits when he discussed writing, itās always cool to get some meta stuff from authors
(Ebook) Page count: 25/402
The narrator is so ridiculous. Canāt wait to read more
Hour 22 - Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
Page count: 95/402
Projecting, projecting, projecting, this woman keeps projecting
Hour 23 - Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
Page count: 168/402
Oooh the performance
I feel a little sad for her, as rotten as her mindset is. All her instincts and desires go against those values she seems so sure of having and likes to preachā¦
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
Hour 17 + 18 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio and Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
4.5 stars
What happened with the murder wasn't all that surprising, but I really loved seeing how the characters behaved in the last act, especially Oliver and James. Obsessed with their relationship. I think | would need to reread to take it all in
I wish Wren and Alexander had been more developed. I felt like they weren't given much attention, especially Wren. Her character was so heavily centered on Richard, I wish I knew who she was besides his cousin
Overall, this is a 4.5/5 which could easily turn into a 5/5 upon rereading. I'm missing that little something that makes me give books 5 stars, even though this book checked a loooooot of my boxes
Page count: 80/351
So far I like the style. I already liked Isherwood's writing in Goodbye to Berlin, though, so that's not a surprise. I really like reading about the queer life in 1930s Berlin that Isherwood describes. He's so open about what he writes, it's really enjoyable. I always generally like reading other queer people's perpective on sexuality, so thatās always fun
Hour 19 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
Not much to say about this bit. Iām curious to say how things will change now that the nazis are in power
Hour 20 + 21 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood and Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
3 stars
I really enjoyed the book at the beginning, I like Isherwoodās style āespecially the humour here and thereā but I got bored by the end. I liked his tales of the vibrant queer life he lived in Berlin, but I didnāt care as much about his travels. I also really liked some of the bits when he discussed writing, itās always cool to get some meta stuff from authors
(Ebook) Page count: 25/402
The narrator is so ridiculous. Canāt wait to read more
Hour 22 - Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
Page count: 95/402
Projecting, projecting, projecting, this woman keeps projecting
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
Hour 17 + 18 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio and Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
4.5 stars
What happened with the murder wasn't all that surprising, but I really loved seeing how the characters behaved in the last act, especially Oliver and James. Obsessed with their relationship. I think | would need to reread to take it all in
I wish Wren and Alexander had been more developed. I felt like they weren't given much attention, especially Wren. Her character was so heavily centered on Richard, I wish I knew who she was besides his cousin
Overall, this is a 4.5/5 which could easily turn into a 5/5 upon rereading. I'm missing that little something that makes me give books 5 stars, even though this book checked a loooooot of my boxes
Page count: 80/351
So far I like the style. I already liked Isherwood's writing in Goodbye to Berlin, though, so that's not a surprise. I really like reading about the queer life in 1930s Berlin that Isherwood describes. He's so open about what he writes, it's really enjoyable. I always generally like reading other queer people's perpective on sexuality, so thatās always fun
Hour 19 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
Not much to say about this bit. Iām curious to say how things will change now that the nazis are in power
Hour 20 + 21 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood and Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke
3 stars
I really enjoyed the book at the beginning, I like Isherwoodās style āespecially the humour here and thereā but I got bored by the end. I liked his tales of the vibrant queer life he lived in Berlin, but I didnāt care as much about his travels. I also really liked some of the bits when he discussed writing, itās always cool to get some meta stuff from authors
(Ebook) Page count: 25/402
The narrator is so ridiculous. Canāt wait to read more
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
Hour 17 + 18 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio and Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
4.5 stars
What happened with the murder wasn't all that surprising, but I really loved seeing how the characters behaved in the last act, especially Oliver and James. Obsessed with their relationship. I think | would need to reread to take it all in
I wish Wren and Alexander had been more developed. I felt like they weren't given much attention, especially Wren. Her character was so heavily centered on Richard, I wish I knew who she was besides his cousin
Overall, this is a 4.5/5 which could easily turn into a 5/5 upon rereading. I'm missing that little something that makes me give books 5 stars, even though this book checked a loooooot of my boxes
Page count: 80/351
So far I like the style. I already liked Isherwood's writing in Goodbye to Berlin, though, so that's not a surprise. I really like reading about the queer life in 1930s Berlin that Isherwood describes. He's so open about what he writes, it's really enjoyable. I always generally like reading other queer people's perpective on sexuality, so thatās always fun
Hour 19 - Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
Not much to say about this bit. Iām curious to say how things will change now that the nazis are in power

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24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
Hour 17 + 18 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio and Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
4.5 stars
What happened with the murder wasn't all that surprising, but I really loved seeing how the characters behaved in the last act, especially Oliver and James. Obsessed with their relationship. I think | would need to reread to take it all in
I wish Wren and Alexander had been more developed. I felt like they weren't given much attention, especially Wren. Her character was so heavily centered on Richard, I wish I knew who she was besides his cousin
Overall, this is a 4.5/5 which could easily turn into a 5/5 upon rereading. I'm missing that little something that makes me give books 5 stars, even though this book checked a loooooot of my boxes
Page count: 80/351
So far I like the style. I already liked Isherwood's writing in Goodbye to Berlin, though, so that's not a surprise. I really like reading about the queer life in 1930s Berlin that Isherwood describes. He's so open about what he writes, it's really enjoyable. I always generally like reading other queer people's perpective on sexuality, so thatās always fun
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
Hour 16 - If We Were Villains by M.L Rio
Page count: 353/422
Everyone is haunted by Richard but Oliver is haunted by his bisexual thoughts
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š
Hour 15 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 259/422
This is so intriguing I love it⦠I need to know happened to Richardā¦
āThis character is dead in canonā to you. Theyāre dead in canon to you. To me theyāre fine
@philaet0s you know who im thinking about
but like honestly does ANYONE not ignore the death
I donāt know who youāre talking about bc heās not dead š«£
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
Hour 14 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 158/422
I know not to trust a Richard in a dark academia book
When are James and Oliver going to kiss⦠š

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24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary
Hour 13 - If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Page count: 62/422
So excited for this book! Iām going to need a minute to remember who each character is because having 7 characters introduced right off the bat is a lot lol, but curious to see where this is going
24-Hour Readathon
Because my TBR is endless and Iām not dedicating as much time as I ought to to reading these books
Iām going to record my progress here, hour by hour, with comments/thoughts on whatever book Iām reading if I have any :)
Also, for the sake of basic human needs, I wonāt do 24 hour straight, but probably 12 hours split between two days (today and tomorrow). I might even extend it to one more day if Iām too tired. The point is to have fun :)
Iām beginning hour 1 with Katabasis by R.F. Kuang. Very excited to finally read this!!
Hour 1 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang.
Page count: 72/541
Iām really enjoying it so far! I like the humour and Iām intrigued by the charactersā journey through hell. Itās taking me back to reading House of Hades (Rick Riordan) as a teenager which is loads of fun
I like Aliceās ambition, but I also like that sheās a bit ridiculous about it. The sort of cynical view of academia is interesting to me, someone who might like to pursue a career in academia aha
Some of the charactersā discussions are a bit difficult for me to understand, where Iāve stopped theyāre talking about maths and I just canāt wrap my head around that but oh well, I guess all the translation talk in Babel had the same effect to people who arenāt familiar with that field of work so Iāll just accept the mild confusion
Hour 2 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 163/541
Still enjoying it! Very funny that this Hellās version of the Pride punishment is having to research a question and defend your research. Very fitting for a story about academics
I wish theyād stayed in the Desire part of Hell a bit longer, I thought that the base, perverted representation of it that was given was interesting, but not as well thought-out as Pride. I didnāt really see how this was a punishment for the souls in that circle
Itās interesting to learn more about Alice and Peterās relationship with the Professor. The nearly blind dedication and adoration for a man who treats them like crap⦠yum. Itās like the characters in The Secret History talking about Julian
I loved how Aliceās tattoo thing was written, you could really feel the parallels with sexual assault in her language, though she doesnāt seem to want to think of herself as a victim. Also an interesting thing to read
Hour 3 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 240/541
A bit less to say about the parts Iāve just read. Iām still really enjoying the story, and Iām starting to grow fond of the main characters! I also really love Elspeth who was just introduced :)
Hour 4 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Itās getting darker and darker. I like that
I wish I knew more about Peterā¦
Hour 5 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 400/541
At this point I do feel like the whole hell aspect of the story is not exploited well enough⦠which is an issue because the journey through hell is the whole premise of the book. I really enjoy the flashbacks but Iām always expecting more from the hell parts of the story
It was starting well with Pride but then none of the other sins were used in a particularly meaningful way in the world building imo
I also think itās a bit silly that the big bad villains of this story are a couple of academics and that the characters met other academic. theyāre in HELL where all dead souls go and out of the 5 āpeopleā theyāve met (so far) 5 are academics? come on
Kuang clearly knows a lot of stories and mythologies. Itās a shame that she doesnāt use that knowledge to build the plot of her story and really make use of the hell setting. The characters could be trapped in space and the story would hardly be any different
Hour 6 - Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
Page count: 485/541
No comments for this bit. Iām waiting to see where this is going
Hours 7&8 - Katabasis by R.F Kuang and Graveyard Shift by M.L. Rio
Katabasis - 3 stars
My overall review is that I think I would have liked the book better if they didnāt go to hell. Which is a shame because thatās the whole plot. I really enjoy how Kuang writes pretentious, obsessive, driven academics going a little crazy, so I think Iād have preferred a book Ć la The Secret History from her, mostly anchored in reality
The hell sections felt weaker, I wasnāt impressed by the worldbuilding. I was actually really excited about that hell thing because I think that the different notions we have of hell, the underworld, whatever you want to call it are fascinated so I felt a bit let down by the execution
Graveyard Shift - 4 stars
Pretty entertaining read. I don't read a lot of novellas so 1 was taken aback by the fast pace, but I thought the characters were surprisingly well characterised for a story so short. I really liked the changing perspectives, it kept the story going in a more engaging way
Absolutely loved Hannah. Marry me
Hour 9 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 80/369
He gave that little girl Lolita to read he needs to die
Hour 10 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 184/369
HE NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!!
Hour 11 - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Page count: 254/369
Vanessa pleeeeeease, I beg, come forward about that horrible man
Hour 12 (+ 15 minutes of Hour 13) - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
4 stars
A very dark read, uncomfortable throughout. Being exposed to Vanessaās inner turmoil and how she views and tries to cope with what Strane did to her was fascinating. I really enjoyed how dark and ābadā her thoughts could get. I donāt think the book would have had a reason to exist, or had been nearly as interesting, if Vanessa fully saw the abuse for what it was
The book was more disturbing than what I expected going in. It was sickening to read how much blame he put on her, all the ways in which he manipulated her. However, Iām not sure the number of rape scenes it showed was strictly necessary