โ . . . Hi my name is Peri and I figured I should make one of these introduction things :D I honestly don't know how these work but here are the basics of what I am willing to do if you want to request headcanons or short stories :
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if ur still taking requests, may i have headcanons of dating renee murray with a fem!reader?
if not, i just hope u have a nice day ๐ซ
" A GIRL LIKE YOU "
๐ Pairing : renee x fem!reader
๐ Romantic. angst(?) and comfort. feel like this headcanon is lacking but hey at least im finally answering my inbox. (sorry for how long this is, might turn this into an ao3 fic)
RENEE MURRAY
- enemies to lovers slowburn 200,000,000 words
- he didnt like you at all when you were 10 for reasons he couldnt explain. but he knew one thing was for sure; you make him feel frustrated like no one ever has before.
- you make him heat up, and feel as if hes on fire. he didnt like it, not at all. you make his heart beat race and his stomach tighten up and he didnt know what to do with himself.
- so he chalked these feelings up to him 'hating you more than normal', because he didn't feel like this towards any of the other girls he has met before. surely thats the only explanation
- he hated you, he was sure of it.
- he hated you when you kept talking to him despite his mean words. he hated you for caring about him even if he pushes you away. he hated you for spending way too much time with qiu
- and he hated you for how bad you made him feel. he hated you for making him guilty whenever your face fell from his disregarding words.
- he hated the way he wanted to be with you all the time. he hated the way you were way too pretty for his own liking. he hated the way you made him want to be kinder.
- too much, it was all too much. so he started to distance himself away from you.
- you grew apart, and you didnt even get an explanation why he wouldnt dare look your way.
- it hurts, it continued to hurt until you were thirteen. and you grew to be bitter towards him. bitter for not giving you an explanation, for throwing you away
- but you didnt know. you didnt know how much it hurted her more.
- it pained her that she couldnt hang out with you anymore. that you now treat her as nothing more than a stranger. that it was all her fault
- it was all her fault because she was stupid. thats all she was and all she will ever be. stupid, stupid, stupid.
- the two of you grew, and before you knew it you have reached the age of fourteen.
- by this stage, ren has figured out who she really wanted to be. even if she wasnt ready to accept it fully.
- she thought about all that she was, and all the two of you could have been
- it took her four years to realize that she actually likes you. she was downright smitten with a girl that hated her. a girl who she was supposed to hate herself.
- when she was more sure of herself, she eventually found the courage to apologize
- it took her an embarassing amount of time. pacing around her room, reciting and memorizing all that she wanted to say to you.
- only to stutter when she was finally in front of you, tounge tied and unsure. her script didnt matter; and she ended up spilling her entire heart in front of you, tears and all.
- you accepted her apology, but you couldnt forgive her yet. she hurt you after all, in a way no one has before
- she completely understands, promising to wait for however long it will take for her to gain your trust once more.
- it was messy journey. your feelings pushing and pulling you away from her back and forth. but nevertheless, she stayed. she stayed with a smile in her face as if she was happy
- she was happy to be with you
- eventually it was all worth it. you two grew closer and closer until no one could dare break the two of you apart.
- no one and nothing. except for college of course
- renee was older than you, you know that. eventually she was going to leave you behind to pursue her dreams
- and even though you were the only dream she wanted to pursue, she knows she had to say goodbye. to go on without you (again)
- the day she was set to leave her home and face the great unknown on her own, was the day that she broke down for the second time in front of you
- she loves you. she said. oh so much.
- she loves you and she didnt know how to let you go
- suddenly it was as if the two of you were fourteen again. she felt as if she was pathetic, the same way her 12 year old self was pathetic
- all you could do was hold her, and ask her to wait for you like she did back then. just a little more and finally nothing will ever separate the two of you ever again
- for you, she learned to be patient. she texted you every day, at every other hour when she could. she stayed up late at night, listening to your voice from the other side of the phone
- she keeps a picture of you on the desk in her dorm room. she keeps you as her wallpaper. she keeps you close, even if the two of you were far away from each other
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๐ didnt proof read. english isnt my first language and quite frankly i dont really like how this turned out my bad gang. but heyyyy im back after months of inactivity
๐ Pairing: Step 1 Qiu/Tamarack x GN!MC (Separate)
๐ Can be read as romantic or platonic
Tamarack is the forest.ย
Hide and seek, enchanted stories about the creatures that linger around places people have yet to touch, the smell of fresh leaves after the rain all come to mind when you think of her.
The red mixed with golden leaves, the sun peeking in through the cracks, it was all very Tamarack.ย
She was confusing, no matter how long you knew her. Such as the forest behind your neighborhood, no matter how deep you are into the ever changing woods it all looks the same, and you can find yourself lost.
And when the forest no longer wants to play and the winds howl pushing away anything that might disturb its peace, like litter that destroys the environment, you think of the girl who felt distant to the world around her.
To most, the forest isnt that interesting. Sure it can spark interest the first time you wonder through its never ending expanse, but it eventually becomes nothing more than trees and bushes.
Some find discomfort beneath the trees, stories about how its haunted and out of this world, and that they all should all run for their lives or get stuck within the branches and piles of leaves that can pull you under.
However, to some, the forest means much more than that. If you wonder deep through its confusing paths and unmarked territory, theres wonders that makes the trouble worth while.
The pile of leaves hides nothing but a little girl, happy that her neighbor has found her. And the strong wind suddenly calms, and the trees grow and thrive. You knew you were welcomed here;
For the forest is where Tamarack met her very favourite person.
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Qiu is the town
Ever busy, always housing the people who lives in it. Making sure they have a home, solid ground to walk on. Making sure they felt welcome.
The town sparks excitement, so many things to do, so many things that can get you hooked. It tempts you with corner stores and parks, theres always something new to see and try.
Houses are filled with the feeling of comfort, the streets filled with children laughing while riding their bikes. Qiu makes sure of it.
But the town grows as the earth turns. The people change, the bikes are old broken to use, and the children arent kids anymore.
Some stores had to go, they didnt fit the town anymore. Though the town finds it hard to figure out what fits in the space it used to occupyย
The town couldn't take care of all those things at once.
People however, find it cool how some buildings are closed off. The cool breeze giving them the feeling of excitement.
It reminded you of them, of how Qiu did everything they could to include everyone. To go out of their way to be helpful.
Only to close theirselves off to the world around them when it got too much, how the gloves they used to wear didnt fit them anymore.
But to you, the town was where Qiu shone the brightest. Where they could show you each and every one of the buildings you have yet to enter;
Though they closed theirself off, the doors were wide open for their most precious neighbor.
Oh my god thank you for speaking about this weird step 2 Qiu demonization!! Idk why so many people write them as this person who hates everyone and is mean for absolutely no reason and is only โsoftโ for like MC and Tamarack its so weird cause they arenโt like that at all! they are a kid just entering high school struggling with their sense of identity insecurities and expectations placed on them
yeah no problem!! it just gets infuriating that they treat qiu like this without keeping in mind that being popular and having people flock to you despite you trying to close yourself off can be and is annoying. you cant just expect qiu to still be nice about it when they clearly have no interest in trying to be everyones friend and is distancing themselves yet people cant seem to take a hint and think it's just a "cool person" act
what qiu is doing is perfectly normal? considering in step 1 qiu does everything they can to make sure everyone is included and that is a very tiring job for a little kid. of course theyre gonna start acting colder in order to drive people away and of course theyre gonna be annoyed when people are drawn to them eitherways despite their efforts
i think gb patch said that our life games arent supposed to be that deep despite the problems/conflicts the characters may go through. gb said that its supposed to be a game where the player can escape reality and live in a more quiet world so i highly doubt gb would make qiu a bully
real talk for a second? i think too many people are making step 2 qiu a horrible person. like thats a kid, someone going through their first year of highschool that has personal problems. yeah, step 2 qiu is not the best person but i dont think they would ever intentionally hurt someone? being "cold" is different
their coldness towards people isnt simply because. qiu was once a kid that felt like they had to take care of everyone, obviously thats gonna get tiring, especially for a 10 year old whos struggling with their identity.
hi sorry for being dead it has been a busy month but!! ill try to answer your requests as fast as possible. have a lil qiu + my mc doodle i did at school for now <3
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Hello! can you write a sick mc in step 1 of Ol2 and tamarack and qiu just stay by them to keep them company and treat them with treats while their sick I'd like for them to be crushes
" SICK "
๐ Pairing: Step 1 Qiu/Tamarack x GN!MC (Separate)
Qiu "Autumn" Lin
Knew you were sick before you yourself knew
Definitely not because he stares at you for long periods of time. haha.
Checks up on you the day after to see if you really are sick
And surprise surprise! You were!
He kindly asks your Mom if he can check up on you in your room, and of course, asked you if he was welcomed inside your personal space as well
Qiu sits down on the floor next to your bed and stays there for a while, asking about how you're feeling and if he could get you anything at all
After a while though, he stands up with the promise of coming back, before dashing out of the door, leaving you confused
But really, he just went back home to ask his parents if he can stay at your place for the afternoon and got a few snacks to share!!
And if you wanted anything you couldn't get in your house, he made a quick trip to town to get whatever it is you wanted
Watches over you like a hawk
If you dare make one teeny tiny pained noise this stinker goes into full panic mode
"Are you okay? You're not dying are you? I am sorry!"
Meanwhile you stare at him in confusion because why is he apologizing over you being sick as if it was his fault??
Speaks in a softer voice just in case your head hurts, and because he's really worried about you
Would not let you lift a finger, he's spoiling you today and there's nothing you can do about it
Well that's not entirely true, if you get sad or angry about him doting on you too much he would let you do whatever you please
But he's staying by your side no matter what
If you're upset over the fact that you're sick, he spends hours sitting below you on the floor next to your bed trying to stay as close as he could without making you feel uncomfortable telling you funny adventures he, Baxter and Darren had
"Qiu. Get away from me you'll get sick" "But :("
He definitely gets sick a day or so after, but does he regret it? No.
He'll go through anything for you <3
Tamarack Baumann
This girl is prepared
Came over to your house ready with medicine, soup her grandma made, a wet cloth, etc. etc.
Your Mom lets her come inside your room (with your permission of course) because for one, she's a busy woman. And two, Tamarack seems to know what she's doing
Frowns so hard when she sees you sick and uncomfortable
She cares about you so much it actually hurts her whenever you're in any kind of pain
Tamarack was in a state of panic when she first saw you miserable in your bed
"(Name)!! How are you feeling? You're not hurting anywhere are you?" "I feel like I am dying" "Nooooooo!!!!"
Will not leave your side unless you beg her to. What if you fall and explode while she's gone? What if you start hurting and cry?? WHAT IF YOU DIE AND SHE'S NOT THERE???
Yeah. It gets intense with her.
Compared to Qiu's soft doting she's in full on in doctor mode
Whenever you cough or sneeze a lil she's on her feet ready to get you anything
"What? What is it? Medicine? Water??"
You'll have to periodically remind her that you're not in that much pain and that getting sick is normal
Is ready to fan you herself if it starts getting really uncomfortable and hot because lets face it you probably don't have a working AC in step 1 yet
Will sing praises and reassurances if you get scared
The only time she leaves you is when you ask her to get something from downstairs or another room
Other than that she'd glue herself onto you if she could
You actually recover quickly after her visit, its honestly a miracle
Her Omi and Opa wouldn't mind if she stays over at your house until late into the evening
Even when you're feeling better, she'll still stay close to you
Would be offended if anyone tries to separate the both of you
You can't take her away from her precious neighbor!!!
Ahhhh Iโm so sorry I didnโt get back to you until now Iโve been really sick ๐ญ
But can I basically just request a OLN&F step two crushing scenario with both Tamarack and Qiu(separate), the gist of it is that MC has always been a physically affectionate person as a kid and kept up with that attitude even as a teen, but! is also very unaware of the fact that because they are so physically affectionate with Qiu/Tamarack people all the time think their dating ๐ญ
" AFFECTION "
๐ Pairing: Step 2 Qiu/Tamarack x GN!MC (Separate)
๐ Thank you for the ask! Sorry it took a while :D and I hope you're feeling better <33
Qiu "Autumn" Lin
This jerk is so smug about it.
Whether they're 10 or 14, they love that you're clingy with them!
They're absolutely beaming as you hold onto their arm
And if you're being affectionate in public they'll look at the poor people surrounding the two of you, shit eating grin on their face as if they're saying "See this? They chose me and not you. Lol. Losers"
If there's a rumor going around that the two of you are dating, Qiu wouldn't deny it if someone asks them whether its true or not
"So are you two actually dating or..?" "Maybe, maybe not" "โฆSo are you?" "Are we :]?"
Gosh they're insufferable
Makes those rumors worse by either flirting with you or subtly reciprocating your affection where people can witness the moment (the latter rarely happens)
If people start hating on you because of how affectionate you are towards Autumn, they'll start flirting with you even more just to spite them
And because they find your reactions adorable <3
Oh, and Qiu totally puffs out their chest proudly like a lion whenever someone mentions that you're more affectionate towards them than anybody else
Though they're overly smug and teasing about it, they absolutely melt inside. Especially if you're being affectionate in private
They love your little private moments so much. It makes them feel special that though you could've been with anyone else, you're there being affectionate with them instead
Qiu doesn't put in effort to be physically affectionate with anyone these days, but they're willing to do so if its for you
They got so used to your affection that anytime you're near each other and you don't start getting touchy with them after 2 seconds, they kinda get annoyed
Would always be searching for your warmth, it doesn't have to be much, just your pinkies intertwined or your shoulders brushing against each other is enough
You're their special someone
They'll never admit that out loud though! (Yet)
Tamarack Baumann
Flustered! Very very flustered
But is equally happy that you're being affectionate with them
Tamarack was a very affectionate kid, she hugged you anytime she was given the opportunity!! So even if she's more reserved as a teen, throwing her arms around you feels as natural as breathing
Would get a teeny tiny heart attack if you're really affectionate with her in public
But if you're doing it alone together, in the forest or either one of your houses, she'd be drowning in your affection
I think she's equally clingy in private if you have a good relationship with her to be honest
Now. Tamarack definitely always knows what's going on in town, and in school
So it doesn't take long for her to find out that people think you two are dating
As much as she denies this rumor whenever someone mentions it to her, she's absolutely giddy about the thought of the two of you being together like that
She honestly doesn't want people to stop believing in that rumor, but what would you think??
Tamarack doesn't mind, but what if you don't like the thought of you two dating? What if you grow distant because of it?? What if you're grossed out??? What if-
Okay yeah you get my point but she stresses over it a lot
So unless you confirm that you're okay with it, she'll absolutely deny it
She doesn't want you to be uncomfortable, and she doesn't want to ruin what the two of you have just because of a rumor
You're her safe place, she doesn't want to lose you
Tamarack may be doubting her place in the world but she knows she fits right in your arms perfectly
Can I put in a small request for soft long distance besties Derek headcanons? No pressure ofc!
" DISTANCE "
๐ Pairing: Derek (In between Steps) x GN! Reader (Platonic)
๐ Authors note: you guys sure love Derek (its okay he deserves it) but ofc!! ty for the request i had fun writing this
As a romantic partner, Derek may be on his best behavior to impress you
But as his best friend? The dude is an absolute madman (with manners)
He wouldn't be as conscious around you, he doesn't feel the need to impress you all the time, so just imagine the shenanigans he drags you into
Though Derek is a very busy person still, he's not as afraid to bother you and ask you to hang out with him
"Let's go to Mcdonalds :P" "Derek you live an hour away and its 9 pm what the actual fuck" "I'll pick you up then!"
Or if you're too far away to physically be together, he gets you two to play a multiplayer game!
But of course, he leaves California to pursue his goals elsewhere, and you two just can't find the time to talk to each other because of your timezones
He texts you every hour, from sweet reminders such as "Drink lots of water!! Take care of yourself!!" to really dumb messages "Hehe look at this topless Shrek figurine I found"
You're so done with him (you care about him so much)
Oh! He definitely sends you packages :D
He sends you lil collectables and stuff he knows you like! Or you know, that topless Shrek figurine he found..
You're the first person he calls whenever he achieves something!! Yes yes he knows he should inform his family first but no one matches his vibe more than you do okay.
Whenever he's going somewhere, he sends you a picture. It doesn't matter if he's only going to the grocery store, this is what you get for being his best friend
"*image attached* so yk the last place i went to just in case i get kidnapped" "im praying so hard for you to get kidnapped rn STOP BOTHERING ME"
Asks about your day! Somehow always knows when there's something you aren't telling him. Its a talent of his, one he actually likes
"How are you? Are you feeling okay?" "Yeah dont worry :]" "I can smell your lies from here"
He comes to you for advice, or when he can't pick because of his indecisive ass
"Hey should I get the orange one or the yellow one?" "You look silly either ways" "Rude. The yellow one it is" "No wait I'm sorry get the orange one."
Sometimes. every once in a while, he'll suddenly text you about how much he misses you
You know that whenever he does, it means he's not feeling well
The two of you talk to each other until you pass out still on call on those days
He treasures those days a lot
Not as much as he treasures his best friend though :D
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๐ again, sorry if my english isnt all that great
Could I request a (romantic/crush) step 2 Derek with a reader who often dotes on people (especially him)? Maybe reader brings him lunches when he forgets to bring his own or patches up injuries and bruises after his games :) (if possible, maybe reader has like. his same problem (taking care of people and forgetting to care for themself))
the thought behind this is like.derek finally getting love and care too and not just caring for others without any thanks because HE DESERVES IT ๐ญ๐ซถ
Thank you, and have a good day/night!
(ALSO SORRY IF THIS REQUEST DIDNT MAKE SENSE ISNDODMWPS-)
" CARE "
๐ Pairing: Derek (Step 2) x GN! MC
๐ Notes: HEY!! Thank you for the ask I appreciate it :D and I am especially happy to write Derek HCs I love the precious boy so much he deserves so much love <33 I hope you have a good day/night as well!
Derek adored you. Adored how you took care of others, adored how you were always so considerate to people
Especially towards him.
He'd noticed the way you always took extra time and care with him
Always fussing over his injuries whenever he got scratched and bruised from training
Always bringing extra water bottles for him while he's out practicing
Always noticing whenever he'd burned himself out from ruining around all day
It always makes him flustered!!
Whenever he feels your fingers brush against his skin while you try to bandage him up almost makes him want to explode himself (in a good way!!)
Barely stops himself from fainting whenever you ask him if he's doing okay with a look of worry in your pretty eyes
He looks at you like you're an angel whenever you take care of him (he's convinced that you actually are one)
At first, he was in denial. Trying to rationalize that you were just that great of a person (another reason why he doesn't deserve you)
Cove would've needed to point out that fact himself, and insist that yeah, you do give him special treatment
As much as he denies it, he cant help but feel giddy. Probably thinks about it late at night on his bed, giggling and blushing and kicking his legs like a fool
A part of him is selfish. He wanted to mess up more, he wanted to fail, to fall, to get hurt just so you can pamper him
He wouldn't actually do it!! In fact, he probably beats himself up over the evil thought!!
That doesn't mean it doesn't exist thoughโฆ
Checking up on him daily makes him fall 101% more head over heels in love with you (pls bandage himself up for falling too hard)
Make him lunch and he's just about ready to get married to you for reals
However he refuses to be the only one taken care of, in fact. He's going to take it as a lighthearted challenge, he'll go out of his way to absolutely spoil you.
Bag too heavy? He'll take it! Your legs are sore from running? Let him carry you! There's a door in your way? Its just screaming for him to open it!!
If you deal with the same problems he does, he'd most definitely catch on pretty quickly. He's dealing with it himself after all!
It makes him feel more appreciated, seen. You were someone he cherished that he can relate to
Does it make him happy though? Hell no!
Derek was just about ready to carry the weight of the world if it meant you wouldn't put yourself last
Always assures you that its okay to be selfish every once in a while! That you deserved to be taken care of, that people didn't stick with you so you can handle their problems
They stay with you because you're you, and he thinks you're perfect
He cares about you! So you should care about yourself too
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๐ Extra Notes: Again, sorry if my english isnt as good, its not my first language
Ahhhh! I just read your OLN&F hc about being work partners in step 1 with Tamarack & Qiu, I was wondering if you take requests on here and if I could drop one?
yes !! feel free :D i take requests for olnf and olba <3
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Qiu and Tamarack partners with the MC for a school project, they didn't get much done (It was the MCs fault)
๐ Pairing: Step 1 Qiu/Tamarack x GN!MC (Separate)
๐ Basically just Qiu and Tama admiring the MC
๐ OLNF brain rot, I'm making an AO3 fic of this next. (Thank you to whoever commented on my last post for this suggestion)
Qiu "Autumn" Lin:
Lets be real this kid needs a lot of help with school stuff, he'd probably be decently good in school if he tried but he doesn't
And to be extra real, he picks you every time to be his partner (he doesn't have a favorite he swears)
Mrs. Murray wouldn't allow that though, "give chance to others" she says. She deals with a lot of kids complaining that "Qiu always chooses (Name)!! Thats unfair" (god bless this woman) and Qiu frowns the saddest frown whenever this happens
But whenever Mrs. Murray does allow it, you bet that Qiu has the silliest, brightest, blinding smile ever stuck on his face
He likes you a normal amount (He lies to himself)
I don't think he'd be too serious about the project, but he does contribute and help you whenever he can
He doesn't pay much attention to it either, he's just happy to be there with you
But can you really blame him for spacing out mid-conversation when you tuck your hair prettily over your ear and how you look absolutely stunning when you're focused or when you have the cutest reaction ever at getting an answer right?
No. No you cant.
He pays more attention to you than your actual project, its cute but come on.
If you ask him why he's staring, he'll probably laugh it off and scold himself, thinking it was impolite of him to do so
But he's not afraid to admit the reason to why he was staring at you!
Its common sense, you're just too pretty. He can't help himself.
If you do start stressing out over the project however, he'll offer to do the rest for you
"I'll be more than happy to!!" he says, and you know. You just know that theres nothing inside that air head of his
It might take him a moment or two or three to understand the question but its worth it
He will do anything as long as its with you
Tamarack Baumann
No Mrs. Murray, she refuses to do the project if her very best friend isnt her partner
Tamarack would absolutely riot if Mrs. Murray got in the way of you being her partner for a project
She will be using her best puppy dog eyes and pleading voice thank you very much
Its against the law to object Tamarack, Mrs. Murray should've known better
Unlike a certain someone, Tamarack actually pays attention in class, and is good at memorizing without taking notes!
And unlike a certain someone, she's not as nice when it comes to not being your partner
Mrs. Murray allows it most of the time though, since you and Tamarack are new to the town and is still adjusting.
Most of the time.
Tamarack is very biased when it comes to you and everyone knows it (she has said so herself, in front of the entire class)
With Tamarack as your partner, you can rest easy!
She remembers your lessons well, and understands the questions fairly quickly
But sometimes she just can't help but to admire you. How can she not?
She's convinced that you came straight from a fairytale book, you're just so charming and adorable it's almost unfair!
Call her out on her behavior and she'll be more confused than a very confused person
Like. Yeah?? She's admiring you?? So what?? Its the logical thing to do? Its not her fault you're gorgeous?? Duh??
She'll give you a million reasons why you're so eye catching if you're not convinced
Please stop her.
I'm serious.
She'll go on and on for hours.
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๐ sorry if my english grammar is off <3 english is not my first language
give me our life prompts/headcanons/scenarios i want to write for both our life games (mainly olnf) but i just cant think of a scenario i literally write for any characters ๐บ