Panacea

you’re capable of doing hard things, you have already accomplished a lot, and survived all your previous hardships and there is so much merit in that. I’m sorry things haven’t been easy, but you’re still capable of doing things even if they are difficult and the unknown feels scary. you are capable of doing difficult things.

“You can’t fix him” I don’t wanna fix him! I wanna FUCK him! I’m a pervert not a psychologist!

step 1: make girl laugh step 2: make girl moan

I just think we all deserve massive home libraries and a couple swords, as a treat

who is the first david you think of when you hear the name david

There are characters you like but then there are characters you end up thinking about in the middle of the night with a cosmic ache in your chest because they resonate with you so much

my suffering isn’t gonna turn me cruel. It has turned me into a lot of things. Paranoid, scared, distant, perpetually burned out, anxious, chronically depressed, touch-averse, and more. but it has never made me cruel. I have hurt people and I have made mistakes. I have said yes when I should have said no. I have stayed when I should have gone. I have accepted when I should have rejected. I have waited when I should have run. But this has not turned me cruel. I cannot be made into a vessel for hatred. I cannot be turned into a weapon. I know who I am. I know how I have suffered. I know what I have done. I know that I am deeply flawed, and always will be. I do not chase perfection. I do not chase praise. I’m chasing authenticity. I’m chasing rest. I’m chasing safety. I’m chasing the version of me that isn’t so scared. And I’m gonna find them without turning cruel. I will continue to believe that there are more friends than there are enemies.

I love the casual substitution of "gods" instead of "god" in colloquial sayings. "oh my gods" "gods, my feet hurt" etc etc. like yeah deconstruct the societal standard of monotheism with me. let's party

yes im addicted to attention and orgasms and food and shiny jewlery and 7$ Iced Lattes. does that really not sound like an awesome lifestyle to you

they're a problematic character TO YOU. they're problematic to me as well but I'm being weird and horny about it so it's different

This may sound preachy, but if you’re in your teens or 20s please take care to develop the habit of speaking positively about people behind their backs. Gossip is unavoidable, and yes it does allow people to bond, and yes some people deserve to be shit talked. But I think being negative about things is literally just nature, whereas trying to be positive about things and people is a quality you have to be very intentional about . If this does not apply to you, good for you. But for most people I think it does. Im not lauding toxic positivity so much as saying that if there’s space to speak positively about someone behind their back, it’s better to take that route.

"If you accept any food from the fae, they shall never let you go" is a human belief. The fair folk stand by the principle that if you feed 'em, you gotta keep 'em. If wildlife learns to rely on you for food, you have already fucked up, and you can't just stop feeding them cold turkey. That human is your responsibility now. Because you left your peach cobbler unsupervised.

“you could kill this monstrous being” yeah and also we could make tender, sweet love for hours. what’s your point here. what choice do you think i’m going to make. Realistically. let’s be honest with ourselves here