detransition, baby: pt. 2.
dialogue prompts from detransition, baby by torrey peters. (some have been paraphrased for accessibility.)
we might as well talk about it.
everything about being a parent feels like a secret test.
that was a thoughtless thing to blurt out.
can i ask you something directly?
you and i just come from very different places.
maybe i wasn’t that kind to you.
what is it? can’t you tell me now?
i don’t want to get my hopes up.
i want to be a milf, but a subtle milf, you know?
it’s okay to have doubts.
i don’t have doubts. i know what i want.
that sounds very dramatic. very romantic.
signs are meant to be read — be careful what you put on them.
listening to that dickbag is a form of self-harm.
all pain merits care.
depends on whether or not you can find a place for yourself.
i want to figure out how to be something to you. with you.
maybe try recognizing the chances you have.
jealousy’s like a hangover: when you’re in the midst of it you wanna die, but nobody feels sorry for you.
put the phone away. don’t look at it.
don’t go. please.
you’re the one who wasn’t here.
stop debating the philosophy of family and get to work making one.
i’d be glad if you told me everything.
i’m so happy to be here with you.
that much giggling was totally purifying.
i was a little worried how you’d take it.
it’s a dumb affair. people have them.
do you think you could give me some space for a few minutes?
don’t panic. don’t rush to fix everything.
just use a little goddamn discretion and it will be fine.
i’ll change when it’s worth it for me to change.
i can’t say i get you emotionally, but i’m trying to understand intellectually.
sometimes your body knows what your mind doesn’t.
just sleep over, okay?
i drove here. i can give you a ride.
this is humiliating, but i’m glad to see you.
will you please give me a hug?
i wanted the good parts without the hard parts.
i’ve been so afraid to call.
you can always find the politics to justify what you want.
i remember my own bullshit, thank you very much.
i’m much more culturally relevant and funny than you.


















