Vie

AHHHH

I’m not even majorly into bsd anymore

I want to be sixteen again.

We do NOT feel ill enough !!

Guess who’s back 🥳

I despise the fact that despite wanting to control my habits I consistently remain unsuccessful.

Gods I feel so bad. I just need validation and to feel okay. I just want to feel okay and not throw up when I smell coffee and get an A* on my tests. I want to feel okay or I want to burn myself to the ground. Just something, anything, to not feel that horrible clenching in my chest.

Gonna need some more coffee

I don’t even feel properly ill. That’s perhaps what sucks the most about all of this. I just want to feel valid,

Funnily enough A-Level Physics doesn’t fix ones issues

hunger would feel a lot better if it didn’t make itself so apparent. i can assure you that the whole neighbourhood doesn’t need to hear my stomach rumble.

tumblr just gave me a notif for something I might like and it was a meal plan thing 😭

I hate that I like the feeling of being ill. I know there’s something wrong but fuck it because it feels nice.