Paranoid Android

Hey that's my face !!

I finished watching mind hunters and have "kiss you all over" by exile glued into my brain.

Simultaneously reading 'What do women want?' by Daniel Bergner to break up my life from the fiction worlds I live in, and thus far my favourite quote from the book is...

"When Chivers analysed the evidence, transmitted from the vaginal membranes to sensor to software, when she set it out in graphs of vertical bars, the female libido looked omnivorous."

The female libido looked omnivorous.

'The female libido looked omnivorous'

Yoga, coffee and reading for a sunny friday afternoon.

I am so melancholy today.

Yeah im feminine I guess,

I wipe my oily hands on my white knit jumper and call them clean.

I swipe the grease off of my eyelids in hopes of my mascara lasting me through the day, it doesn't and I probably haven't hit that age where I find it appropriate to pack blotting papers and essential makeup.

Although it would look ironic, it would look wrong. To pull out my neatly packed makeup bag from my highschool back pack that I take to my corporate job. Because I am a little girl no?

My front hair strands get really greasy because my face gets oily and I constantly brush it away with the same ' clean ' fingers I previously wiped.

But I smell like Devotion from Dolce and Gabanna,

I paint my nails occasionally, even if the nail polish rots off me for weeks.

Effort it takes for me to remove it.

I cry when my dad drinks and I mourn for what life my mother could have lived.