Phantom

When it has foals it never wants them to have to go through anything it did. Why it wont be letting the human "family" besides some people meet them. The horse hopes it can become a father one day so badly, but its so worried that the trauma and neglect it has survived will make it impossible for him. The horse needs to get out of this house first. Go through lots of therapy. Will he ever be able to live a normal life? It doesn't want a normal human life, it isn't human. But it does want to have a job, working with other horses is what it wants the most. But it is full time wheelchair user so he fears it might not be possible. Or with dogs. Or photography. Or just as artist. It doesn't really know what it wants to do, and with the things going on in its life, knowing what it wants as career is last thing on his mind