I Panic, I Picnic

Okay, I can't believe I'm actually posting something like this, but I have been searching like crazy for three separate rumors I have read on here at one point over the last three years (though the rumors were from longer ago than that) about Jared and Jensen. Does anyone recall the following rumors? Does anyone know where I can find their sources (however unreliable-- I don't know if these are even true, I am just trying to find what I had read lol).

At a convention in 2011 (I think) in Germany (I think), during photo ops a fan asked Jared if she could kiss him on the mouth. He told her no. They did the op and as she was leaving she kissed him on the mouth! Jared was kind of stunned but said he was fine, though he was noticeably uncomfortable for the rest of the ops. When Jensen found out he left what he was doing (autos I think) to be with Jared.

At a convention, someone else I asked about this said they remembered it happening at JIB in 2019 but I don't know for sure, Jensen was laying down on the floor and a convention volunteer with a skirt on and no underpants stepped over his face purposefully flashing him! He sat up, stunned, very uncomfortable. Jared tried to lighten the mood by shouting after her, "Do me now, do me!" or something like that. He then took Jensen aside and rubbed his chest until Jensen calmed down.

One more. There was a rumor in the early days, where Jared and Jensen were at a party and Jared got sick. Jensen stayed with him in the bathroom and later they spent the rest of the party on the couch, with Jared laying down with his head in Jensen's lap while Jensen stroked his hair.

These are absolutely just rumors but I DID read them somewhere at some point and I thought it was on here. I'm not a tinhat (part of what I love about their affection and care for each other is precisely that I don't think they're romantically involved. It's so sweet and unique to see the physical closeness they have, while still being het men) but will probably tag this as tinhat because these are at least a little tinhat-y lol.

Okay, I can't believe I'm actually posting something like this, but I have been searching like crazy for three separate rumors I have read on here at one point over the last three years (though the rumors were from longer ago than that) about Jared and Jensen. Does anyone recall the following rumors? Does anyone know where I can find their sources (however unreliable-- I don't know if these are even true, I am just trying to find what I had read lol).

At a convention in 2011 (I think) in Germany (I think), during photo ops a fan asked Jared if she could kiss him on the mouth. He told her no. They did the op and as she was leaving she kissed him on the mouth! Jared was kind of stunned but said he was fine, though he was noticeably uncomfortable for the rest of the ops. When Jensen found out he left what he was doing (autos I think) to be with Jared.

At a convention, someone else I asked about this said they remembered it happening at JIB in 2019 but I don't know for sure, Jensen was laying down on the floor and a convention volunteer with a skirt on and no underpants stepped over his face purposefully flashing him! He sat up, stunned, very uncomfortable. Jared tried to lighten the mood by shouting after her, "Do me now, do me!" or something like that. He then took Jensen aside and rubbed his chest until Jensen calmed down.

One more. There was a rumor in the early days, where Jared and Jensen were at a party and Jared got sick. Jensen stayed with him in the bathroom and later they spent the rest of the party on the couch, with Jared laying down with his head in Jensen's lap while Jensen stroked his hair.

These are absolutely just rumors but I DID read them somewhere at some point and I thought it was on here. I'm not a tinhat (part of what I love about their affection and care for each other is precisely that I don't think they're romantically involved. It's so sweet and unique to see the physical closeness they have, while still being het men) but will probably tag this as tinhat because these are at least a little tinhat-y lol.

What if Sam was kidnapped as a child, and after searching for over a decade, Dean finally found his baby brother—but the Sam he finds is nothing like the Sam he lost?

Eleven-year-old Sam Winchester is taken on sixteen-year-old Dean's watch. Dean spends the next eleven years searching. He never stops. He can't stop. When Dean finally finds Sam at twenty-two, his baby brother is alive. Talking. Functional. But something is really wrong. Sam's in denial. Sam's dissociated from his own trauma. And Dean has to figure out how to bring home a brother who doesn't believe he was ever lost.

⚠️ CW: Severe CSA, kidnapping, 11 years of captivity, trauma recovery, dissociation | COMPLETE | 💔 Heavy angst | Protective Dean | Hurt Sam 💙 | Brothers' bond | Healing is messy

Part 1 of the Brothers, Man Series

Read on AO3

Sequel to Brothers, Man: Bringing Sam Home

Sam survived eleven years of hell. Now he has to learn how to live. At twenty-two, Sam Winchester is attempting his first real relationship—with Jess, a woman who doesn't know what he's survived.

The PTSD makes it hard. The years of sexual trauma make it damn near impossible. But Sam is *trying*. Dean, twenty-seven, finally has his baby brother back. But watching Sam struggle—watching him self-destruct in slow motion—is killing him. Especially when Dean finds himself unexpectedly drawn to Benny Lafitte, and has to figure out his own shit while keeping Sam alive.

The Winchester brothers learn what healthy love looks like. It's far messier than either of them expected.

⚠️ CW: PTSD, past severe CSA, self-destructive behavior, trauma recovery, sexual content in context of healing 📖 Multichapter WIP | Sam/Jess & Dean/Benny as secondary to brothers' bond 💙 Dual recovery arcs | Found family | Healing isn't linear 4

Part 2 of the Brothers, Man Series Read on AO3

Dean Winchester has seen everything as a fifteen-year veteran of the porn industry. Then Sam Campbell shows up—supposedly eighteen, cocky, and clearly running from something.

Dean recognizes the signs. He's seen this before. The kid holds dark secrets. Cue Protective Dean. As he tries to help Sam he quickly realizes that Sam doesn't want saving.

And neither of them expected to catch feelings.

Read on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/73197036/chapters/190759511

🔞 Unrelated Sam/Dean | Age Gap (35/18?) | Porn Industry AU

Why am I literally openly sobbing over Sam and his imaginary friend?!

Dean Winchester has seen everything as a fifteen-year veteran of the porn industry. Then Sam Campbell shows up—supposedly eighteen, cocky, and clearly running from something.

Dean recognizes the signs. He's seen this before. The kid holds dark secrets. Cue Protective Dean. As he tries to help Sam he quickly realizes that Sam doesn't want saving.

And neither of them expected to catch feelings.

Read on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/73197036/chapters/190759511

🔞 Unrelated Sam/Dean | Age Gap (35/18?) | Porn Industry AU

Okay, I can't believe I'm actually posting something like this, but I have been searching like crazy for three separate rumors I have read on here at one point over the last three years (though the rumors were from longer ago than that) about Jared and Jensen. Does anyone recall the following rumors? Does anyone know where I can find their sources (however unreliable-- I don't know if these are even true, I am just trying to find what I had read lol).

At a convention in 2011 (I think) in Germany (I think), during photo ops a fan asked Jared if she could kiss him on the mouth. He told her no. They did the op and as she was leaving she kissed him on the mouth! Jared was kind of stunned but said he was fine, though he was noticeably uncomfortable for the rest of the ops. When Jensen found out he left what he was doing (autos I think) to be with Jared.

At a convention, someone else I asked about this said they remembered it happening at JIB in 2019 but I don't know for sure, Jensen was laying down on the floor and a convention volunteer with a skirt on and no underpants stepped over his face purposefully flashing him! He sat up, stunned, very uncomfortable. Jared tried to lighten the mood by shouting after her, "Do me now, do me!" or something like that. He then took Jensen aside and rubbed his chest until Jensen calmed down.

One more. There was a rumor in the early days, where Jared and Jensen were at a party and Jared got sick. Jensen stayed with him in the bathroom and later they spent the rest of the party on the couch, with Jared laying down with his head in Jensen's lap while Jensen stroked his hair.

These are absolutely just rumors but I DID read them somewhere at some point and I thought it was on here. I'm not a tinhat (part of what I love about their affection and care for each other is precisely that I don't think they're romantically involved. It's so sweet and unique to see the physical closeness they have, while still being het men) but will probably tag this as tinhat because these are at least a little tinhat-y lol.

Okay, I can't believe I'm actually posting something like this, but I have been searching like crazy for three separate rumors I have read on here at one point over the last three years (though the rumors were from longer ago than that) about Jared and Jensen. Does anyone recall the following rumors? Does anyone know where I can find their sources (however unreliable-- I don't know if these are even true, I am just trying to find what I had read lol).

At a convention in 2011 (I think) in Germany (I think), during photo ops a fan asked Jared if she could kiss him on the mouth. He told her no. They did the op and as she was leaving she kissed him on the mouth! Jared was kind of stunned but said he was fine, though he was noticeably uncomfortable for the rest of the ops. When Jensen found out he left what he was doing (autos I think) to be with Jared.

At a convention, someone else I asked about this said they remembered it happening at JIB in 2019 but I don't know for sure, Jensen was laying down on the floor and a convention volunteer with a skirt on and no underpants stepped over his face purposefully flashing him! He sat up, stunned, very uncomfortable. Jared tried to lighten the mood by shouting after her, "Do me now, do me!" or something like that. He then took Jensen aside and rubbed his chest until Jensen calmed down.

One more. There was a rumor in the early days, where Jared and Jensen were at a party and Jared got sick. Jensen stayed with him in the bathroom and later they spent the rest of the party on the couch, with Jared laying down with his head in Jensen's lap while Jensen stroked his hair.

These are absolutely just rumors but I DID read them somewhere at some point and I thought it was on here. I'm not a tinhat (part of what I love about their affection and care for each other is precisely that I don't think they're romantically involved. It's so sweet and unique to see the physical closeness they have, while still being het men) but will probably tag this as tinhat because these are at least a little tinhat-y lol.