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@our-system-experience
Main Blog: @xaocchaos
Welcome to our system experience!
Here you can share the good and bad of being a system! All experiences are valid and we'd love to hear yours!
Rules!!
1. no fake claiming
2. no callouts
3. no bigotry
Inspired by: @our-queer-experience
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The wildest part about being a system and having known you are a system for a while (6+ years for us) HAS to be seeing people who are just figuring it out fall into holes that you've long left behind.
Like. Yeah. We also thought we needed to keep tabs on everyone to increase communication. In the end it became too unwieldy. Especially since DID evolves with what you experience all the time.
Microlabels are cool and I fully support anyone who uses them, but figuring out what to call every single structure in your system isn't for us anymore.
Another thing we notice is people who try their best to know who is fronting at all given times. A lot of that comes naturally to us nowadays, but it's also... OK not to know. Especially if you're not focusing on anything system related at the time.
I guess a lot of this boils down to, it's okay not to care. It's okay to go with the flow of things and figure out at your own pace. Identity is fluid, especially if you have a dissociative disorder. You don't HAVE to have everything figured out 100% of the time.
It's okay to take it slow. It's okay to not know. It's okay to just exist for a bit. It's okay to live and experience things beyond being a system.
To all the people who are just starting to comprehend this. You do not need to know and label exactly what is happening in your head all the time. Fuck, we sure don't. And we're happier for it.
It's okay to just be you.
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[text ID: "This innerworld is fucking massive and vivid and full of all kinds of shit."]
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hey, what are systems? I genuinly don't know what this blog is about, if it's a joke, serious, parody, alternative or whatever.
I guess it's linkes to queer people and questions but which?
No, this is not a parody or a joke, this account is very much serious
A system is when someone has multiple personalities in their mind, when someone is plural. The new term for these personalities is alters
For us this means we have Disassociative Identity Disorder. We've been diagnosed with this disorder for three years. If you have any further questions feel free to DM us!
what i feel like is lacking from conversations about plurality is how genuinely, fundamentally cool it is to be plural. doesnt it fascinate you how our brains can create entirely new selves, inner worlds, inner structures to keep itself afloat? doesnt it make you so curious? especially with regards to atypical plural experiences. i dont hate people for having entire systems full of fragments or fictives or subsystems. in fact, i find it wonderful, a miracle of the mind. you have a complicated inner world with unique lore? incredible, how did that develop? your entire system is full of fictives from the same source? thats amazing, hows that going? your system has entire layers on itself, with several systems running in tandem? wow, thats fascinating, how did you know? you believe you came from different worlds? tell me about them. please, tell me more about yourselves. id love to hear it. i do not fear the potential of the human brain.
to all the headmates who we aren't aware of yet or have formed and aren't aware they are in a system, we love you and we hope you are safe. even if you only ever front for 5 minutes, your existence has such value in it and you were created for a reason.
even if you have no name, no face, no anything...we still love you and you are just as much part of the system as any of us.
even in the absence of your memory, we will cherish you. even if we never become aware of you, your existence has mattered. you helped us. you got us through something. even if it was small.
thank you. you will always have a place here.
iâm so curious:
plurals/systems with nonhuman alters, do you identify as alterhuman in some way? therian, otherkin, otherhearted etc.
yes (collectively)
yes (some of us do)
no
unsure/questioning/nuance
results
Happy plural pride day everybody!!!! We hope you are all having the most amazing of days!
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sourced sysmates: do you look at your sources tag?
yes, in an ego-surfing way
yes, in a fandom way
yes, in both ways
yes, in a different way
no
nuance
not applicable
she's a fictional character to YOU. I know her personally
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(Image ID:) a blue, green, and white graphic titled âDepersonalization versus Derealization: Exploring the differences in two dissociative symptomsâ organized in two columns. The left hand column is titled âDepersonalizationâ with a stock icon of a head with a scribbled like for the brain. The right hand column is titled âDerealizationâ with a stock icon of a broken heart.
The statements in the âDepersonalizationâ column read: âI have trouble recognizing myself, including my reflection and aspects of my identity,â âI feel as though I donât exist, like Iâm invisible, or like someone besides me is controlling my body,â âI feel disconnected from thoughts, memories, and actions, and have a weak sense of identity,â and âI feel numb physically and emotionally when recalling my own past or painful events.â
The statements in the âDerealizationâ column read: âI have trouble recognizing my surroundings and environment,â âI feel as though the world around me doesnât exist, including places and people I interact with daily,â âI feel disconnected from reality and struggle to determine whatâs real and what isnât,â and âI feel numb to the world around me, and daily life seems foggy, unreal, and fake.â
Below these columns is the word âsources:â with the following links:
https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/dissociative-disorders/
https://www.isst-d.org/public-resources-home/fact-sheet-iv-what-are-the-dissociative-disorders/
https://www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-and-derealization-whats-the-difference/
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This infographic was made by us, Halberd (@dreamlandsystem). Feel free to save and share as much as youâd like. Program used: Canva. Image credits: Pixabay. This infographic explores our personal experiences with DPDR, with additional sources for further reading.
do you have non-human sysmates?
yes, all of us are
yes, most of us are
yes, half of us are
yes, few of us are
no, no non-human sysmates
nuance
not applicable
as a medically recognized UDD (stand-in for osdd + cptsd) system, i am urging systems that are seeking diagnosis to ask themselves what they have to gain and lose from receiving a diagnosis.
are there tangible benefits that you cannot access without the diagnosis? are you wanting validation? are you wanting answers? would having a diagnosis put you in danger of abuse? would having a diagnosis put you in a position to be discriminated against?
these are all hugely important questions to ask yourself when you are seeking diagnosis. my therapist and i have worked together and found that works for me is not having the diagnosis on paper. i am medically recognized as osdd/ddnos and have UDD put down as my diagnosis to stand in for cptsd.
if i had the diagnosis of did/osdd on my records, there is a chance i could lose access to my hrt. if i chose to foster/adopt in the future, i could lose access to that by having the diagnosis. if i wanted to emigrate to another country, having the diagnosis on my records could make me ineligible.
deciding whether or not you want to have a diagnosis is a completely personal choice, but simply having the diagnosis is not the best option for everyone. self diagnosis is valid. being medically recognized with no diagnosis is valid.
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shoutout to the systems with alters who are nothing more than their roles. shoutout to the alters who people never meet, never see, because they fulfill their role and leave. shoutout to the alters who can't feel any emotions other than emotions associated with their roles. shoutout to the alters who can't perform any tasks or actions outside of their role. shoutout to alters who recognize how little substance they have and are content and fine with it. shoutout to alters who don't even recognize themselves as part of a system because all they do is fulfill their roles. you do not have to be a fleshed out, fully conscious being to be real and matter.
Fuck yeah <3
You're a valued member of our system, no matter how developed or undeveloped you are
Do you have any advice on getting diagnosed?
This is a very difficult question tbh. We got very lucky with our care team, one of our therapists actually became a specialist because we were their patient!
Anyway, this is a tough question and we encourage anyone who wants to to add their two cents!
Our two cents is this
Be careful looking for a diagnosis, it can be dangerous and can limit certain opportunities. However, if you're lucky, it'll get you proper care. It's all about making the right choice for you
If a diagnosis is something you truly think will help you, by all means go for it. However, it'll be very difficult to achieve. We wish you the best of luck
