Oris☆

The Reversed Sun on tarot reading means unrealistic expectations, which is very relevant for a character whose only goal is to rewind time, by following an ancient tale...

Not much to say, I still love my OC Eon

Well in fact I do have much to say because I love yapping around

The reason why I created them in the first place is quite funny to me. I already posted a little about them but I have like 4 OCs on the pokemon universe that I created after finishing Z-A (Zayn was my trainer in the game, Xuan is a huge ref to Yakuza, Yeliz was made inspired by characters that matched my personal beauty standards, and Aspen was my gothic lolita ref because I love gothic fashion)

And then I created all their lore about a big underground conspiracy that all four would take down to get revenge about what they did to them or their families, but they would gradually realize that all this organization is far too big for a little group of nerds

Afterwards I watched the jojo parts I never watched (4-5-6) and wow I don't know why it took me so long to start, I'm not especially into animes but this is certainly an exception. I was so excited about the character designs that I really wanted to do something similar. So I started a sketch for an evil gender fluid navy that would take place on the same pokemon universe than my OCs, and would be their enemy. But this was a time were drawing exhausted me a lot so I just kept my sketch and never did a real ref

There is it ;

Very funny to see the difference with the actual design now hahaha

2 months later I discovered the album Ocean from Eloy and it made me crazy, especially the second song of the album, Incarnation of logo that I already shared in this account but I'm gonna share it one more time because I can do anything I want this is my account 😗

The part in the middle... Really feels like navigating on the sea so I dug up my sketch and made the whole ref. And I had to fight very hard my urge to name them Eloy for the music reference hahahhz

So it means basically that Eon is born from 3 obsessions, JJBA, the ocean and prog rock

Idk this is so funny to me, I know very well that I'll never lose my obsession for this OC because they're linked to a lot of things that I enjoy but this is very personal so I don't think I can really share all my excitement about them with anyone

It doesn't really matter to me anyway, I won't stop drawing them. It really did chase away my art block, I'm very happy to draw now and I think this is the most important thing overall

little late but I wanted to do something for April 30, as I missed the date last year 😔

Very tired these days, There are so many things I have to finish before May ends... And I'm also sick and sleep deprived. Doesn't really help lol.

I might take a quick break from socials and drawings until I feel better, I have a lot of Illustration ideas for Eon but they're huge, and I don't really have the luxury of taking the time to do that

Anyways, thanking the few people that enjoy my OC or my drawings, it's really heartwarming for me. Here's a tiny gif I made to relax a little

And personal music recommendation of the day

A little long, but worth it. So calming... I prefer the recorded version more than this live but as they only allow Spotify for all the music sharing 🪳🪳 This is the only one available on this platform. I don't use this shitty app sooo

The two versions really are different and interesting to hear. And really cool before going to bed instead of doomscrolling

Wanted to draw but didn't know what to do so I reached my playlist and then this music started....

My love for Eloy is undescribable, especially their album Ocean, probably one of the best I've heard. This one is the last music of the disk and every time I listen to it, this makes me feel so many different emotions... The urge to portray it by drawing is insane

Hell yeah I can post my own music here now

Did this one this morning to relax a little because my recent video project is entirely taking my mind 🥴 But for a "just relax" thing, I'm actually very fond of it

Eon's entire team !!

Swapped Gyarados for Huntail because I actually like Huntail more and Gyarados really is a pain to draw 😬 Samurott replaced Dondozo because I haven't really thought about what type of fish Dondozo is. Not a salt water one tho... Broke all my logic. And their ace is now a Wingull and not a Pelipper because Wingull is too cute to be evolved jihi

The music for this one 😽

I fucking love Genesis. And also had an horrendous day today. This combination birthed this drawing lmao

Here's the song that inspired me

I can still cry while listening to it, and that's actually impressive because I listened to it like a hundred billion times 😬

As a musician, composer and sound designer as a career I really fear AI. Even me, who literally dedicated my whole life to music since I was 3, I can't see the difference between AI song and real song anymore, and this is making me SICK.

I don't want to see my biggest passion turned into a profit thing. I want to hear real people with real emotions doing real things, I want to see them grow, and grow with their arts.

I don't want to listen to a generic thing made by a computer that learned about what bangs the most amongst the public, without any purpose but creating content for money. Money thoughts don't have their place in art. That's just turning feelings into an industry and I just hate to imagine a world like this.

oh my god I wanted to complain about the fact that I couldn't share music with my drawings but I actually can. This is fabulous

I'm a massive prog rock fan, of Eloy and Genesis in particular, and this song here ↑ is the reason my OC Eon came to life hahaha

I wanted to portray what I feel while listening to it. Especially the part starting at 3:27 that drives me crazy all the time...

Things I made Saturday with Eon because I had time heehee 🐟🐟🐟🐟

First one is my first attempt to do an animated gif with 3 frames. Very proud of how it went, I'll probably do more gifs because that was actually very simple

Second one is my first attempt to do pixelart, I did take DPP sprites as ref and I also did struggle A LOT while doing it

Third is a mystery dungeon AU, they'd be a Quaxly probably, because this pokemon suits them a lot

Fourth is an attempt to do an official artwork style but I suck at it, should redo later

Lasts one are stupid shit I made while talking to friends on call hahaha

Returning from the dead to post more Eon because I have the right to 🐟

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I love fishes 🐟

And I can't name all of the species I drew on tags so here's the full list :

Arrokuda, Chinchou, Frillish, Tynamo, Huntail, Veluza, Finneon, Milotic, Qwilfish, Wishiwashi, Mantine, Mantyke, Pyukumuku, Remoraid, Finizen, Sharpedo, Luvdisc, Bruxish, Gorebyss, Alomomola, Kyogre (that's 21 fish mons)

This app is proving itself more and more shitty. There are only one or two real persons that really interacted with me, and I'm really glad they did because this made me super happy, but overall I have much more spam notifs than really good surprises.

And 3 likes when I don't do a trend or a fanart of a big company like Metal Gear.

I don't get it, really. I don't think my drawings are that bad, I use # even if I hate doing so, I'm very much active even if I'm so busy that I feel like I'm gonna pass out from exhaust at any time

And I have this exact same visibility problem EVERYWHERE

On Instagram, Twitter, Discord, Tiktok, ToyHouse, Vgen, Bluesky, Webtoon, and now Tumblr, I'm automatically skipped.

Even for my music and sounds, that is literally my JOB. The fuck I do wrong ?

I'm tired of running after people for nothing. And at the same time, it's fucking useless to do art if this is meant for no one to see. I'm here to share things with people, interact, find people like me, who like the same things. And what do I get ? Nothing but scammers and spam. And disgust for my own things because I never got a chance to be valued. Not a single time.

I know this enormous post can be a lot Attention Whore style but I'm actually really sad about all that. I'm on social media since 2019 now, this will be 7 years of struggling to get a place, trying to belong somewhere and failing without even knowing why. Art is my entire life, I put every second I have into creation, and I don't even want anything in return. I just want to share it with people, that's all. But that's too much to ask it seems.