Ordinary Joy

*talks to boy once* ok theres no reason to tell my friends and get them all excited it was just a conversation

@lumos-vs-nox   This is referred to as “mild suicidal ideation“ or the desire for suicide without substantial action behind it. It often happens when someone deals with prolonged mental health issues and suicidality at a young age. When you’re young, we go through a period where our neural pathways completely rearrange- the things that happen to us at that time will influence these changes. In a way, suicidal ideation becomes an ingrained coping mechanism. A sort of “well at least suicide is always there for me”. Your brain is part-muscle, it remembers things, it learns, it’s super great at adapting, this is just a reflex. It doesn’t mean you are weak, it doesn’t mean you aren’t in recovery.

this is so important SO IMPORTANT

You can’t just make me different and then leave.

Wow, I had no idea Satan was so knowledgeable and generous with his time.

Amusingly, among the Western European demon-conjuring cults of the 16th Century, many demons were greatly valued for their skill as teachers, often to the point that grimoires would place greater emphasis on the subjects each demon was qualified to teach than on their supernatural powers.

“Aw, man - I got Professor Lionwheel. I hear if you fail his exams, he eats your legs.”

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