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I actually never knew how nice it is to just write. Like I do journal every once in a while but like writing on tumblr is fun for some reason. And it helps me get stuff off my mind! Like maybe two or three people will read this but idrc yk???

it’s like I’m making an actual mark, evidence of my existence……….. holy philosophical but anyways.

I wasn’t really planning on posting anything at first cause while I used to love writing, school really drop kicked my motivation to the ground 😾😾

But like after I posted once, I kinda got hooked idkkkk……………………… I really like the ‘.’ Period. Pyramid

Today is the seventh day of playing neverness to everness. It is absolutely PEAK. Not a soul I wouldn’t recommend it to unless I hate you to the very core and like I mean HATE. Like balding, face sagging politicians. cartoon villain type shit

the characters are sooo expressive and I genuinely cannot get bored!! Maybe this is the honeymoon period but idccccccccccc 😼😼

btw if you join rn, you can get this free box in the mail which gives you a free five star of your choice… I got baicang cause he looked cool asf 😮‍💨

this is not baicang but he IS the bane of my existence even tho idk what that really means. His name is Adler and after reading this and playing the game and falling in love with him (second place tho cause I’m his number one lover), GO WRITE FANFICS PLEASEEE…….

This is baicang. He reminds me of Childe. I also wonder for his forehead. I have him working to the bone in my cafe.

GUYS YOU GET TO STEAL CARS AND GET DRUNK AND GO TO PRISON. If that’s not a win then idk what is.

the music is also like the peakest shit you’ll ever hear. No matter what soundtrack I listen to, I’m obsesseddddddddddddd 😍😍😍😍

There’s an aspect of gameplay for everyone!!!!!!!! So go play and come back to me with fanfics.

TAYGEDO FOR LIFEEEEEEEEE

I really wanted to share this with the class.

So when I was a kid, throughout elementary and middle school, I would have these small panic attacks. I’m not sure if panic attack is actually the best way to describe it but I’d suddenly find it hard to breathe and genuinely start choking at times…. 😬😬

But anyways…. whenever I felt it coming on, I’d head to the washroom and just take deep breathes standing inside a stall. My teachers had no problem, they even encouraged it :D

However this one day in middle school, I was in the washroom taking a breather. I had just started feeling some what okay to get back to class when I hear behind me….. MOANING. Like sex moaning. Heres the positioning drawn horribly on my notes app btw :

They were RIGHT BEHIND ME. (Yes those weird squares are stalls) Separated by a thin, thin wall. And I knew it wasn’t like a girl sneaking into their washroom xause I heard them whimper eachothers names…… Jacob…… Mike…….mmmph…... it was disgusting and I was abt to run out of that bathroom but then I heard two pairs of footsteps come into the girls washroom, they were both obviously trying to be quiet and I could hear them both get into one stall.

Now a lot of girls at my school would do that, only to sneak out their phones and do dumb stuff like gossip about the new boy idk wtf. But they WILL notice if they hear you and WILL check to see who you are which I did NOT want happening. So I stayed as quiet as possible and soon realized there wasn’t just two people moaning BUT FOUR. And newest two came from the direction of the two girls. Yes they were both girls, I could hear them giggling. i stood there for a good minute before RUNNING out of the washroom. I did check for feet under the stalls and there were definitely two.. very close tg…

I didn’t even wash my hands, I went to the far washroom to do that.

Yaoi AND Yuri at the same time brah.

nicknames!

nickname 1 which is more preferable ig is Ray. Because my friends call me a RAY OF SUNSHINE☀️☀️ specifically my friends who don’t know me irl think I’m a sweetie pie who can do no wrong and be no freaky….. they’re like really wrong, I’m just shy asf irl. But anyways I’m like the Juntae of every friend group.

nickname 2!!!! Nok.

It’s cause my friends and I would call often and idk do shit and my siblings would always barge into my room for no good reason. So I’d yell at them to atleast knock first xause bro I could’ve been changing or doing smth important….. bsfr 😾

it occurred a lot and my friends started calling me knock girl which turned into knock which someone took the creative liberty of turning into Nok.

ok so be so so so so so fr. like brutally honest.

does brah like me or maybe maybe maybe fractionally my bsf.

or think of me as just friends and I’m overthinking this because this is the first time I genuinely feel connected to someone like that…………

the three of us (me, my bsf, him) had the same class tg. we lwk kind of hit it off. me and him specifically, my bsf would talk to him sometimes js about the current project but barely. me and him tho….. abt everything in existence, comics, movies, shows, games, manga, you name it brah.

see unlike my bsf, I’m not all that fine shyt (or this is face blindness or smth but 🤷‍♀️) like I have potential but I have NOT tapped into that. Mid fine shyt at best. I mean this may or may not be insecurity speaking cause S (thats what I call bro btw) doesn’t seem like the type to care but also not to be rude but men (and women but in this case men) in this era………… like sometimes you genuinely gotta worry abt if bro is asking you out cause of a bet or bc he actually want you.

we had another few classes tg but it was only me and him. we didn’t talk as much tho (this is what made me feel more insecure ig??) and I like to comfort myself saying that the class with me, my bsf, and him was a hands on workshop class where you can basically yap whenever and the next few were the long lecture types. Like we talked after class, or before sometimes. Or he’d knock on my desk passing by. Or he’d compliment my projects. but just very very small. huge radio diff

so I lwk cant help but wonder if he likes my bsf and started talking to me to get closer….. does this sound elementary?? idk I just really like him and this is the first time I’ve actually felt that sort of chemistry(?) with someone.

he would come up to me and drop candy in my hands sometimes or suddenly pop up behind me to yap abt the peak ass cultured shit i would read……….. scary fr but that is one seasoned man lmaoao

also js for the record, because we have had many classes tg, I have observed that he doesn’t speak to other girls……. Like for school sure but only when necessary…………..

Someone help cause im goinf cray cray todayyy and tmrwwwww and yesterdayyyyyy

it’s lwk for me for the future so I can reread shit isjsisjsissjjsjsnsismw

FUTURE ME!!⚠️⚠️ remember to read the tags, more lore in there…. not these tags on this specific post tho. just saving you the pain. 🫶🫶

Also like don’t dehydrate cause I need that hydration shit

and get rich cause I wanna buy more clothes

rizz up the nerdy engineering chinese boy fr……. teeth rotting nerd fluff 😼

PLEASE DONT COME BACK WITH BAD NEWS AND BE LIKE “SHIII S ACTUALLY LIKED OUR BSF AND ONLY TALKED W US CAUSE WE LWK TWINS AND HAVE SM COMMON INTERESTS…….”

like I will genuinely never give my heart to another.

idk how this became a time capsule but nice!!!

okay so he would come up to us (which was NOT convenient btw??? you’ll only know if you’re me so if you’re not me, don’t ask xause i dont wann explain) and give us candy.

also bc our backs should have been turned to eachother, he was probably staring at us a lot. or bsf but let’s be optimistic even tho she finer shyt than us (HAVE A GLOW UP FOR WE???)

anyways i theorize that he was staring at us (please) because it’s not like convenient to see what I was doing (reading comics, drawing, etc) or hear what I was talking about (because of the distance) unless you really really focused on me or genuinely turned 180 degrees to stare into my being. But he constantly knew what I was talking abt and would come up to me when he noticed me indulging in smth we have in common…. I don’t even talk loud btw………………..

wait im probably gonna make a post asking ppl if they think he like me back

it’s been two weeks since me and him last texted and I’m so sadddddd

should I be the dominant one and text first

that feels so cringe I hate myself

he lwk not fine shyt tbh like I don’t think any of my friends would look at him and think “ouuuuuuu” but it’s ok cause he’s my fine shyt nerdy glasses huzz 🥹🥹

gosh im so whipped

let’s not even

whataatatatat

har har har har har har har har har har har

my legs are sore asf

how y’all do this

had to do some gahmsamnida smth

the instructor guy idk showed us how to do this one kick and i was like holy fuck cause how the fuck does a kick sound like a gunshot wtf

and then all the black belts started kicking and it sounded like some mafia shootout

fun tho

there was this like fourty year old man student

good for him, workout, up that confidence,

my legs are GENUINELY so sore i could dieeeee

actually not that bad, i’ve felt worse

read viral hit/how to fight fr tho

shit so peak you start learning self defense

and dont be dumb and ask like ‘who dat???’ let’s not be illiterate unseasoned fools and read To Not Die!!!!!!!!!!!

It was filled with so so so much misogynistic and hateful stuff against women! Things I don’t even feel comfortable relaying here. I blocked and reported him cause ouuuuuu shiiiiii…………. please be safe on the internet! It is not a trend to dox yourself or post nudes or wtv. It’s not cool. It’s not hot. You’re very literally endangering yourself. If you have the urge to do so, please seek help from a trusted adult (adult!) or professional. And if someone is pressuring you into such acts, once again, please seek help from a trusted adult and depending on how serious the bad actors word and actions, report them to the police.

and if you think it’s alr to say all these DISGUSTING things against women or just other people in general, please please please get help. That is horrid behaviour and not acceptable in any way or form. Educate yourself.

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Two nerds dating so they both lwk take a break to leave their glasses somewhere safe (us) 😼😼