#abuzd

you have the kindest soul!!!! and your style and vibes are so cool too!!! I'm so lucky to have you as a mutual + buddy, you're so sweet ;w;

of course!!!! <3 puts you in a fun safe and appropriate environment

**thoughts

SOOOOO REAL ACTUALLY this is actually my theory because i have such a wild list of medical problems and nothing seems to make it better and it's worsened with trauma so.... my rheumatologist works at nasa 5 days a week "FOR FUN" but he cannot figure me out and he'll call me WHILE AT NASA like "soooo i asked my colleagues about you.... and they're stumped." i joke a lot about it irl because i have a very bitter sense of humor but idkkk.... the trauma may have legitimately done all this shit to me lmfao but it's also like. one of those things you can't open up to a doctor about either. because yenno. you live in the home that skinned you alive and the one with the carving knife is sitting right with you in that doctor's office. so LOL i have something called schrodinger's mcas which is like, a highly reactive syndrome where in my case at least ANYTHING can set me off. so if i get too excited or too upset i'll get hives + i can literally start bleeding about it. it really is like anything outside of the norm throws my body into overdrive. trauma takes so much away and makes you feel like you can't be or do anything without it. i completely completely understand and similarly i am 100% here if you ever wanna vent or have any questions TYSM 💜💜💜💜 you are such a sweet gentle soul skdfkd i deeply appreciate the concern <3 i absolutely promise i'm okay though :) i'm sending little angels to gently kiss your forehead and keep you safe too 💜💜💜 i genuinely wish you sweet and gentle rest. you deserve it.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! always and forever 🥹🤍 you’re always on my mind, always in my heart 🫶🏻

O HELL LOL yes we would love to cloud watch with y'all! I miss playing in the grass 🥹