Life is to live and make your story, mental health can be pushed aside, substance abuse and addictions are temporary as much as life is. Defeat demons and you can make anything happen. Just know you aren't alone whatever you went thru, abuse bullying or whatever. Find an art a meaning to help others. People need someone anyone. That's why I went to raves went into psychedelics. Bring people together and break the ego and talk about life and deep shit. I remember the craziest condos. It don't even have time involve getting high. Sober convos they are even there. Like I've met some cool people and met som shiesty people. I've Breen thru the shit and I've been up. Living is a roller coaster, these days even death don't faze me I just find myself wrecked like a train hitting a big Ole thang on the track. Derailed but not permanently. Ima rise from mine. Ima share my stories thru music