I think you just gotta let go of the mentality that being alone is such a bad thing, like I used to be exactly the same and I felt uncomfortable everywhere I went if I didnāt have someone else with me. But then I realized like, a lot of the time, I enjoyed myself at least a good 60% better when I was more focused on what I wanted to do, or see, with some music I liked on, than when I was stuck having to worry about keeping up a conversation, or matching the pace of the person I was with; shit like that. I was that kid too, though, if that helps at all. I donāt like the word fans either, to be honest? It makes me feel like I think Iām a lot cooler than I actually am, like fuck that. I donāt have fans, I just haveā¦ supporters, and like you said, friends, which I still think is the cutest fucking way to think of them. Thatās the best part about making any kind of videos I think, that whole feeling of like, sharing something you know, love or have experienced. It gives us this ability to I guess, sorta pass on or teach them what weāve learned or seen without them having to be there for it themselves, no matter what kind of channel people have. And now we can show them all the cool stuff weāve been up to on the tour, and they can like, be part of it too even if they canāt actually be here for it, and that in my opinion is pretty dope. My thing was nail biting, I bit my nails a lot ācause it was a pretty decent distraction, gave me an excuse to look down, andā¦ I also chew my bottom lip when Iām nervous or anxious, which is actually an awful fucking habit that Iāve never been able to drop. Just ācause it doesnāt happen often enough for me to catch it anymore, I hardly notice when I start doing it and by the time I do, the damage is done. Mojojojo? Are you talking about him, the tiny dude with the white boots and the cape? I donāt remember what the Satan dude in drag was called, but I think Mojojojo was the monkey man. But like, even non-cartoons have some pretty sick shit going on in them, like the fucking Avengers? All the Marvel movies, pretty much? I think just having powers in general would be so rad. Why would you want to be like me, Jesus fucking Christ, all I do is curse, play with my hair and spill coffee on myself. Like, I got loads of bullshit wisdom I could pass onto if you wanted me to, but Iām probably not the best person to look up to, Iām telling you now. The only thing Iāve seen about fountains of immortality or whatever other forms this epic life-water flows in, is from The Sims, and I havenāt played it in a while, but Iām pretty sure the results werenāt good. Wouldnāt you get bored after a while, anyway? Like, probably not a long while, ācause the world is huge and thereās tons you could do and see if you were immortal, but likeā¦ years down the road, when youāve done everything and you no longer have a purpose, would you really not want to be able to die? Even then? Like, weāre given a limited time for the sake of filling it with as much as we can, for ensuring we know to focus on what matters, to keep us on track with our hopes and dreams, cheesy shit like that. If you had no time-limit, and no sense of danger, or fear or anything, donāt you think the things you do day-to-day, and even the bigger shit, would lose meaning? The idea of dying does terrify me, thereās tons I still wanna do and whatever, but like, being able to challenge death and keep saying like, āno, not todayā every single day is pretty cool. I think the best way to conquer the fear of dying is just to shove life in itās face whenever possible, like nah, youāre not taking me until Iām good for it.
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