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Perhaps I am a slow writer. Perhaps I do suffer from writer's block sometimes. Perhaps I try to write too many stories at once. Or perhaps I don't write at all right now. Perhaps... what was my point again?
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I know you arent doing requests rn cuz of the horrortober(which have all been totally great so far^^) but im a lil worried iāll forget if i dont do this now sorryš
anyway going off the idea of yan turtles with the wolf in sheepās clothing reader what about them with a sheep in wolfās clothing someone that puts up a tough facade but is actually pretty sweet deep down
ROTTMNT Yan Headcanons(Sheep in Wolf's Clothing)
A/N, not important: Guys I'm so sorry I was busy. I know I keep saying this, but this time I've actually started a schedule to write more. Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.
-Ollie
CW: Kidnapping, controlling behavior, infantilization of reader(Raph mostly), murder, dark themes consistent of a yandere work
Words: 855
Summary: It's hard to keep up a mask when your entire world changes.
Michelangelo:
Mikey was infatuated with you from the beginning.
Hearing about you from April and how you were some big, toughie who could take on anything excited him, especially when he finally saw you for himself. Mikey created this perfect image in his head of what you were as a person, so seeing your confidence in action put him over the edge. He loved your confidence, your ego, how you carried yourself around others.
Mikey had stars in his eyes when he finally brought you home. His room was covered in different depictions of you, highlighting his vision of you to a disturbing degree. He didnāt see how much it scared you. Mikey doesnāt notice the fear in your eyes or the tremble in your voice as you try to keep up the facade he was constantly praising.
Mikey doesnāt notice until you finally crumble.
His initial reaction is to be hurt. He doesnāt like that you hid yourself from him, that you kept pushing yourself to be what youāre not. Donāt you know how stressful that is?
Mikeyās delusions intensify as he slowly convinces himself that youāve changed for him, that your sweeter side came out because of how much you love him.
It doesnāt change much for him in the long run. Strong or sweet, youāre still by his side.
Donatello:
Donatello found you intriguing upon first meeting you. He had looked into your background and hadnāt found anything that special. No formal training, never been in a fight, and always backed down when things actually started to get heated. Donnie liked you. A lot.Ā
But he thought you were no more than a coward who needed his help. Help he was so gracious to offer. Since your showboating would obviously end up causing problems for you in the long run.
But thatās okay. Donnie could fix your attitude problems right up!
As he spends time with you, he notices itās a lot easier to ātrainā you than he thought. Youāre quieter, easier to talk to. A complete 180o from the tough-guy persona he had originally thought heād have to deal with.
Donnie gloats over your switchup, pleased that he had gotten you to soften up so soon. His ego spikes as he comes to the conclusion that you must have willingly changed for him. That you were acting like this because you wanted to be sweet for him. After all, what would you need to act strong for when Donnie was here to take care of your every waking need?
Raphael:
Raph is delighted upon meeting you. Youāre like him! You get him on every level and arenāt afraid to back down. Sure, youāre still human so he has to heavy lifting to keep you safe. But he loves your fighting spirit. Itās so much fun to watch you try and pretend you donāt need Raph for everything.
When he finally brings you home, your change in attitude worries him. Youāve never been soft like this before. Never looked like you were lost. Raph grows more clingy with every sweeter side you show. He canāt help but keep you close.Ā
It takes Raph a while to figure out you were putting on an act. Heās upset as he realizes that heād never really get to experience your fun strongman persona the same way again. Anytime youād harden again, Raph would see through it. Youāre truly just something that needs his help.
Youād get babied to the fullest extent. He wouldnāt trust any confidence youād show him, settled into the belief that youāre nothing more than a softie pretending to be something else. Raph doesnāt mind, of course. He loves taking care of you.
Heāll make sure to keep a close eye on you so you canāt go tricking him like that again.
Leonardo:
Leo loves your fire. Heād spend hours listening to you talk as confidence oozes from your very being. It amuses him that you think he canāt notice itās all an act.
Leo realizes from the very beginning youāre not being truthful with what you put out. He sees the hesitation when others test you, your panic when Leo jokes about it. He loves it all.Ā
He canāt help but try and scare you to see you flinch, knowing you were hiding something under the tough exterior you fabricated around yourself.
It doesnāt take long for him to finally crack through. Sure, killing your friends was a dirty trick, but in his defense it worked! All you had to do was stand up to him and heād have stopped. Honest. Itās not his fault your fists canāt match your mouth.
Taking you home afterwards is all the more satisfying. He can see how easily you give in now. Itās like youāre not even trying as you bend at his every whim.
Leo misses the fire though. While having you sullen and soft is nice, part of him craves when youād snap back. Then again, heād hate for you to start to get any bold ideas. Heād hate to have to find another of your friends to keep you in line.
Agh I don't have a reaction image that conveys my emotion. Instead, just imagine me waving aggressively at you. Maybe followed by running towards you at an incredible speed.
I missed you, I'm glad to see you're doing well :D
Its several days later but did I mention My Adventures with Superman in my weird recommendations ramble? Its a good show with solid characterization (The Lex Luthor and Slade designs are a bit insane but generally I like the artstyle) I think I forgot to mention it originally-š°
OOO! I've heard of this one, I'll definitely check it out.
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As for recommendations, I donāt watch a ton of tv but I think The Batman (2022) was pretty good even if Iām a bit iffy on the riddler characterization (you cant really expect comic character to be all that consistent), Batman: The Animated Series, has good Batman characterization, Iāve heard Batman: The Brave and the Bold is pretty true to the comics and has non Batman DC guys but I havenāt seen it myself, the 70s Batman show is similar to the 80s TMNT and honestly, I really enjoy it, doesnāt take itself seriously but worth a watch.
As for comics, theyāre harder to get into but I do recomend reading them, they can be pricey but if you have an ad blocker Iād just pirate them if you donāt mind reading stuff digitally I would recommend doing it on computer though, itās not great on phone.
Anyway, Batman and Robin Year One is good from what Iāve read, currently ongoing, I believe, justice(98) is my favorite superhero team of all time and they donāt have any(good) animated appearances, the current Absolute comics are so good, I havenāt super kept up but theyāre a bit like the ROTTMNT of DC, alternate universes where stuff changes, Batman is working class, Wonder Woman was raised in hell, and Krypton blew up when Superman was a teenager, so but overall changes but they all keep their cores, Superman Birthright is a standard good superman comic, and as for Marvel, you should real The Unbelievable Gwenpool, I am in no way biased when i say this.
I tend to read a lot of miniseries/solos, so I donāt have a ton of general comic runs but you can always look up ā(character) reading listā theres people on reddit and stuff that have good ones.-š°
Nah, you're fine. I talk a lot too. I actually like long asks, they just take a while for me to get to because I have to answer them on my computer.
Thank you sm for your recommendations, I think I'll def check out Batman: The Animated series(and the rest, but this one interests me, I've been meaning to watch it for a while). As for comics, I want to get into them, but the sheer amount and different lines and such intimidate me lol. I'll work up to it eventually. I've heard really good thinks about the Absolute comics, so I'll probably start there.
for Marvel, I'm actually going back and watching the Ultimate Spiderman series. I haven't seen it before, but I like Spider-Man and I've seen a lot of little clips, so it's caught my interest. Lets see if I finish it though.
Thank you sm! Sorry it took so long for me to get to, I've been super busy and closed all my tabs in tumblr to make myself focus on life. I really appreciate the recommendations and hopefully I can even start writing for DC one day. Maybe.
Glad to hear youāve been doing good!! Iāve been really superhero pilled lately actually, whos your favorite invincible character? Any specific parts of dc and if its batman whos your favorite robin (mineās Tim, Iām partial to nerds with bo staffs it seems) and same question to marvel but I honestly donāt know much about that outside of a couple specific characters. Also comics or just like cartoons? Iām asking a lot sorry Iāll try not to flood your inbox eek I just mega love superheros (įµ Ā“į`) -š°
my favorite in Invincible is Cecil, DC Tim Drake or Roy Harper, Marvel Spiderman or Iron Man.
For Marvel and Invincible I mostly like their cartoons/movies, though I haven't seen a whole lot of the newer MCU stuff. Like, anything after endgame. Or any of the shows. But I like the Iron Man movies, and the first 2 spidermans. I have a bunch of old Marvel comics, but I need to go through them again.
For DC, I have seen nothing but about 2 episodes of the Batman(2005) and then the platform I was watching it on took it and just about every other DC cartoon Off. So, any recommendations? Idk.
Feel free to flood my inbox lol, I miss this. I was kinda worried that when I came back, no one would remember me since I was gone for so long.
Yo my timing goes absolutely wacky checking up on your account the day after you uploaded something. Howāve you been ?? Glad to see youāre back to writing ( ˶ĖįĖ˵ ) any other big interests since youāve last been active? -š°
I've been good! Life has changed a lot since I took a break from my writing. I've lost almost 11 pounds so far(on track to lose 30 by January) and I got promoted at work.
I'm still planning on mostly writing for TMNT and Transformers(and whatever other requests I get), but I've been really into Invincible, Marvel, and DC lately lol.
Thank you for sending in an ask, I've missed you all so much.
Hi Iāve been following your blog for awhile now , and Iām in love with your writing , love how you the wrote the characters
Would it be alright to request a Rottmnt yandere fic where Leo falls for his human friend, only for Leo to get jealous when reader starts hanging out with there other human friends
He got jealous enough to try and mutant the reader into a bunny/rabbit please
Reader found out Leo did this to them and runs off , a chase scene happens and reader gets captured by him please š
Bunny Blue(Yandere ROTTMNT Leonardo x Reader)
A/N, not important: I know you asked for a fic, but I knew with how bad I struggled with writing this the only way it was coming out was through headcanons. Sorry it's so short and poorly constructed. Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.
-Ollie
CW: Kidnapping, yandere themes, dark themes, forced mutation(technically)
Words: 454
Summary: Headcanons on how Leo mutates reader for his own benefit.
When you had first met Leo, he was hooked. He wanted to know everything about you. He took the time to know your hobbies and interests and wrote down everything he thought might be helpful. His world revolves around you.
Heās able to quickly cement himself as your best friend while he slowly curates a plan to keep you by his side forever. Heās always checking in on you, portaling to your side whenever you take a moment too long to respond to his needy texts. He keeps tabs on you without your knowledge, growing angrier and angrier as your friend group starts to grow and you hang outs with Leo become less frequent.
Heād hated the fact you shot down plans with him to be with other friends instead. He thought it wasnāt fair, that you were being selfish by going after people that werenāt him. He didnāt understand how you couldnāt see they werenāt good for you. That they would drop you as soon as it suited them.
Despite his growing warnings and attempts to pull you back to his side, you continued to blow him off for the new friends you were making. Leo felt stuck, determined to prove your friends werenāt good enough for you.
It wasnāt too hard to eventually hunt down an oozesquito and push it your way, watching carefully from atop some buildings to make sure nothing went too wrong. His heart swelled as the oozesquito drew near you, fighting his instincts to pull you away. You needed this, to see how quickly they would run the moment you changed.
They all ran as your transformation happened, their screams filling the streets while you were left alone and in pain. Leo knew it would happen, but seeing them abandon you still caused his anger to boil over.
He makes a mental note to hunt them down later, jumping down to help you first. The fur growing from your new skin was soft, solidifying his decision this being the right choice. It was like the mutation made you for him, your silky fur contrasting his rough scales.
He brings you down to the lair, ignoring his brotherās questions and your panicked state. He didnāt mean to let it slip that he let it happen, but your tears managed to get it out of him during his attempts to soothe you.
All it took was him leaving you alone for a second before you bolted, your new form increasing your speed tenfold. It didnāt matter in the end, though. Heās been training for years, and his portals gave him the edge.
He brings you back home, finally able to keep you where you belong. Youād learn to understand soon.
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How do the turtles react to the reader's long-held lie (e.g. she was a foot clan soldier.....take your pick) will they forgive her...or will they hold a grudge and break up with her
(if this violates your guidelines...leave it)
Liar Liar(TMNT 2012 x Reader)
A/N, not important: I'm backš. Sorry for the huge leave and for the clunky writing. I'm trying to find my footing once more after not touching a keyboard for about 7 months. Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.
-Ollie
CW: Betrayal, lack of trust
Words: 998
Summary: How the 2012 turtles react to the reader being an ex-foot soldier
Leonardo
Leoās initial reaction is strong. Heās betrayed and unbelieving, especially after knowing you for so long. Youāve seen everything theyāve been through, fought with them when battles got tough, and even helped patch everyone up multiple times. He feels a bit dumb after looking back over the time youāve spent with them. You always seemed to know the Foot Clanās moves and how they acted. When training, you were able to show them counters to the Footās moves. Sure, you always seemed to have an excuse, but now it was all making sense.
He ignores you for a while. He spends his time working though the news by meditating and training. He wants to forgive you, but feels itāll be swept over if he rushes in too soon again. Heās hurt by the betrayal and the lack of trust youāve shown by not telling him.
Heāll eventually come around again, almost out of the blue. Heāll acknowledge it by having you train with him more and having you tell them everything you know about the Foot, but wonāt hold it over you. He understands why you didnāt say anything, even if he wishes you did.
However, while he seems to forgive you, heāll continue looking into your past. He double checks everything you say. He canāt tell when youāre lying or not anymore, not after deceiving him and his family for so long. Youāve lost his trust and will have to work twice as hard to gain it back.
Raphael
Heās furious. So furious his brothers have to initially hold him back from doing something rash. He canāt help but feel deceived. He doesnāt trust anything youāve ever said, completely convinced youāre still working with the Foot Clan.
Heās incredibly short and rude with you for a long time, shutting himself up in his room anytime youāre over at the lair. Heāll insult you to your face whenever he does end up in the same room as you. He doesnāt want to give you any inkling of hope that heās okay with your years of lying. If you train with them and end up going against him, heāll just use it as an excuse to beat you up a bit. Heās a lot more erratic on missions as well, his anger flaring up even faster than before.
His brothers eventually drag him over so you can actually talk to him. While the conversation is more yelling on his part, he eventually starts to simmer down. Still, heās not the same as he was with you by any means. He refuses to let you back in that easily. That doesnāt mean he wonāt let you work for it, though. Heāll let you start to pick back up the pieces of your relationship and start anew, making sure thereās no secrets this time.
Itāll take him a long time for him to let it go and start trusting you again, but in the end, he doesnāt want to lose you.
Donatello
Pretty similar to Raph in the beginning. He lashes out, openly questions and mocks your entire relationship in the heat of the moment. Heāll accuse you of still working with them, of being a spy and a traitor. Then, heāll lock himself in his lab and try to focus on anything that isnāt you.
He doesnāt want to face the new reality of you not being what you said you were. He canāt help but replay your entire relationship in his head, dissecting every memory to try and figure out where you were genuineāor if you ever were.
He deliberately ignores you for a long time unless itās something that was critical to talk to you about. When he does talk to you, itās a lot more petty. Everything out of his mouth is sarcastic or borderline an insult.
His feeling of betrayal festers with him for a long while, up until heās finally able to actually talk to you(i.e., interrogate you). Heāll finally let you speak and give him the reassurances heās been needing this entire time. Heāll especially be ecstatic when he realizes how much information about the Foot Clan they can really get from you now.
Like with the rest of them, heās not able to just let your lies wash away immediately. Heāll be a lot more suspicious of the things you do and what youāre planning. He doesnāt want anything like this to happen again.
Michelangelo
Mikeyās a bit more care-free with it. He doesnāt believe you at first and treats it like a joke. Not because heās stupid, or because heās not listening, but because he doesnāt want to believe it. Youāre his best friend, the first person heās ever felt this safe around. You coming out with this secret just breaks his perfect image of you.
He immediately tells everyone. He wants to make sure everyone else is aware, regardless of whether you claim youāve already told them or not. That, and he canāt keep anything to himself to save his life.
Unlike the others, he still trusts you. Sure, not as much as before, heās your ride or die until the end. Heāll fight his brothers on letting you stay and be your advocate while you work on fixing the trust with the rest of his family. He doesnāt care how long you hid it, or whether you quit the clan yesterday or 5 years ago. Youāre still his best friend and partner.
Heāll end up being a bit clingier with you as a result though. While he still trusts you, there are still problems that arise within the relationship as a result. Youāve lied to him. Mikey doesnāt like it when people lie to him. Heāll be a lot more aware of what youāre doing, and try to keep track of the things you say and any excuses you give. He doesnāt want to catch you in another lie, of course. He just wants to be safe.