tcc :(

hii

so i decided to create a blog as an outlet i guess? for the emotional rollercoaster which is having a tc :///

he’s A (M) , he’s 10 years older and my history teacher :)

EYE CONTACT

“accidental” touching when he hands you something or when he scoots past your chair

having a genuine conversation with him

when he starts rambling about something he’s passionate about

when he dismisses that one student’s calls for attention when he’s talking to you Oh mY GOD

when he rolls up the sleeves of his dress shirt and you just die on the spot

when he makes EYE CONTACT with you when he’s rolling up the sleeves of his dress shirt and you combust on the spot. 

when he’s like reading over your shoulder and he’s so close that you forget how to breathe

when he randomly stops to talk to you in the hallways about something random and you’re just enjoying his presence

when he gives you reassurance or validation and you get all warm and fuzzy inside

seeing him do something cute when he thinks no one’s watching 

seeing him in that outfit

when he takes an interest in your life and wellbeing lol

when you’re at home and just re-living the moments and you do the real big happy grin because he’s so cute

Being excited for his class all morning, then walking into the classroom and having a sub 

Getting excited to have class with him and he ignores you the whole lesson :)

when he doesn’t email you back lol

when he DOES email you back but doesn’t match your level of sass like he usually does and you’re just like D:

when he gives that girl his full attention

daydreaming about how your time with him will go and imagining all these scenarios and then nothing happens and you walk out like “oh” and you’re sad for the rest of the day lol

when you come to the realisation ( for the 1307473947102th time ) that you’re probably nothing special to him lol

crying! over! him! at! home! when! you’re! alone! because! he’ll! never! be! yours!!! fun!!!1!!!11!!