One thing it made me realized though while watching the series and reading Meant to be in Manila book is that how exciting a relationship when it is just getting started. The kilig, giggles, the excitement with each other, the sex, the making someone happy and being a better person for that person. Being in a long term relationship somehow gave an idea that the excitement was only there in the beginning and it fades as time goes by. Wala lang naisip ko lang haha puro sanaol nalang kasi ko nanonood or nagbabasa eh. It doesn’t mean that I’m not happy with my relationship, I am, in fact happy and contented naman kasi magkasama kami everyday which is the thing I prayed before nung LDR kami, I just miss the intimacy lang siguro.

I’ve already posted this phrase a long time ago and still, it still applies to life everyday. I’m a forgetful person sometimes, nakakalimutan ko san ko nilalagay yung mga bagay bagay, I forgot names, life events and such but when it comes to people saying something to me, I always remember. Kahit nung grade 1 palang ako naalala ko pa yung mga bagay na sinabi ng mga kaklase ko, up until college and now nag wwork. Gano ba kasi ka hirap i shut-up ang mouth if alam mong di maganda sasabihin mo? But if one time magrerebutt ka, ikaw pa ang masama. Lalo na if gagawin or sasabihin mo yung same thing na yun to someone and mas magagalit ka pa yan. I’m not being sensitive though. People just have to learn when to zip their mouth esp. when your comment does not apply in 5 seconds rule. I know not everyone will know that rule so I’ll explain it. It is a universal rule that you don’t need to point out something (physical appearance and such) to a person if that person can’t fix it within 5 seconds. Like magulo buhok nya? You can say it, he/she can fix it. May dirt sya sa muka? You can say it, she can wipe it off. Natanggal tali ng sintas nya? He can fix it. But you, commenting on someone’s weight or even height? That even that person can’t fix within 5 seconds? Just shut the hell up. What’s your gain of saying it anyway? Is it an ego boost for you since you’re dragging someone’s self-esteem? You know it’s not okay to point that straight unto their face in the first place but then inulit ulit mo pa sabihin? What a fucked up person you are.

Do you know na gusto ko na ma turnover yung bahay namin sa Bulacan at marenovate kahit papano at dun ako maglalagay ng table para may table ako pag WFH ako? Wala lang, cravings ko tlga now is mesa at upuan para komportable mag work, sakit na kasi sa pwet pag sa sahig lang tas tinanggal pa nila yung RTO so no choice hehehe

Wala lang nagrant lang me kasi namiss ko tumblr.

2025 Recap! What a year! 💖🩷✨