today has been okay

No wait

Don't reblog

If I see any of you like I swear to @god-offical

This was a shitpost born of being eepy

where have you been?

Things have been... Kind of different since you left. I don't even know when exactly you left.

They now tell me I have hit rock bottom.

But who said that there even is some kind of bottom?

They say the higher you are, the deeper you can fall.

But I have not hit a ground since I started falling and only just proceeded.

I've been landing on seemingly sturdy nets which slowly ripped through as I moved

To let me fall.

Fall.

Fall again.

And on the way, my skin scraped on the harsh walls of a cliff

With the hope if being able to reach out and grab

Which wounded my hands so I do not have the courage to reach out anymore.

Im actually not sure anymore if this is a punishment or a reward.

So dear little child,

Is that really you?

Is it you, who now purposely touches the sharp walls?

Is it you, who never actually didn't fall when they grabbed a rock on the wall, and desperately tried to make their way up?

Are we really the same person?

Well, maybe we are the same body.

Which has now become a haunted house.

And only the faded pictures in broken frames on the dusty walls mourningly remind me of who I once was and will never be again.

I hope you are doing okay. I really hope.

Because it won't be that long until the hours of light shorten.

Leaving you, leaving me, leaving us both in the frosty realm of gloom.

Water is the murderer of the stone.

Take care.

Yours, truthfully

• depression

• anxiety

• eating disorder

• self-harm

• ocd

• bipolar

• feelings of guilt and hopelessness

• suicidal thoughts

can you please reblog to show support for people who also suffer.

1: Femagoric [/fˌɛmɐɡˈɒɹɪk/]— Applies to a trans man or transmasculine person with a personal connection to a female or feminine identity.

. "Fem" derives from the word "female/feminine." - "Agoric" derives from the Greek word "agóri," which translates to "boy" in English.

2: Arrenothillic [/ˈʌ-ˈɑːɹˈɛnə͡ʊ-thˈɪlɪk/]— Applies to a trans woman or transfeminine person with a personal connection to a male or masculine identity.

. "Arreno" derives from the Greek word "arrenopós," which translates to "masculine" in English. - "Thillic" derives from the Greek word "thilykós," which translates to "female" in English.

3: Demiagoric [/dˌɛmɪɐɡˈɒɹɪk/]— Applies to a trans man or transmasculine person with a partial personal connection to a female or feminine identity.

. "Demi" comes from old Latin and means "half" or "part." - "Agoric" derives from the Greek word "agóri," which translates to "boy" in English.

4: Demithillic [/dˌɛmɪthˈɪlɪk/]— Applies to a trans woman or transfeminine person with a partial personal connection to a male or masculine identity.

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

(poem)

Tw: sh, negative thoughts

Ventmoment

To me

Sick of worrywrite

On and in me

Dentmoment

They say I have a choice,

But I don't, says my brain.

Scared of my phones noise.

While I'm pale myself, lose gain.

What doesn't matter is my own voice .

Slowfast going sane,

I'm drained and I'm a drain.

Come to me, let me care.

I need it because where

There should be bond, feel, trust,

There is fear of losing.

My responsibility, I must

Care and do and save and bring.

I'm a king in my own reign.

All mine, each single grain.

Don't care that it is poison.

Poison is my toys in

This version, stay on lane.

Like a train.