Daily Sweet Things

Yasss 🙌🏼

Well, dear, do not give up on ourselves, okay? Everybody has their own battles, and so do we. So why don’t we fight and be the winner if we will always had it? We gonna face it anyway right?

We should celebrate something on this day and unexpectedly he said this to me first 😂 And as always, baper2an pun tak terelakan. Then he changed the topic quickly. Well, I think I'm better at understanding people but too critical to not comforting. I can see how he asked me to understand himself that all of this isn't easy for him. *loss of words* Idk I'm just hoping that someday everything will feel right. I hope that he'll take enough time to start again. And I'll be there, as what have been said.

Note to self

Current mood :')

You know you really love someone when you can't hate them for breaking your heart :')

2017 was the craziest year ever in my life. When I got to meet someone who I don't know can be meaning so much to me. Broke with him. And get us closer again by the end of the year (and I hope we'll be back again 😝) When I finally resigned from my office and move to another audit firm with another chance to move to a bank (as an internal auditor) in hand. Got myself thinking a lot about where I should be. Then decided to stay. When I try to be a runner. And I ran so far. And serious. I never take any sport this serious before. When I got a chance to audit an out-of-town client for more than 2 weeks in December and will be out-of-town again after the new year 😂 I got so much things to be grateful for. So, Thank God for everything 😊 Just hoping that this year gonna be more awesome and I can be a better person, better lover, and a better prayer. Please guide me, God.

Ceritanya gue lagi handle klien yg jauh ini. I mean jauh, ya diluar negri gituh, kitanya kerja remote. Berhubung lokasi yang jauh, jadilah kami berkomunikasi by email dan telepon. Trus kok ya ini klien kebiasaan betul ngajak conference pas udah sore. Invitation sore, conference malem. Duh. Sebelum conference, kami setim diskusi dulu. Ditengah2 diskusi, salah satu dr kami dapet telepon. Begitu telepon diangkat, terdengar suara cewek bentak2. Gue dan temen satunya lagi saling pandang. Walaupun abis itu pandangan ke laptop lagi, tp jujur hati gue jlebebebebb. Kasiaaan dia dimarah2in :( Si cewek yg nelpon pun bawa2 keluarga. Dan temen kita ini cuma bisa pasrah dimarah2in sambil bilang kalo dia masih ada conference. Iya sih, nature kerjanya auditor ya gini, kalo lagi hectic bisa pulang malam. Gue cuma berharap mereka (keluarga auditor) bisa ngertiin. Mereka mungkin ngerasa kami2 ini cuek kali ya ke keluarga, but really, I don't think so. We also care about family, but when it comes to work, we need to focus. Then gue mulai membayangkan kalo someday gue nikah. Misal suami gue juga auditor, I hope gue bisa ngerti kerjaan dia. On the other side, gue harap dia juga terbuka soal pekerjaannya, bagaimana kliennya dia ini. Kalo ha terbuka gimana gue mau ngertiin kan. Yah kira2 gitu aja pemikiran dadakan gue ditengah conference. Semoga ni klien cepet kelar deh, secara udah suram banget ini huks.

For me it's like being an auditor. What scares me: work overtime and the pressure What excites me: mentioned on previous post and/or maybe I've talked about it like million times

Ceritanya demi membersihkan nama baik temen gue yang menodai tim nya dengan belom ngerjain banyak (yes, literally) training, gue nemenin doi ngerjain training hari ini. Untungnya hari ini si senior ga nyuruh lembur heheh. Singkat cerita, udah nih mau pulang. Dan karena udah malem, nguber lah kita. Pas dapet, gue telpon tuh drivernya. Si driver bilang dia deket perbanas. Hooo udah deket dong, beberes lah kita, trus ke lobby. Pas di lobby itu ada mobil dateng, sama mobilnya, gue jg langsung nanya "pak xxx ya?" Dia bilang iya. Lagi mikir siapa yg duduk sebelah kanan dan kiri (biar temen gue gampang pas turun di stasiun), eh ada senior gue, lah daripada kegep ternyata belom pulang, langsung masuk ke mobil lah gue. Nah abis masuk mobil baru ngeh, eh di lobby ada manager yg dulu interview gue. Udah nih hampir keluar gedung, si bapak driver ditelepon. Trus nanya "mbak maaf, bukan xxx ya?" (Nyebut nama si manager), "hah bukan pak", "wah maaf saya salah jemput" (((JENGJENGG))) "Wah pak! Saya turun di lobby depan Aja deh! Malu pak! Itu dia yg dulu interview saya!" Turunlah gue sama temen gue di lobby depan. Kzl aja sik, kan tadi pas ketemu drivernya gue nanyain nama doi dulu, lagian tuh manager kan cowo, masa malah nge-pick up cewee, trus ya kenapa juga harus si manager yang interview gue dulu, pan gua malu :')

Just then, it's gone.

Just wondering if someday I can change the nature on how auditor work. I believe the wonderfulness of being auditor can be seen by everyone.

So heartwarming! How lucky Rumaysa is, for having a sister like Kirana :') Someday when I get to raise my own children, I want them to be as close as this, who always have each other's back, support each other in both up and downs. Hiks :') I think I start to love and miss my children, even I haven't meet their dad yet :')