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"for beguiling my dear zanka" Kyouka when i fucking catch you

need so deperately for this next arc to let me sink my teeth into nijiku family lore they make me so feral

im so in live with her

guy currently hurtling toward a migraine at a rate that would impress most astrophysicists: i wonder wgat is happening in my beautiful telephone

I feel like Zanka would refuse to break up with Jabber out of spite. Who cares if that asshole is extremely avoidant and actively making his life worse? There's something between them, and Zanka won't let it stop once it's already begun. He won't let Jabber get away. And Jabber can't help but admire it and fall a little more in love with Zanka every time Zanka pushes his boundaries. How could he not? Zanka loves and hates Jabber so much that he would chase him to the ends of the earth just to break him down into pieces. Jabber loves that Zanka is obsessed with him, and he loves knowing that Zanka likes beating him just as much as he likes getting beaten. He loves knowing that Zanka is willing to break himself mentally and go beyond the reasonable bounds of a relationship for Jabber. And he really, truly hates that Zanka wants to make him vulnerable. It terrifies him more than anything and he despises it, but he loves Zanka for it anyway. He loves that Zanka wants to destroy him no matter how Jabber feels about it. And Zanka loves the power he holds over Jabber, and hates the sadistic glee he gets from making Jabber uncomfortable. So naturally, he just has to make Jabber feel worse as payback. By now, both of them are in too deep to leave even when deep down, that's all that they want to do. But they never will, because whatever it is they feel for each other goes deeper than their own happiness.

You know that whatever character did those problematic things isn't like. Real, right?

You are aware that a fictional character is just a rhetorical construct designed to fulfill a narrative/thematic purpose right? That their actions are written by an author who wants to use them to explore complex ideas and moral gray areas within the safe confines of fiction right? That they aren't a real person who has killed real people right?