a design an alignment a cry

i find everything about this shot insane

worst experience of my life, if i could eternal sunshine of the spotless mind that ship i absolutely would 😭 (except god they were so good SO GOOD remember when she tells him in s6 that she just wants them to be friends and he tells her funny that’s the last thing i want us to be 😮‍💨)

it feels more like a canon moment tbh and therefore not belonging within the timeframe of the show anyway but gosh! her dad and rené are such major influences in her life when it comes to romance and relationships - the theory and the practice; the observed and the learned - and in fact i want ~both of those explored within the context of jack so very very much actually. i think those moments could be so superbly gentle and profound and angsty and comforting in their tension and restraint and argh chomping at the bit