some hyper famous artists like Van Gogh transcend overratedness and become underrated because they're so normalized. Like I'll look at a van Gogh and I'm like wait this really is amazing you guys don't get it
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SUMMARY: Soulmates shared everything. Including scars. When Umbridge's detentions begin exposing soulmate pairs throughout Hogwarts, one bloody sentence on the back of your hand changes everything.
A/N: For my lovely, wonderful @obsessedwithceleste. Astra loves Cel and hopes this came out good<3
Tagging: @delulugirl2000
Soulmate AU
The soulmate bond had always been cruel in its honesty.
From the moment you were born, your soulmateâs scars appeared on your skin like quiet promises. A small scrape on your knee at age six. A faint burn on your forearm from some childhood accident. Tiny, whimsical marks that told you somewhere out there, someone was living.
You were both sorted into Slytherin in first year. You and Mattheo Riddle had been in the same friend group since then â you, Mattheo, Theo, Draco, Blaise, Enzo, Pansy, and Daphne.
No one knew who their soulmate was yet. The scars were still small and meaningless.
Until the summer before fifth year.
Voldemort had returned. The world was darker. And one night, you stood in front of your mirror at home, staring in horror at the new scars that had bloomed across your back â thin, angry lines like someone had been whipped or cursed.
You traced them with trembling fingers, heart aching for whoever was on the other end of this pain.
You didnât know it was Mattheo.
Fifth year brought Umbridge.
The pink toad took over Defense Against the Dark Arts and quickly turned it into a nightmare. Detentions became frequent. Her quill wasnât just a writing tool â it carved the words you wrote into your skin with blood.
The first time Enzo got detention, Susan Bones showed up the next morning with the exact same cut on her hand. The soulmate reveal spread like wildfire.
You tried to stay out of trouble.
But one afternoon, you spoke back when Umbridge insulted Harry.
Detention was immediate.
That evening, you returned to the Slytherin common room with fresh, stinging words carved into the back of your hand:
I must not support liars.
The common room was nearly empty â most people were still at dinner.
You sat by the fireplace, cradling your bleeding hand, trying not to cry.
Footsteps echoed from the boysâ dormitories.
Mattheo came down the stairs, absently scratching at the back of his own hand with a scowl.
When he saw you, he froze.
His eyes dropped to your hand.
The exact same words were carved into his skin, still fresh and bleeding.
The air left the room.
Mattheoâs face went pale.
He crossed the room in seconds, dropping to his knees in front of you.
His hand reached out, hovering over yours like he was afraid to touch you.
â...Itâs you,â he whispered, voice cracking.
You stared at him, tears finally spilling over.
All those years.
The small scars on your knees. The faint burn on your arm. The thin lines that had appeared across your back last summer â Mattheoâs scars.
And now this.
âYouâve been carrying my scars this whole time?â you choked out.
Mattheo looked wrecked.
He gently took your injured hand in both of his, staring at the bloody words like they were a curse.
âI thought...â His voice was hoarse. âI thought my soulmate was someone else. Someone who didnât have to see all the ugly parts of me. The scars from my father. The ones from... after he came back.â
You lifted a hand to cup the side of his face.
âI saw them,â you whispered. âThe ones on your back. The one across your ribs. Iâve had them since last summer. I stayed up all night wondering who was hurting so much.â
Mattheo let out a broken sound and pulled you into his arms, burying his face in your neck.
You clung to him just as tightly, both of you shaking.
âIâm sorry,â he rasped against your skin. âIâm so fucking sorry you got stuck with me.â
You pulled back just enough to look at him, cupping his face.
âIâm not,â you said fiercely. âIâm not sorry itâs you, Mattheo.â
He stared at you for a long moment, eyes glassy, before pressing his forehead against yours.
âAll this time,â he breathed. âIâve been hating the world... and youâve been walking around with my pain on your skin.â
You gave him a watery smile.
âAnd youâve been carrying mine.â
Mattheo kissed you then â desperate, trembling, full of six years of unspoken everything.
When he pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours again, breathing you in.
âI'm not hiding anymore.â he whispered. âNot from you. Never from you.â
You nodded, tears still falling.
âI'm not, either.â
He gently lifted your bleeding hand and pressed a soft kiss to the back of it, right over the cruel words Umbridge had carved.
Then he stood, pulling you up with him.
âCome on,â he said softly. âLetâs go clean this up. Iâve got scars to take care of now.â
You smiled through your tears and let him lead you toward the dorms, fingers intertwined.
For the first time, the scars didnât feel like burdens.
They felt like proof.
Proof that even in darkness, you had found each other.
The confused frown on your face triggers a slight frown on his as well, as TendĹâs words echo in his head: âYou know, Waka-kun, you have to make yourself clear. But don't be too straightâyou can sort of come off as rude sometimes, so be really careful.â
âMy apologies. That must have been rude of me. Assuming the gender of your partner. Please allow me to rephrase that. Do you have someone you're in a relationship with? Or someone you like?â
You stare straight at his unblinking face from across the table. The notebooks and textbooks you two were working on are still spread open on the desk. You both even have your pens in hand, having previously been writing in the quiet space of the library. At least, that was before he dropped that question just like that. Without a single warm-up. He suddenly raised his olive-colored eyes to you across the table, fixing those unblinking, intimidating eyes on you as he patiently waited for your response.
âWhat?â is the only thing that can come out of your lips again.
The frown on his face gets deeper.
âI don't believe I said it wrong the second time. Could it be that she simply doesn't understand?â
âI mean someone you're datingââ he quietly offers further explanation, until you interrupt him, raising your palm into the air.
âI know what you mean, Ushijima. I just don't know why you're suddenly asking me that question while we're having a lesson.â
âAh, I see. I should have waited until after the lesson was over,â he agrees, nodding his head understandingly while you seriously shake yours.
âNo. That's not what IâŚâ You let out a soft sigh before bringing your raised hand to your forehead, resting your elbow on the surface of the table as you slowly massage your temple.
It isn't the first time you are tutoring a fellow student at Shiratorizawa, but it is definitely the first time you have been this stressed out by a single student. Just one.
A third-year student at Shiratorizawa Academy, captain of the boysâ volleyball team, wing spiker, team ace, number one in the Miyagi prefecture, and ranked among the country's top three aces: Wakatoshi Ushijima.
The boy who your homeroom teacher specifically requested you to consider tutoring, just to keep him from falling behind in his academics while he continues rising in his sport.
That was fine and all, but tutoring Ushijima proved to be far more difficult than you thought. It isn't actually about the materialâhe is a good student who catches on to things quickly and always tries to clarify what he doesn't understand. They are all good qualities every tutor looks for.
But skipping past his intimidating aura and impressive reputation, there is also his communication style. It is⌠blunt, direct, rough, and straight to the point. Sometimes, it's just hard to take.
Take, for example, the day you first met. Not even five minutes in, he laid out his demands: âIf after today's lesson you don't prove to be capable enough to guide me, I'll be letting the teacher know I require a replacement. I don't need someone who will waste my time.â
âHow rude,â you had thought back then, mere seconds after you introduced yourselves. And now? He's asking if you're seeing someone? To say you think he's weird would be a massive understatement.
âNo, Ushijima. I don't have a boyfriend, or a girlfriend, or anyone I'm dating.â
He silently nods his head as he watches you get back to your notes, then returns to his as well.
âThatâs good.' he remarks internally, before TendĹ pops up in his thoughts again: âBut Waka-kun, wouldn't it be funny though if she had someone she likes? Hahahaha.â
His lips curl into a tight frown.
âThat would be very inconvenient.â
He lifts his head back up, but gets interrupted before he can even speak. You didn't even take your eyes off your notes. It is like you can see him without even looking.
âNo. I don't have anyone in particular that I like either.â
âI seeâŚâ he responds.
You don't raise your head, but your eyes flicker to his side of the table as he returns to his books.
âThat must be all of his questions.â
Your eyes return to your own page, but you pause, staring at the lines, entirely unaware of where exactly you stopped thanks to the tall distraction sitting across from you.
Suddenly, he drops an even more surprising question that snaps your head straight back up.
âThen, would you like to become my girlfriend?â
A long, heavy silence passes between the two of you. His olive eyes remain unflinching as he patiently awaits your response. He is obviously dead serious.
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âOh, honey.â Thatâs a new one. Your brain latches onto the brand new nickname and the deep voice that says it before it can even process the fact that thereâs another person in your room.
"Mattheo?" Your voice comes out as a croak as you strain to look up.
You've spent the entire day bed ridden â curled into fetal position, slipping in and out of sleep â only lifting your head to change shows from Gilmore Girls to New Girl to Gossip Girl.
You sent a text to Pansy in the morning, asking her to tell Mattheo and the others about your plague.
Okay, it was more like a common cold. But with the way you were feeling, you would not be surprised if you were to be diagnosed with something far more deadly.
"Yeah, it's me, baby." He says gently, you can barely make out his figure in the dark of your room but your body relaxes at the sound of his voice.
You're sure you look like hell warmed over, except, there's really nothing warm about you right now. You shiver under the sheets and clutch the blanket tighter.
Mattheo sits on the side of the bed, placing the back of his hand over your forehead. You roll over and hide your face in your pillow.
"I look terrible." It's muffled from the pillow, Mattheo huffs out a laugh.
Your relationship is by no means new and it's settled to a point where you feel nothing but comfortable and safe around him. Still, this is not exactly the prettiest state you want to be perceived in â even by your person.
"Come on, I need to check if you're alright." He coaxes you gently, "I even asked Madam Pomfrey for her thermometer."
You turn your head back to look up at him.
"You did?" He chuckles.
"Yeah, I think it's the first time she's ever seen me without blood on my face."
You laugh at that, the sound slowly dissolving into a coughing fit. He rubs a hand over your chest, soothing you.
"You okay?" He says gently, hands still on your chest. You nod weakly. "Can you open your mouth for me, baby?"
You do as he says and he gently sticks the thermometer under your tongue, waiting for the results.
He frowns. "39.4" He mutters under his breath before gently taking out the thermometer. He sets it down on a piece of tissue on your bedside table.
"It's not too high, you'll be okay." He reassures you quietly before leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead. Your eyes close at the warmth before they quickly open and widen.
"Mattheo, you can't be here." You say urgently, trying to push him off of you.
He ignores you, staying put and pressing one more kiss to your hairline.
"Why's that?" He murmurs, soothing a warm hand over your head. Your eyes flutter close again before you slowly pry them open to look at him seriously.
"I'll get you sick."
"I don't care."
He says it so firmly, you believe that he truly couldnât care less. Still, no matter how much you want him here, your guilt won't fade.
"M'serious." You insist, even as he tucks your blanket in even tighter and adjusts the pillow under your head. He pulls your chair over to the side of the bed and sits in it.
He pushes your hair away from your face, ignoring your protests towards him getting any closer. "I made you some chicken soup."
"All by yourself?" You ask with wide eyed wonder, he smiles down at you.
"Well, no." He laughs. "Don't worry, Theo supervised."
"I wasn't worried." You say, then add. "You cook very well."
"Yeah, you think so?" He says, gently cradling your face with his palm, thumbs soothing your cheekbones.
You hum, leaning into his hand. "Like that steak dinner you cooked us last month, that was lovely."
"I'm glad you thought so, we'll have to do that again."
"I like anything you make." You say honestly, your brain far too tired to filter your thoughts from becoming speech.
"Well, good." He grins. "You can try my soup after you take a nap."
You nod serenely, before moving your head to rest it on his arm, as if he was a pillow.
"Comfy?" He teases, you nod. Your eyelids grow heavy and your head keeps lolling to the side as you fight to stay awake. He chuckles.
"Go to sleep, baby." He says, petting your arm.
"You can..." You interrupt your slow speech with a yawn, "you can leave if you need to."
Your eyes close fully and you let yourself slip into sleep. Not before you hear his familiar, low voice again.
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cw: suggestive content, mostly fluff, jack is a #wifeguy
wife!reader who is adored by night shift. when she visits, mateo literally greats her as âhey mamaâ
wife!reader who bakes sweet treats for jack to bring in when he works
wife!reader who jack talks about so much at work that one time you visit thereâs a patient currently being discharged who greets you by name. youâre obviously very taken aback by this but the older woman noticed your shock and throws out âyour husband was my doctor! he would not stop talking about you. heâs great.â because of course jack gushes about you to his patients. with pictures.
wife!reader who had to sit and listen to jack conceptualize his pre-night shift chant. âis making them say we are the weirdest and the wildest of them all with me too much?â âwill they think a hoo-ah at the end is dumb?â
wife!reader who is not afraid to put anyone in their place especially robby come sabbatical time
wife!reader who slowly begins to institute self care habits into jackâs routine.
wife!reader who recognizes the signs of jack struggling even before he does
wife!reader who makes jack incredibly flustered by simply flirting with him as if you both arenât already married and very in love
wife!reader who complains if jack doesnât sleep shirtless
wife!reader who knows that jack is a restless man and while not a fan of his work with swat, learns the basics of medicine so she can patch him up at home where heâs most comfortable
husband!jack who comes home after a long shift and lays his head on your chest so you can run your hands through his curls
husband!jack always needs to be touching you in some way. if youâre sitting on the couch together, his hand is resting on your thigh. when youâre out, his hand is always around your waist or interlocked with yours. orrrrr his favorite place to have his hands are your hips or your ass.
husband!jack who spends one of his entire days off building a garden set-up in your backyard because you casually mentioned wanting to begin gardening.
husband!jack who knows how difficult his work schedule can be (and the toll it takes) but makes a 100% effort to plan date âmorningsâ
husband!jack who comes up behind you while youâre cooking in the kitchen and nuzzles his face in the crook of your neck
husband!jack who never lets your kitchen table not have flowers on it
husband!jack who comes home after his shift and starts your morning coffee for you before crawling in bed with you
husband!jack who has the softest tone when he speaks with you
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Summary: You trusted Soldier Boy. Ran missions with him. Slept next to him in cold bunkers. Loved him in the way people like you didnât dare admit. But then he left you behind. And now, face to face for the first time since that day, you're ready for answers. But what happens down the line when you're recoverd from the heartbreak and forced to join him on missions yet again?
Warnings: betrayal, angst, heartbreak, lonliness
WC: 2.5K
A/N: prompt came from this long list of mine! title used from my Title Challenge here
Pairing: female! reader x Soldier Boy
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The room was dim, thick with smoke and the hum of fluorescent lights that hadnât been changed in decades. Your heart thudded like gunfire in your chest, but your hand was steady on the trigger. Soldier Boy stood across from you, blood smeared across his jaw, knuckles bruised, but none of that compared to the look in his eyes.
Like youâd gutted him.
âDo it,â he said, voice gravel and ice. âIf youâre gonna shoot me, sweetheart, make it count.â
You didnât lower the gun. âYou left me to die.â
His jaw tightened. âYou think I donât know that?â
âI watched you walk away!â Your voice cracked as rage flared, sharp as shrapnel. âYou made the call. You couldâve pulled me outââ
âThere wasnât time!â
âYou had seconds, Benââ
âExactly!â he snapped, voice booming like a damn grenade. âI had seconds to choose between you and the whole damn team getting wiped. So yeah, I left you.â He stepped closer, eyes wild and furious. âAnd you know what? Iâd do it again.â
You felt like youâd been punched in the chest. The gun dipped slightly.
He shoved a hand through his hair, pacing like a caged animal. âYou think I wanted to leave you there? You think I havenât seen your face every goddamn night since?â
âDonât you dare act like youâre the victimââ
âIâm not. But donât act like I betrayed you.â He stopped in front of you, voice low and burning. âI didnât betray youâI saved you. If I hadnât done it, weâd both be dead.â
Your lip trembled. âYou call that saving me? I was captured. Tortured. Spent months clawing my way out of that hellhole.â
âAnd I spent months thinking you were dead,â he said, breath ragged. âI went back. Hours later, when the smoke cleared. There was nothing but ash and blood. I buried what was left thinking it was you.â
Silence fell like a weight.
You stared at him, the anger still there but dimmed, tangled now with something raw. Something that hurt worse than betrayal.
âYou didnât even check if I was alive.â
He reached outâhesitatedâthen pulled his hand back like itâd been burned. âI never stopped looking. I swear to God, if Iâd known you made it outâŚâ
Tears blurred your vision. âWhat happens now?â
He looked like heâd been hollowed out. âThatâs up to you. But I didnât come back to fight. I came back because I never got to tell youâŚâ He faltered, chest rising and falling. âYou werenât just another mission. Not to me.â
You lowered the gun.
But you werenât ready to forgive him. Not yet.
Maybe not ever.
--
You hadnât said a word in two hours.
Not since you and Soldier Boy climbed into the back of the armored SUV, the mission file dropped between you like a landmine.
He hadnât tried to talk eitherânot really. Just sat with his arms crossed, looking out the window, jaw tight enough to crack. Occasionally, his eyes would flick your way. Like he couldnât help himself.
You pretended not to notice.
The mission was a simple infiltration: an ex-Vought scientist holed up in an abandoned outpost with a dirty bomb and delusions of grandeur. You and Soldier Boy were the only two assets with enough clearanceâand firepowerâto get close.
But the real powder keg was between the two of you.
âYou remember Kamarov?â Soldier Boy said finally, voice rough.
You didnât look up from the file. âThe guy with the cybernetic eye and a superiority complex?â
âYeah. Heâs running security for the target now.â
That made you pause. âYou didnât think to lead with that?â
âI figured youâd read the damn file.â
You glared at him. âMaybe I wouldâve, if you didnât keep breathing down my neck.â
His lip curled. âDidnât realize I had to stop breathing to make you comfortable.â
âOh, please. Donât act like weâre partners. Iâm only here because the mission comes first.â
âRight,â he said, leaning back with a bitter laugh. âGod forbid you do anything for me.â
You slammed the file shut. âYou donât get to pull that card, Ben. Not after what you did.â
He leaned forward, hands braced on his knees, eyes locked on yours like a battlefield. âI already told youâI did what I had to do.â
âAnd I lived with it,â you snapped. âAlone.â
Something flickered behind his eyesâregret, maybe. Or guilt he hadnât buried deep enough.
Before either of you could say more, the SUV lurched to a stop.
Driverâs voice crackled through the intercom. âWeâre here. Two klicks out from the compound. You want backup?â
You and Soldier Boy locked eyes.
âNo,â you said.
âI got this,â he said at the same time.
A beat of silence.
You rolled your eyes. âWeâll handle it.â
The back doors swung open, cold wind rushing in. You stepped out first, pulse steady, fingers twitching near your weapon. Soldier Boy followed, close enough you could feel his heat at your back.
âTry not to get captured this time,â he muttered.
âTry not to leave me behind again,â you shot back.
He gave you a look that could peel paint.
But despite the venom, your bodies moved in sync as you approached the compoundâmuscle memory from years of working side by side. Covering corners. Watching each otherâs six. Like your bones hadnât forgotten even if your heart tried to.
The moment the bullets started flying, something shifted. You caught his glance across the field, nodded once, and you were on. Two forces of destruction, unstoppable and precise. The kind of dance only people whoâd once trusted each other with their lives could pull off.
At one point, a grenade hit too close. You hit the ground, ears ringing.
Soldier Boy was there in a heartbeat, shielding you with his body, barking your name over the ringing.
When the dust cleared, your hands were fisted in his vest, your breath catching.
âYou okay?â he asked, voice rasped, eyes scanning you like he could memorize every wound.
You hated how you nodded.
You hated how his relief softened his face.
But most of all, you hated the way your heart still leapt like it remembered something your mind swore it wouldnât forgive.
--
The plan was simple. Get in, neutralize the target, extract.
But plans had a nasty habit of falling apart around Soldier Boy.
âMOVE!â he barked, grabbing your arm as gunfire ripped through the air.
You didnât argue. You both sprinted through the trees, adrenaline roaring in your ears, blood slick on your side where shrapnel had torn through your jacket.
You didnât know how far you ranâjust that eventually, the cold bit harder than the pain, and Soldier Boy jerked you into the half-collapsed remains of a hunting cabin hidden in the trees.
He slammed the door shut behind you, chest heaving. âTheyâre sweeping the forest. Weâve got maybe five hours before they circle back.â
You leaned against the wall, trying to breathe through the stabbing in your ribs. âYou think they saw us?â
He looked at youâreally lookedâand the color drained from his face. âYouâre bleeding.â
âItâs nothing.â
âItâs not nothing.â He was in front of you in a flash, ripping your jacket off like you were made of paper. âYou got hit. Jesus, why didnât you say anything?â
âBecause I was busy not dying, thanks,â you snapped, wincing as he peeled the fabric back.
He muttered a curse and pulled out a field kit, cleaning the wound with hands that were far too gentle for a man who could crush skulls without flinching.
The silence was thick as he worked.
âWhy are you doing this?â you asked finally.
He didnât look up. âBecause youâre hurt.â
âNo.â You swallowed hard. âI mean, why are you here, Ben? Really. After everything.â
He hesitatedâjust for a secondâbefore taping the gauze down.
âBecause I still give a damn about you,â he said gruffly. âEven if you hate my guts.â
You didnât respond.
You didnât know how to respond.
Instead, you glanced around the cabin. âNo food. No heat. No backup.â
âAnd one bed,â he said, deadpan.
Your head whipped around. âYouâre kidding.â
He pointed to the far corner. A narrow cot, dusty and crooked, barely wide enough for one person.
âGreat,â you muttered. âIâll take the floor.â
âThe hell you will,â he growled. âYouâre wounded.â
You crossed your arms. âSo are you.â
He stepped closer, towering over you, voice low. âWeâll both freeze if we donât share it. You know that.â
You hated that he was right.
You hated how his closeness made your pulse race.
âIâm not cuddling you,â you snapped.
A ghost of a smirk touched his lips. âDidnât say you had to.â
It took a long time to settle.
You lay on the edge of the mattress, stiff as a corpse, back to him. The blankets were thin, and the cold crept in like a curse. Behind you, Soldier Boy radiated heat and tension.
Eventually, you shivered hard enough to make the bed creak.
He cursed under his breath and slid an arm around you. âStop fighting it.â
âIâm notââ
âJust shut up and let me keep you warm.â
You hated how natural it felt. How your body fit against his like no time had passed. Like you werenât still carrying the scar of his absence.
Minutes passed. Maybe hours.
His breath ghosted against your neck.
âI never stopped looking for you,â he said quietly.
You closed your eyes. âThen why does it still feel like you left?â
Silence.
Thenâ
âBecause I did.â
You turned in his arms, meeting his eyes in the dark. There was no armor in them now. Just regret. And something achingly human.
He cupped your cheek. Rough palm, trembling thumb. âI canât change what I did. But Iâd do anything to fix it.â
You didnât kiss him.
But God help youâyou almost did.
--
The morning brought frost on the windows and gunfire in the distance.
You were already halfway out of bed when Soldier Boy grabbed his shield, scanning the treeline through a crack in the boarded window. âTheyâre here.â
âThought we had more time.â
âSo did I.â
You both moved like muscle memoryâpacking what little gear you had, ready to run. But when the first bullet shattered the window, you realized too late: this wasnât a sweep.
It was a f**king ambush.
Soldier Boy barked your name, tackled you to the ground just as the front wall blew in from a concussion blast. Ears ringing, lungs burningâyou scrambled, dragging your weapon toward you, but two men were already inside.
You got one with a clean shot.
The second hit you with the butt of his rifle. Everything spun.
Your fingers twitched, reaching blindlyâbut someone grabbed you, yanked you to your feet.
âBEN!â
Your scream split through the chaos.
You saw himâthe look on his face when they dragged you out. The sheer terror in it. Not rage. Not fury.
Terror.
Like he was watching it happen all over again.
âLET HER GO!â
They stunned him with somethingâmaybe modified gas, maybe sonic techâlong enough to force him to his knees. But he kept coming.
Even on fire.
Even screaming.
Even when it was too late.
--
You woke in a cold metal room.
Your head throbbed. Your wrists were cuffed.
But none of that mattered.
Because you knew heâd come for you.
He had to.
-
Back in the forest, Soldier Boy rose from the wreckage like a damn god of vengeance. The forest burned behind him. His shield dripped blood.
He tore through the enemy camp like a weapon unleashed. No mercy. No second chances. Not this time.
Because the last time he hesitatedâ
He lost you.
And he would never let it happen again.
By the time he reached your cell, alarms were blaring, walls crumbling. You heard the carnage before you saw him.
Then the door exploded.
And there he stood.
Bloodied. Breathing hard. Eyes locked on you like you were the only thing in the world.
He crossed the room in three steps, ripping the cuffs from your wrists like they were paper. His hands cupped your face, frantic, shaking.
âYou okay?â His voice cracked. âTalk to meâare you okay?â
You nodded, throat too tight to speak.
His jaw clenched. His forehead pressed to yours. âI thought I lost you again. I saw them take you andâI swear to God, if I hadnât gotten hereâŚâ
âI knew youâd come,â you whispered.
His hands gripped you harder. âYou shouldnât have to.â
For a moment, all the noise outside faded.
And in the middle of the wreckage, with the fire still burning and the enemy in pieces behind him, he kissed you.
Desperate. Raw. Like he was taking back every second you were gone.
--
The safehouse was silent, save for the wind whining through cracked boards and the slow drip of water from a rusted pipe.
Soldier Boy sat on the edge of the table, shirt off, blood streaked down his side. Burn marks. Lacerations. Heâd barely flinched during the fightâbut now that the adrenaline was gone, he looked tired. Fractured.
You soaked the cloth in what clean water you could find, fingers trembling. Youâd already checked the perimeter twice. Laid every tripwire. Set every trap.
And still, your hands shook as you turned back to him.
âHold still.â
âIâm not going anywhere,â he muttered, wincing as you pressed the cloth to his ribs.
The silence stretched, heavy. You cleaned each wound with methodical care, refusing to meet his eyes.
âYou should be pissed at me,â he said quietly.
You didnât answer.
âYou should hate me.â
âI did,â you said. âFor a long time.â
He went still.
You finally looked at himâreally looked. Blood on his face. Bruises blooming along his jaw. And that look in his eyes. Like he was scared of what youâd say next.
âBut I never stopped loving you.â
The words hung in the air like a live wire.
Soldier Boy blinked like youâd hit him. âWhat?â
âI loved you, Ben.â Your voice cracked. âEven after you left. Even after I told myself I didnât.â
He stared at you like he couldnât breathe.
You stood, taking a shaky step back. âAnd I hate that you can still make my heart race. That I still look for you first when the bullets start flying. That I waitedâhopedâyouâd come back.â
His expression twisted. Pain. Regret. Desperation.
âI never stopped loving you either,â he said hoarsely. âI just... didnât think I deserved to.â
You turned your face away, but he stood, grabbing your wristâgentle, but firm.
âI made the call back then because I thought itâd save you,â he said. âBut losing you nearly killed me. Iâve walked through fire and blood and hell since then, and nothing ever hurt like that.â
You swallowed hard.
âI thought if I could just get you backâjust onceâIâd fix it.â His voice cracked. âBut I donât know how.â
You stepped forward, placing a hand on his chest, over the wound youâd just cleaned.
âYou donât fix it in one night,â you whispered. âYou show up. You stay. You choose me. Again and again.â
He looked at you like you were the only thing keeping him upright.
âIâm here,â he said. âIâm yours, if youâll still have me.â
And when he leaned inâslowly, hesitantlyâyou met him halfway.
This kiss wasnât frantic like the last. It was quiet. Shaky. A surrender. His forehead pressed to yours after, breath ragged.
You held him like you were afraid heâd vanish again.
I don't know about everybody else, but I am genuinely starting to get sick of the misogyny in fandom spaces.
The God of War Laufey gameplay trailer came out just yesterday- and I was genuinely so hyped. Not only was the combat and visuals an absolute masterpiece, but the lore potential was insane. The mask Faye looked at was the mask Odin was trying to look through- meaning Odin was trying to study the 'Everywhen'/Afterlife of the gods. There's crossovers between different mythologies- and not only that, but we get to see HER memories of Kratos from HER perspective. We get to see her life- her legacy- from HER perspective. Not just her best traits- but also her flaws, her deeper thinking, her fears, and perhaps even a further look into her life before she met Kratos.
But the MINUTE I hop on YT or social media?
Every video and their mother is yelling "WAAAAAHHHH THIS ISN'T REAL GOD OF WAR BECAUSE THE MAIN CHARACTER IS A WOMAN, THIS IS FORCED DIVERSITY"
The mere existence of a woman protagonist to you is 'forced diversity?'
I'm genuinely sick of people doing this. Y'all did this with Ghost of Yotei. Y'all did this with Supergirl. Y'all did this with MJ in Spiderman 1 and 2's Insomniac games because she was an important character. Y'all did this with almost ANY character who was a minority in literally ANY way, shape or form- and it's genuinely exhausting to see.
If y'all don't like the upcoming God of War game because you prefer the source material? Okay- fine. Just as people are allowed to like things, people are also allowed to dislike things.
But if you don't like it JUST because Faye's a woman?
Feel free to block and unfollow me- I don't give a damn. Because that's not an 'opinion,' that's just straight up sexism. If you call the existence of a realistically written woman main character in a game 'forced diversity,' it'd be easier for you to say that you consider women accessories or novelties and not actual fucking people.
Female protagonists and protagonists that are minorities in video games should be normalized- and the fact that people are still throwing hissy fits over them in the big 2026 is genuinely sad.
Over the weekend I hit 2000 followers! yey!
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Concept: Werewolf Soap going to what he assumes is an abandoned hospital only to discover there's someone living there. Surprise! It's Alone!Ghost, wandering the halls, bored out of all three of his heads. Soap is instantly interested and Ghost takes one look at this awed Scot and goes, "Yes. I will make him my bride."
Soap eventually persuades him to leave the hospital which is actually an abandoned underground laboratory. Ghost isolated himself because he assumed he was the only aberration out there, and he's pleasantly surprised to learn there's an entire hidden monster world and he'll fit in nicely! They get a quick "What'cha got there?" "A smoothie." moment with Gaz and then Price shakes his head and goes off to prepare Ghost's paperwork. He should have known their favorite werewolf would bring home a stray but he doesn't quite mind.
i am gonna be so for real right now, that dude who "created god of war" insisting gow: laufey is going to fail commercially and all of that shit just makes me want to succeed through sheer force of will. i will become a god of war stan. i will play all the games so no dudebros can accuse me of not knowing what i'm talking about. i will learn the lore. not even the most obscure fact is safe from me. i will draw fanart. i will write kratos x laufey prequel fic.
nothing motivates me more than a doughy old white man telling people to hate something
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