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"N-Nocturne? Can... Can you make dreams as well as nightmares?"
If I feel like it.
“Could- could you? Please?”
“I-I’ve just been... I don’t like seeing myself... thrown o-off an airship... every night...”
Aviary
Vina screamed profanities as she was dragged through the streets of Zaun.
That was, until her captors became annoyed and one of them clamped their hand over her mouth. They didn’t seem to care how much she bit and gnashed her teeth, not even when she could taste blood.
She continued to writhe, thrash, and slow their progress. But she ran out of energy soon enough, and when she did, she acquiesced to watch the streets go by. She hated this. Maybe she really should have sided with the Sable Sails. It had been bound to happen eventually, but like always Vina had ignored the possibility that anyone would actually come after her.
She missed Felix. She missed Iris, and Mira. She kinda missed Fina too.. sort of. She couldn’t blame her, at least. She hadn’t exactly been nice to Fina as of late... or really, over the past year or so.
Where anger and frustration had sat, now a creeping sense of dead and worry began to settle in. Vina could see the people stealing away within the darkness, she could spot the many pairs of eyes, different statures, different uniforms. She knew where she was going now, but this time it was not of her own volition, and she agonized over whether to be afraid.
She was terrified anyway.
Buildings morphed into lobbies and offices, dark shadows changed into tall men and women, equally as ‘curious’. Vina found herself pushed to her feet and ordered around, rather than simply carried and silenced. She complied, to eventually find herself in a grand office... not too unfamiliar.
“Heya, sparrow. Sorry for the rather rude... uh... pickup, but your airship somehow disappeared literally hours ago and we have reason to believe our files on ya might be compromised as well. Take a seat, I got things to talk to you about.”
Tilly Millsey, of the Nightwatch. Fina had... told her to stay away from Millsey. It wasn’t as if she had a choice now. Vina shuffled towards the center of the room and sat herself awkwardly in the seat opposite Millsey. Everything seemed a little too big for her - the chair, the desk, even Millsey herself seemed to be larger-than-life against the backdrop of her own company.
“Now. You gotta stay with the Nightwatch for a bit. I can’t tell you how long, but it’s non-negotiable. Fina will understand; I’m actually gonna talk to her about working together on what’s causing this. But yeah. I’m gonna call it ‘protective custody’, and so are you. No practising magic, you have to stay around Nightwatch people at all times, you can’t go out without at least four other Nightwatch agents. You also gotta tell them you’re the VIP they’re supposed to be protecting, and...”
Vina just watched the redhead as meaningless words dripped from her mouth and gestures were thrown about loosely. While Millsey caught on and began to write her words down, the Sparrow leaned back into her chair and gave a dejected sigh. She’d surprised herself; already so resigned to her fate. It wasn’t as if she could do much, but then; where did her fight go? Maybe she should have waited until she got to Millsey’s office before trying to escape. But she should want to fight anyway, she could still be free if she really tried. That’s what she wanted, wasn’t it? Freedom? Casting off the shackles so many people had thrust upon her?
“Hey, airhead. You even listening? I can’t write down all of this, you know. We’d be here all day. Not that you don’t have all day now! Hah.”
She looked up as Millsey caught her attention.
“...I want to go home.”
“You- You want to go home?” Millsey snorted, and dumb laughter filled the room. The Paragon of Zaun stood, and leaned over the desk, grinning as the Sparrow shrunk back into her seat. “You wanna go home? Portleft, are you even listening? You can’t go home! You exiled yourself! You ain’ got no home! And if you keep this up? If ya don’t at least pay attention? Your friends aren’t gonna have a home either! You-”
“I don’t believe you!”
Millsey faltered. She sat slowly back down. She pinched the bridge of her nose, and grit her teeth.
“Vina. Babydoll. Girlie. You’re dealing with things waaaaaay beyond your knowledge base. -Piltover’s at stake here. I don’t care about the place one razor-beaked ass but I sure as shit know you do, so godsdamnit listen to me. There are people out there who are craptons worse than I am. There are people out there who would destroy everything you know, for money and greed and power. I’m not nice. Damn, I know that well. But I’m a helluva lot better than those guys, and I have the sense to side with the people who get shit done and look after the rest of us, yeah? You know old Tybresa back at the IoW? The Bastion? Their side is the logical one to take, okay? I got their interests at heart, even if it doesn’t look or feel like it. Sometimes I can’t do what would benefit, but I try, huh?”
Vina... Vina just let her head hang. She almost looked like she had something to say, but ran out of strength to speak. Millsey fell back in her seat and chuckled, running a hand through her hair.
“Aww man... I know that look. We’re all tired, Vina. Everyone is! But c’mon. Don’t sweat! Just hang in there. Fina will understand. You’ll be fine and sh- stuff’s gonna be okay. Lemme protect you, huh? You’re safer with me than the Sails. We got better tech, better people, more safehouses.”
Vina wondered if Millsey would’ve done this if there was no ‘logic’ behind it, if she had been in danger some other way. She didn’t want to know the answer.
“Hey. Sparrow. I’m gonna go pick up some ice cream for us, alright? Someone’ll be along shortly to take ya to your room. It’s pretty big. It’s got a computer and everything! Books on landscapes and drawing. Books on flight and how to pilot things! No windows though... But hey! It’s as much as I can offer.”
“I don’t wanna...” She sniffled.
“...You don’t have to be happy with it, Vina. It’s fine. I know it’s not the best situation! But you just gotta bear with while this all blows over. I’m just trying t’protect ya. Yo, can I get a hug?”
“N-no! You- you... I..”
Millsey rolled her eyes and slid from her seat, vaulting over the desk in one smooth motion and tugging Vina to her feet. The Sparrow had no strength to resist, and Millsey pat her head as she slumped against her.
“It’ll be fine, sparrow. C’mon. I’ll be the one to show you around. The place is top secret, too. It’ll be fun, but ya can’t tell anyone what it’s like here. And then you can see your room, and I’ll get ya anything else ya need. Okay?”
“...Okay.”
“That’s the spirit.”
"I- I have reason to believe you can help me, sir. Do- do you have a moment to talk privately?"
“Hrm? Of course, what would you like to talk about?” The Knight would say as he escorted the other to a more silent area to talk. Of course, he would simply follow them had they a better place to talk.“I am all ears. Did you need to go somewhere quick?”
Sadly. That was all anyone really asked of him so it was the first thing for him to jump to.
-
“A lot of people kill for reasons… ones which are justified in their minds. I- I- I mean I… Haven’t killed anyone. I don’t think I could. But I… Maybe I can help you? Sort of? Piltover and Zaun have technology that can… shock people. Stun them so they can’t fight - without killing them. I thought I could… find something to give you! But… it’s- it’s kind of a.. a… sneaky thing to do. That- That isn’t your style, is it?”
“I’ve gone over it and in the past, I felt justified. It felt alright. I don’t know but as I grew older, it no longer felt that way. I started to struggle for the reason why I kill and the justification process. In the end, is any death justified? The man who keeps coming back and doing terrible things, is it still justified to snuff out his life? Many would say yes but even now I don’t know. It’s a terrible tragedy to snip even the most ragged strings. It’s not just preventing someone from doing something but it’s the concept that I am merely the candlesnuffer for a soul.”
Shaking his head, he continued to look to her as he hunched forward with his shoulders squared.
“It’s too late for me. I kill because I don’t want these people to ever get back up only to cause the problems they do again. And the others. They are unfortunates caught in a crossfire and the only thing left on my hands is the sinner’s life and many of the blood of innocents. But that’s alright. I’d rather become Demacia’s darkest demon if it means bettering this place. And.. Maybe at the end. I know it won’t even atone for all the lives I have taken, but I’ll willingly go to the gallows when this place is clean enough. When my work is done.”
There was an awkward moment of silence before he stood up and gently placed a hand on her shoulder.
“Please. Do not get swept away into my ideals and processes. Though you have may have been dealt a similar hand, you deserve a happier and better life. Do whatever it takes and follow whatever dreams you have to make it that way and don’t worry too much about me. Though peace and serenity is what I seek, I think you’re the one whom should benefit from it.”
“It... I-it’s never too late for anyone. That’s what Mira says... That’s what I think. Both for those who are drawn in by corruption and those who pass judgement on them.”
Her expression had hardened suddenly, pushing youthful cheeks into hard lines and drawing brows together, making her seem more of a woman than a girl. No-one was beyond turning over a new leaf, of starting again once things were said and done. It was self-deprecating to think otherwise.
“I was told people band together when they meet an enemy they can’t fight on their own. I was told they group up, differences and fights forgotten. Maybe you’ll inspire that? Those with corruption in their hearts would clean up their act in their efforts to bring you down... That’s a strange way of looking at it.”
She stood up with him, and shook her head. Finding strength in her words and reasoning, she met his gaze with her own, defiance in her eyes and resolution in her tone.
“That might be true. But I’ll fight for what’s right, because that’s who I am. And... because there’s no better solution, nothing I have seen... I think I would support yours, even if it’s from the crowd. I don’t know how I could even help, but... If they paint you as a criminal, you will unite the citystate. If they do not, you will wash it of its corruption. Both are good.”
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"I- I have reason to believe you can help me, sir. Do- do you have a moment to talk privately?"
“Hrm? Of course, what would you like to talk about?” The Knight would say as he escorted the other to a more silent area to talk. Of course, he would simply follow them had they a better place to talk.“I am all ears. Did you need to go somewhere quick?”
Sadly. That was all anyone really asked of him so it was the first thing for him to jump to.
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“Maybe… later. I like stories, but… I don’t know. How do you fight it? The… pain and the… disappointment?”
Sitting with her, he had to be as careful as possible. And of course, it helped that he felt empathetic to her situation. While not entirely the same, it rang a lot of similar bells thought it could be said that Balor was more of a revenge story then one of deception. Still, in the end, both were equally ruined by higher ups.
“I never once said that Demacia has not steered off the path of good. But that doesn’t necessarily excuse it from all the evil and pain it has caused. It’s roots are based in the good but a lot of nobles have grown fat with power. I know not why the wish to poison the way Demacia works, but I know very well that I will cut out this evil with my own hands.”
Looking at his own hands, not even thinking of the woman next to him. His thoughts wandered to his past. Of what could have been and what might have been. Grimacing his face, he placed his hands.
“The pain never goes away. I can only distract myself from the gnawing loneliness thinking of how my entire family had been executed that day. And instead of a disappointment, I can only feel hatred and spite build in me to the point it almost boiled over. But… That anger wouldn’t serve any purpose lashing out randomly. I hated how the nobles tricked my family. I hate how the current justice system binds our Demacia far more then it’s aggressors. There are issues when Noxus can be considered more “free” and tolerant so long as they have the strength to prove themselves.”
His hands went to his hair, the armor mysteriously settling into his flesh and allowing them to go unarmored.
“And it’s alright. The pain I feel would be nothing knowing if others suffered as I did and I’ll do my damn best to fix this city-state. They call me a villain. A criminal. And they want to see me hanged, and for good reason. I’ve killed so many innocent guards in my work and It’s only a wonder how many I’ve widowed. But, it still eats at my conscience and I can see them every night.”
Giving his temples and gentle rub, he sat up looking to her. His eyes seemed a little glassier then before, perhaps a mild bit wetter. A slight cough to compose himself. “Sorry. I’ve little doubt you have little interest in listening to the tales of a killer whom has a conscience. Unless.. The help you needed was a listening in which case I can easily do that.”
She nodded. Part of the reason she had decided to simply turn up and spill her story had been because she could see similarities. She had thought he could offer insight, maybe even a new way of thinking about her past... but she wasn’t so sure. Part of the problem was the pain. Being unable to do anything about it didn’t sit well... though she suspected nothing could be done about it regardless of who she asked.
"I think you're very brave to take that path. It’s a good thing to do...maybe the right thing, too. I would stand with you but... I... I don't think I would do very well. And- I'm sure I wouldn't be as happy. I don't believe I should stay too much in the past."
She looked the other way at the mention of criminality and punishment, choosing to instead stare at her hands as well, rubbing fingers into the calluses on her palms. She finally looked up at him again when he sat up - only to notice the sadness there. She redirected her eyes elsewhere once more, skittish still and wary.
“Uhm.. I... I didn’t mean to... bring up bad memories. I... was just hoping for advice... maybe. On how to move forward.”
She bit her lip, and awkwardly stood, clasping her hands and then folding them, before just tucking them behind her back.
“A lot of people kill for reasons... ones which are justified in their minds. I- I- I mean I... Haven't killed anyone. I don't think I could. But I... Maybe I can help you? Sort of? Piltover and Zaun have technology that can... shock people. Stun them so they can't fight - without killing them. I thought I could... find something to give you! But... it’s- it’s kind of a.. a... sneaky thing to do. That- That isn’t your style, is it?”
The little bird was content to squall and bicker, distracted by her own issues. But she was shaking slightly; if he had so much as raised a hand she likely would have bitten her tongue and cowered like everyone else.
“I had- a g-good reason! Why- should I support the corrupt- the people abusive of their p-powers! In Demacia!” She paused, before she added quietly, “I have the- the strength to follow my own path.”
Darius’ brow rose at the words.
“To follow your own path huh? Where is that path leading you? You don’t have a home to call your own. No people to call your own either. A side should always be taken in war. Perhaps I was wrong about you. You might have the courage to stand before me, but you lack the spine that any supporting citizen would have.” Darius ignored the fact that she called the Demacian powers corrupt. She probably saw Noxus as being ten times worse any way.
Her eyebrows knit together, and while her view shifted to the floor, she straightened up from the aggressive lean she had been whining in. It took her a long moment, and then another - and a third, before finally composing something to say.
"I have friends. I have family. -A-and what war? Any war? I can take my own side! I can fight for what is right, not for the interests of whichever citystate I happened to grow up in. Nothing is black and white, and I won't blindly follow. Not anymore. Not when it's become so much clearer that not all people that Demacia calls evil are monsters." Another huff.
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Which had been an ordeal in and of itself, but not a story she wanted to share. Not that she hadn’t already made her insecurities clear. This man seemed friendly enough to trust… at least with her complete and utter obliviousness to tattoos and similar.
Watching her immediate reaction was a little interesting since he seemed to have caught her off guard. Kind of a curious thing, given she’d walked into a shop and was looking around a bit, so it really shouldn’t have been that much of a surprise that she’d be spoken to by someone working there. Still, he hadn’t made a noise prior so… oh well.
The mention of having an idea but not very much information about it peeked his interest because there was a definite opportunity there to persuade this woman to get work done. “Well, if you’d like to find out about how much it would cost or how much it might hurt, you’ve come to the right place. We can talk it through.”
The idea of giving someone a tattoo for their first time, though he suspected them to be a Demacian, had it’s own appeal as well. That was always interesting at the start.
“Oh, I...okay! I mean I- I wouldn’t want to get it today I just... yes. I’d like to talk it through.”
She nodded and hurried over, hands pawing at her bag after a few seconds to retrieve a sketchbook, which she laid out on the counter. She flicked through the pages: Observational drawings, portraits, hotel rooms and landscapes... Until she stopped on one particular page.
“I... I thought maybe... something that looks like watercolour - you can do that right? Or... Or white ink? I’ve... seen white ink ones before. They’re... very pretty. On the shoulderblades...? One either side...”
Two birds, looking at one another. They filled the page, one of a bright little sparrow and another of a more solemn nightingale. Both were in flight in the drawing, with the sparrow taking higher ground and the nightingale ducking below.”
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“I- I’m not a Demacian! Not anymore. I don’t belong to any citystate.”
Vina’s only 5'7, and she pales in comparison to Darius’ imposing build. She’s also scared out of her mind, but be it bravery or foolishness, she holds her ground.
@unmatched-power
Darius harrumphed at the information.
“So you’re deserter. You’re lucky you’re not Noxian. If you were, this would have been a short conversation.” Darius states. He had to admire her for one thing though, not every normal man, or woman stood their ground in front of him. She certainly had bigger balls than even some of his own troops.
The little bird was content to squall and bicker, distracted by her own issues. But she was shaking slightly; if he had so much as raised a hand she likely would have bitten her tongue and cowered like everyone else.
"I had- a g-good reason! Why- should I support the corrupt- the people abusive of their p-powers! In Demacia!" She paused, before she added quietly, "I have the- the strength to follow my own path."
“Perhaps I should consider the possibility of taking in an underling for my work.. It could be beneficial in various ways..”
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"Iris..? Can you fly an airship?"
“An airship? Well I don’t know how well I’d be at it, I mean I’ve never really done it before but I’ve made sure to keep reading on them.” The courier scratched the back of her head lightly glancing at her younger friend nervously. “Why do you ask?”
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“It’s good to see you again. I’ve missed you and Mira. I had a lot of things to work through - but I’m back now!”
“I could probably take some time off to he-”The courier was interrupted slightly by her friend hugged her quickly, eliciting a small oof from the courier. Iris was happy to return the hug, “That’s perfectly fine hun, I mean things have been stable as they always were here, and it’s great to see you again as well.”
She was happy to welcome the other girl into her home once more smiling, “Artemis has gotten pretty big but she’s still a sweetie, would you like anything to eat?”
@notquitearogue
She clung maybe a little longer than what people thought of as usual, but Vina didn’t particularly care, slumping against her friend for a moment before stepping back and shaking herself off.
“Oh- only if it’s no trouble. I know you’re… probably busy? And things haven’t been sorted out yet, I’ve just been promised help with getting it. Uh- about the food - yes please. I’m kinda hungry, so uh- sure!”
The lives of the Seraph and Felix seemed to descend into turmoil and trouble far too quickly and far too often. Their lives in the shadows never held the security that her friends received… but things seemed to be the same as ever here with Iris, and Vina took comfort in it.
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"I- I have reason to believe you can help me, sir. Do- do you have a moment to talk privately?"
“Hrm? Of course, what would you like to talk about?” The Knight would say as he escorted the other to a more silent area to talk. Of course, he would simply follow them had they a better place to talk.“I am all ears. Did you need to go somewhere quick?”
Sadly. That was all anyone really asked of him so it was the first thing for him to jump to.
The Knight listened intently, letting her pour her heart out along with words while occasionally nodding and vocalizing his attention throughout the story. When it was all said and done, he simply nodded and did all he could to comfort her.
“Many things I will admit, such as not knowing the struggles of the lower class. I myself was born to a nobles house, even if it was one of the lesser houses and not very well known. I will admit that, when I was young, I too wished to be a mage but it wasn’t simply meant to be. Father wished for me to be a knight and so it was. He was never able to quash out my dream of wielding both magic and the sword.”
Sitting down next to her on box, he offered a seat by simply lifting a keg and moving it to the side. He didn’t know exactly of her intentions but he could only assume that she wanted to her his piece on the situation. Or she knew more about him then even he would guess.
“There are some misconceptions, in my opinion, on the subject of black and white. They entirely exist as they are, but you cannot achieve the color gray without them. Whatever we do, whatever we feel and do are based in the mires of good and evil. But it’s by societal standards and for the reasons we do things that they make become smudged and hard to see. As either. And through all of that, it’s also easy to know what it is true evil and true good.”
A slight air of silence passed before he spoke again. He wondered if such a tale would be a good thing but he wondered that, if she would care to hear it.
“Would you like an exchange of stories? To perhaps make you feel better?”
She sat down as if she had stood for hours. She didn’t really like her past. But he had listened, and no-one had jeered at her. Which was a good thing- and the relief showed on her face, and the slump of her shoulders.
“You’re the Pariah. Rumours travel pretty quickly... I don’t know. The state.. does make the people in it do a lot of things they don’t want to... through... culture and politics. I don’t see how Demacia can be a force for good when... when it hurts people like that. And if everyone has a reason behind what they do-- how can it be truly... evil? Truly good?”
More silence. Her thoughts wandered.
Vina didn’t know how to relate to him. Not only was she outright lied to, but she never had the money or the ability to even train herself in magic had there been an opportunity. She couldn’t imagine growing up in one of the houses she had delivered to either, all money and opulence, gilded furniture and too much fabric. She wondered if it was as cozy as the one she grew up in, if his family had just as much time to spend with him. But those weren’t questions to ask now, those were questions to distract her from why she was here.
“Maybe... later. I like stories, but... I don’t know. How do you fight it? The... pain and the... disappointment?”
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She was wide-eyed and bewildered, to anyone looking on, and she gripped her bag as she began to just look around in general.
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Considering how long he’d owned the tattoo shop, Afremov could generally tell when someone walked in with a purpose other than getting anything done. It happened a little more often than you’d think for a plethora of reasons. Sometimes people just came in because they were curious or didn’t quite have the funds for something yet. Other times, like this one happened to be, people might come in because something outside made them feel like they needed to. Of course, that usually happened with people who were wanted or foreign. Sometimes both.
In this particular instance, the artist looked up as the woman entered the shop and knew from just one glance that she was among those foreigners that came in for a reason like that. The only difference was that she actually seemed interested in what she’d stumbled into. While he wasn’t overly fond of the nationality that she looked, he knew a business opportunity when he saw one.
Allowing her to look around a little on her own for a few minutes, Afremov just leaned his forearms on the counter before finally speaking up. “Something catch your eye?”
She startled; she hadn't seen him. Half-crouching and anxious, it took her only a couple of seconds to realise who had spoken - and where from. In a fit of sudden embarrassment at her own skittishness, she straightened up and shook herself off.
"I- uhm. Sorta. But I kind of had an idea already. But I... I don't know how much it costs, or how much it hurts. I've never gotten a tattoo before - or even seen one being done. I only got my ears pierced a few months ago."
Which had been an ordeal in and of itself, but not a story she wanted to share. Not that she hadn't already made her insecurities clear. This man seemed friendly enough to trust... at least with her complete and utter obliviousness to tattoos and similar.

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Vina... disliked Noxus. Hate was a strong word, but the citystate sent shivers down her spine. The architecture was not only intimidating, but the inhabitants themselves, the squalor, the absolute drive to be strong... All of it made sure her pace was quick and her presence here as brief as possible.
Too many inhabited the shadows here, and the atmosphere to begin with left her unnerved. This was not a safe place.
At least, most of it seemed unsafe. Pushing her way through one of the shop doors as a particularly intimidating civilian turned the corner, she found herself face-to-face with... a tattoo parlour?
In Noxus? Well... that made sense. She hadn’t thought of it before. Noxians get tattoos just like the Piltovians and Zaunites do. She knew that. But... this suddenly seemed almost mundane. -Hadn’t she been meaning to get some kind of tattoo?
She was wide-eyed and bewildered, to anyone looking on, and she gripped her bag as she began to just look around in general.
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