you are a lie.

                                            “   𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴  𝙽𝙾  𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙾.   ”                                   “   𝙸 𝚆𝙰𝚂 𝙽𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙼𝙴𝙰𝙽𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴.   ”

nonsupe.      a very private original character based in amazon primes’ the boys universe.   various triggering content will appear throughout this blog (tagged but some might escape) such as intense imagery,   some war themes   +   mentions will appear,   violence,   sex,   drugs    +   drugs mentioned.    if you are at all,   in any way,   unfamiliar with the boys universe (tv show or comics),    proceed with caution !

𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙻𝙾𝙷 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝙼𝙰𝚂 𝚆𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙴𝙽   𝙰𝙺𝙰   𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝙴𝚃𝙰𝙺𝙴𝚁,   developed and loved by gold   (24.   she/her.   CST.).   heavily affilated with antisupe,   he is my better half and my first priority.

various studies in:   corruption of power in the wrong hands.     having a hand in hiding the truth in the darkest,   untouched places and knowing the deeper lies underneath.      becoming a stranger to yourself.      rediscovering the truths and a purpose,   knowing you will give anything to protect it.      tragedy creating a different person.      and so much more.

she knows the ins and outs of him regardless of how much he thinks he’s hidden away in a dark far away corner out of some sense of precaution.     for himself or her is yet to be known,      even after all this time.      he’d like to believe it was a sense of duty that kept parts of his life in the dark even now.      to believe that it came from his sense of duty to her,      to protect or spare her from the watchful eyes in his life,      the awful brutality and insanity of his job,      but truth is   --   some small part of him will always be reserved.      not because he doesn’t trust her,     he does,     more than anyone and with his life,       but because its been burned into him that he can never trust anyone.     words of a old teacher come to mind:   trust makes you vulnerable,     vulnerability makes you weak,      and being weak gets you killed.

but she is colby.

the same colby who holds his face in her hands when the world has become too heavy for his shoulders.      the same colby who looks at him with compassion even when he feels like he deserves very little.     colby who still sees the man in him,      not the monster or the machine they have created.      he knows that she trusts him.     surely the least he could do is the same.      right?       right?

and he’s a proud owner of said shirt.      there’s no denying that.