i would die for Rocky the Eridian

There was something that I noticed this time around, during the whole mission to go get the microorganisms from Adrian the camera was on and it was recording.

Do you think that people back on earth got to see that mission and Saw everything that happened? Saw that recording? Saw Rocky burning alive dragging Ryland to safety to make sure he got medical help and saw him screaming? That they saw Rylan to give up and accept his death? See Rocky panic and break out of his fucking enclosure space that is specifically designed to make sure he doesn't burn alive to try and save his friend?

so in the last 2-3 years, I've gone from someone who works out every day and has a fairly active lifestyle, to someone who's housebound (and occasionally bed bound) because of an autoimmune disease eating my bones, joints, organs and skin. which hurts exactly as much as you think it would hurt.

but after one week of Cosentyx, it's like I'm back in my twenties. today I went downtown, had a Mother's Day lunch, came home, worked, did a few household chores, went thirty minutes on the elliptical, and then set up for an evening of cycling on my exercise bike while gaming with friends online.

do you know what my day would have looked like before?? uber downtown -> feel like I'm going to pass out -> not talk to my family because I'm in too much physical pain to speak pleasantly -> uber home -> sleep until the next day without brushing my teeth or bathing.