i hope if nothing else i am remembered for being kind

Curiosity is a form of love.

Life is a series of returning to yourself, over and over again.

Literally cannot believe I was ever scared of getting older like this is awesome. Learning so many new things about myself & reacting to things that used to get under my skin so differently. This is so sexy.

in a way i am my own dead wife

dead serious normalize having an average boring ass life where you have enough to meet your needs we do not need to be remarkable we just need to be alive

burnout from not doing anything

I want to be heard (doesn’t speak) I want to be understood (doesn’t explain) I want to be seen (acts like if a missing person was right in front of everybody)

did you know that apparently if you try to act normal the normalness doesn't come through but the acting does. and did you know apparently everyone can smell this on you like a bloodhound

some things are your fault and some are not and actually it doesn’t matter either way because you have to deal with all of it anyways

i think that i deal with a lot of [remembers this isn't my diary] Nothing. i've never had a problem