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"you don't want to have romantic relationship?" no. im yearning for the purest platonic relationship that is questioning social norms

finding out kevin has a gf gotta be like top three most unbelievable reveals in history

andrew minyard reading a chapter of a book before bed every night.

guys i love jerejean so much. fuck

both Neils and Andrew's scars are from just trying to survive

oblivious neil/jealous andrew but it's not just andrew who gets jealous. all the foxes see some guy flirting with neil, and every single one of them immediately starts to intervene because hey wtf you can't do that! that's neil! neil is andrew's! this cannot happen it is preposterous get away from him!!???

what if you were sold to the MAFIA and seriously TRAUMATIZED and BISEXUAL and your old unrequited love sent you to CALIFORNIA to go live with your SECRET CRUSH who says you are his PARTNER and all your teammates are HOT and everyone is free to be GAY AF and youre having bi PANIC every day and your PARTNER and CAPTAIN turns out to also be GAY and you wanna eat him UP every time he smiles and then he BABY TRAPS you with a DOG you didnt even want but now carries your LAST NAME and you are now ready to KILL everyone for them

Andrew really is the clingiest person on Earth once he gets comfortable. Neil needs to get out of bed? Nope. Not happening any time soon. He's stuck with Andrew forever.

Hey, does anyone think Andrew hoped he wouldn't survive the car crash?

when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

i have this theory that jean's big cathartic moment at the end of tgr when he breaks down and admits he didn't deserve the sexual abuse he experienced is actually preceded by a more subtle version of this moment, one made possible by the fact that it involves the only other person who can understand what he's been through. when andrew realizes that neil could have been similarly abused at evermore, he asks jean to confirm or deny it. jean tells him that it would not have been an appropriate punishment for neil, and andrew, clearly shaken and unimpressed with this answer, presses the issue, asking what circumstances would have made it appropriate. it is jean's response to this that i find most revealing: he says, "you of all people should not have to ask." yes, this is a pointed reference to andrew's own experiences with sexual abuse, but what is jean actually saying? i think he's saying, "you of all people should know there is nothing that could possibly justify it. of course there isn't. but your abusers will tell you there is, and you'll believe them because how else can you make sense of what is happening to you." after he says this, jean digs a thumb into andrew's wrist and drags it up his forearm, where he knows from riko that andrew has self-harm scars. this is him driving home the point, saying "you've had to do things to survive too." because that's what jean's deep-seated conviction of "deserving it" is— a survival mechanism. and at the end of tgr, he finally feels safe enough to let it go.

Neil literally set Kevin free from a lifetime of torment and looking over the shoulder and he didn't even get a kiss for the trouble what the fuck

If there's ever a scene in tbc where Neil goes to Jeremy just to tell him something like "he's a kind man, treat him well" about Jean don't come looking for me because I'll be dead

wishing Nora a very please leave Kevin Day and Jeremy Knox fucking alone