alexei

for a guy not planning to kill himself i certainly post a lot about wanting to die Looks around

if you pour salt on snails i think you need to die

mdni blogs don’t follow minors first challenge

you have to draw Neil Josten with at least a little speck of batshit fucking crazy in his eyes

Bruh I hate when you can feel the pill in your throat even if you've taken it 😪

Whole house undiagnosed

DO NOT DOWNLOAD TUMBLR it will install a virus on your device called tumblr

nothing makes me want to remake my entire blog more than when i encounter a blog with the perfect tagging system. that shit makes me feel like patrick batement.

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

it’s hard to like a character that’s sexually repressed bc if you go into the ao3 tag they are always writing them wrong sexually

okay my anti "drew" nickname stance is two-pronged. there is the knee-jerk, "ew, no. neil wouldn't say that" reaction, which stems from personal preference and my understanding of the character. there is also the fact that when someone asked nora if andrew has any other trigger words besides the ones stated in canon, she said "a.j." because that is the name he went by while living with the spears. it seems likely to me that over the course of his many foster placements, andrew has probably been called every possible nickname affiliated with his name, including "drew" and "andy." and since we know none of his homes were good, i imagine that the use of any of these names would elicit a negative reaction

I have figured it out every single time but what if this time I don’t

whenever y'all talk about what an aftg tv/movie adaptation would be like i'm thinking there's only one way to do it right and that's to make aftg into what it always has been at its heart, and that's a sports anime. argue with the wall idgaf i'm right and you know it

yes if there was ever to be an adaption it MUST be animated