Imagine if Shen Yuan got sent back to his world somehow and has to return to his normal life having been forced away from his husband. he can't bare to look at anything PIDW, especially not Luo Binghe, the first time he sees art of Binghe after he returns he just sits there and cries, he catches himself worrying over his Binghe because if he's an emotional wreck, how must Binghe be coping now that he no longer has his Shizun? Binghe needs him, his poor heart must be breaking without him. (1/2)
Shen Yuan! Your husband will come for you! Wait for him 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I don’t know what’s worse. SY remembering LBH and missing him but still having hope that he can somehow find him. Or SQH *entirely foregetting about his lover*.
Even if LBH found a way in the modern world to reunite with SY and take MBJ with him, MBJ would only find someone who doesn’t know him anymore and probably things he’s crazy.
SY still knows what went down in PIDW and he and LBH can just continue were they let off, after some talking and crying and explaining. But MBJ won’t have that with SQH, he would have to try live in this foreign modern world on his own (maybe with the help of SY) but he doesn’t have someone he can fully lean on like LBH can.
And at the same time he somehow has to get his lover, who thinks he’s crazy and scary, to fall in love with him again. Or, he would have to find a way to simply leave again. Return to the world he knows but without the person he learned to care so much about. The only person he ever learned to trust.




















