just me Nicole

Mr. Perfect or Mr. Right....does he exist??....

The road to finding Mr. perfect is a long and hard one…. (no I don’t mean it like that pervert…:P But I do wish he has one..;)) I know Mr perfect don’t exist but I want some one that comes close… The older you get and the more failed relationships you have…. The list of demands is getting longer and longer….;) …and you just don’t wanna settle for less… Some friends are trying to set me up and…

NKOTB Cruise 2017, Cherry on top.

Last year I went to go and full fill one of my dreams.  A cruise with NKOTB. Yes you read that right ;).  I had the time of my life. I went on that cruise because earlier that year I had a health scare and figured I need to live life more instead of Life living me. I wanted to do the New Kids on the Block cruise since forever so I just booked I didn’t know how to pay for it and if it would be a…

My brothers big day

My Dearest Brother,

So I hear congratulations are in order. I wasn’t sure there where just rumors at first… But my mom told me it was real… you are married now and even became a Father. She had found his number and called that Monster that ‘Raised’ us.

I felt numerous things…I was happy, my little brother is becoming a man. Becoming a husband to what I hope it would be to the Love of his life. Bec…

Samsung Mobile NL Reaction on open letter part 2

Samsung Mobile NL My Nicole,

I’ll be honest with you. Through all the ups and downs, I didn’t treat you like you were supposed to be treated. Even though I tried, it didn’t compare to the effort you put in.

Now I’m thinking to myself.. why? Why didn’t I realize that you’re the one. You’re the one that deserves the best that I can offer.

Therefore, I apologize for all the wrongs and ask you to…

Open letter to Samsung part 2

WHAAAATTT!!!??? OMG!! REALLYY???? IS IT FINALLY COMING??!! I screamed this morning. It was my first reaction when I woke up…I was wide awake and that barely happens when my alarm goes off. Because you wrote me an email… Could it be??!!  I need to win this! Are you really going to mend my broken hart??!! (Read my previous open letter to Samsung to understand Click here)

Samsung you truly broke my…

Today is a day that I will always have a heavy heart… The day that I miss you the most… The day that you decided it was enough… The day you left us with so many questions… The day that should have been a joyous one… The day my brother is celebrating his birth… The day that I am torn…

Should we celebrate… Should we laugh… Should we have fun…

I want to…but this day is torn… I want to smile…but I…

Samsung Mobile NL Reaction on open letter

Dear Nicole,

I’m writing this message cause I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me really sad.

I’m sorry for all the hurt I’ve caused you and I regret the things I’ve done. I’ve lost the girl I love and it was because of the things I’ve done.

I feel so bad right now, ‘cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart.

I messed up and now…

Open letter to Samsung

Dear Samsung,

You are the love of my life. Whenever I need a new pair of shoes… you are there to help me find them… Whenever I’m having a wonderful moment and want to save that memory you are there to make a picture. Whenever I’m hungry you will order my food. My dating life is what it is because you get me matches. Even at work you are there to help me take notes.

But my love… what happened?? Usu…

2015 fuck you! 2016 whut whut!

It’s almost 12 O’Clock …. everybody is excited Another year has passed and it’s time to celebrate… New beginnings fresh start…Happy new year all!

But somehow every year get’s harder… Harder to remember the sound of your voice… the way you smiled…the way your perfume smelled…

I stopped counting the years you have been ripped away from us.. They say time heels all wounds….But somehow this pain in my…

Open letter to: Janny de Hoogd

Hallo Janny,

Ik weet niet of je mij nog kent maar mijn naam is Nicole dochter van Ingrid en Steve (Othmane) Steve is de broer van jou ex man Bob (Boudjama) De man die jou kind bij je weg heeft gestolen….ontvoerd is mijn oom. Ik kan het met geen enkele woorden goed praten en of goed maken wat hij jou en Karim heeft aangedaan. en eigenlijk nog steeds doet omdat jullie elkaar nog steeds niet hebben…

UPDATE: I Found him, I Found my Nephew

Yes, after months of sleepless Nights I found him. Through an advertisement on the internet I found an email

http://www.startimes.com/f.aspx?t=15963893

This email address put me in contact with his friend who went searching for him for me in Blida a city close to Algiers. Finally after months I got a friend request on Facebook of my nephew Karim I cried tears of joy…..This feels unreal…am I…

Update: De Ontvoering….Zoon zoekt moeder….

Zoals de meeste al eerder hebben gelezen mijn neefje is in ’91 ontvoerd op 4 jarige leeftijd. Hij heeft echt een verschrikkelijk leven gehad….nog steeds… Meegenomen naar Algerije en daar achtergelaten bij vreemden….een stiefmoeder… Een stiefmoeder die hem niet kon uit staan… Ze sloeg hem…waarom?? Omdat ie anders was…niet van haar…een deel van een man die haar niet genoeg aandacht geeft…

Hij heeft…

Prince Charming…..this way!

I often get the question why are you still single?? aren’t you 35 already?? Isn’t your biological clock ticking?? And I can see them thinking ….their must be something wrong with her…

No sorry to disappoint you…there is nothing wrong with me it’s my choice that I’m still single …I just don’t want to settle for less

I see so many people in relationships that aren’t really happy but they are…

DE ONTVOERING!..Moeder zoekt zoon…zoon zoekt moeder

Je kind verliezen op welke manier dan ook…..is verschrikkelijk Maar het gebeurt….een ongeluk, een ziekte…maar ook ontvoering.. Ik hoop het nooit mee te hoeven maken de gedachten alleen al geven me rillingen door me lijf… Hoe kun je je kind de dupe laten worden door je eigen fouten… Dat je niet meer door een deur kan met je ex wilt niet zeggen dat je het recht hebt om het kind mee te nemen….weg te…

Actions speak louder than words….

What is it when people say something but somehow their actions are not in line with what they are saying…

You say you like me and that we have a deep connection…that you have a weak spot for me…That you never have felt anything like it… But yet when I want to talk about it with you….You don’t even make time… How can I believe you then??How hard is it to just talk to me and show me you mean…

My Eulogy to my dearest grandfather…

I wanted to speak to you at your cremation…however I was told I couldn’t. Their will always be another way…This is my way…;) My words will reach you nonetheless…No matter how hard people will try to shut me up…

My Eulogy to my dearest Grandfather…

Opa Klaas for a really Long time I always saw you to be this very cold hearted strict…