eu lladd â charedigrwydd

What was I put on this Earth to do?

If I were a fictional character,

Would you notice me?

The girl who sits quietly in a crowded room.

Observing, analyzing, and reflecting.

The girl who always feels the need to help.

Driven by the overwhelming desire to be productive, 

to feel like her place in this world mattered.

She’ll shrink herself to care for others.

Putting their needs and emotions ahead of her own.

She’s nothing remarkable, really. 

Just your average girl,

Thought's about you race in my mind from time to time.

Your ambition.

Your pride.

Never once did you dream of anything but grandeur for the future.

A goal set so firmly.

Never wavering.

Every page, every word, every broken pen.

All stepping stones to the wonderful vision of newly printed paper.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, but somewhere along the journey we got lost.

I'm sorry but somewhere along the way the anxieties got the better of us, steering us in the direction of practicality and stability over happiness.

I know that aspiration of ours is floating about the universe somewhere.

As I’m sure you’ve noticed I’ve been gone for a long time and for the moment It may still be a while till I post again. However, a few things I would like to say before I depart again. 

1. Thank you so very much for reading my fan-fictions and whatever else I post. It truly has meant the world to me that even a few eyes have taken their time to indulge in these little pieces.

2. On that note I’d like to announce here that I am discontinuing any works associated with the web comic “Let’s Play”. Including unfinished works. I know it’s not the most mature thing to do, however consciously I cannot continue supporting that fandom.  I do apologize for leaving so many unanswered, but I will leave them in case anyone would still like to read them.

3. As for writing, yes I am still actively forming stories and working on original works at the present moment. Some I have big plans for and am hoping in the future I can see these stories blossom into the expansive tales I have imagined for them. So it would mean the absolute world to me to continue to have your support as I set on this journey of accomplishing my true goals in life.

Again, a huge thanks to each and every one of you! I hope you are all doing well and I’ll see you next time!