a heart that yearns

im so scared of love, but like a 2 year old touching her first caterpillar, i will laugh at the overwhelming sensation. and touch it again

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

I love when desire leads to disappointment. It’s a classic

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

Be so completely yourself that everyone wants to kill you

girl with ptsd voice: hey, so something really bad is gonna happen, right? you guys are picking up on that too, yeah? The other shoe is about to drop, I just know it.

hey guysss so unfortunately the rumors are true and im leaving the narrative. Buttt the good news is my absence will create such a gaping hole in your lives that it will become a sort of presence itself, and so in a way it will kind of be like i never left! But i am. Leaving just to be clear.