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I just created a tumblr to post my illustration. Here is my firts, for august adipose. i’m gonna add more soon.

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Hi Mr doctor..

* me. FAT* * go to see SEVERAL doctors and specialists * -Me: Hi, I don’t feel good, I may be I’ll. -Mr doctor: OK, do you know bariatric surgery? -Me: wait wait what? You don’t want to know my symptoms? (Damn I wish I said that) -Mr Dr: OK what’s your symptoms. I mean tell me, whatever its because you’re FAT.

-Me: Hi, I got asthma and allergies. -pneumodoc: lose weight, the asthma will be gone! -Me: thin people don’t have asthma? What?? -allergydoc: you got allergies, its important, and it related to your asthma.. -me: *omg I almost died. Omg omg.*

(Same with my nose problem and my supposed apnea..)

Me: Hi doc. You know I’m mentally ill. I didn’t know. I.. Doc: who told you that? Hum.. You know when you’re FAT.. Me:.. Please STOP. (I WISH I SAID!)

=> Its so hard to get a diagnosis when you’re FAT! My allergies, my hypothyroidism, my mentall illness and nose problem, my tiredness, or the fact that i’m probably autistic is not caused by obesity, actually it may make me fatter. But all this affect my daily life, and its hard to get a diagnosis and a treatment, and to impose what I feel when docs think everything I caused by obesity! Thin people get sick too! Stop assuming all my health issue or personal issues is related to my weight. I’m not a statistic, listen to what I have to say!

neiiko

Update: -definitely autistic - definitely have hypothyroidism - may have Cushing Syndrome.. Its rare, cause tiredness, weight gain, muscle weakness, rounder face etc but cause I was fat, everyone thought my weight gain was because I was bulimic, even if i told them I wasn’t.. but who believe a fat girl who said she doesnt eat that much to gain that much weight. People treated me as a child who wasnt conscious, they didnt imagine i know all about bulimia, depression and mental illness, its not that I didnt assume, its that i wadnt concerned. By the same time, when i talked about my habit ti eat the same things cause i was to sensitive they also talked about mental illnesd rather that listen about autism and sensory overload..

I found doctors who listens to me, after 4 years!! I may have a diagnosis soon, I hope do.

neiiko

update:

-still autistic with asthma, allergies, hypothyroidism

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-elhers danlos syndrom

-mast cell problem

-orthostatic hypotension but probably pots too

this years was not easy. I still try to underdtand what is happening in my body. I may be back on tumblr cause I really need to understand, get tips from potsies and eds people.

see ya.

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Being disabled means that the things that bring me the most joy also bring me a lot of pain and discomfort, so when people ask me why don’t I see movies more often or go to concerts or even just spend a night out with friends, it hurts to constantly have to say that these things bring me PAIN. And that doesn’t mean that they aren’t worth it because most of the times they are, but sometimes when I’m really sad and I mention how my life is just a little unfair, people look at me as if I’m crazy, as if I have nothing to be complaining about because isn’t my life good? Sure, but boy, it’s also really fucking painful.

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